I'd rip out all the stars in the sky
and leave it bare,
just to write you the poem you deserve,
with their everlasting glow and my benighted hands.
Because the darkness
had never been banished so swiftly,
as when I saw you
and you saw me.
Please keep a song of me in your heart,
as I'll keep your smile and this moment,
as I'll think about it too often,
too long.
And wouldn't it be divine,
if we found each other
on a starless night?
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 4:50 PM UTC
Words spill quietly down my ribs.
Dip between every vertebrae,
Spread across awakening skin.
Morning, beautiful, mine.
You speak with wandering syllables,
Sliding vowels and unrolling tongue.
I respond like the ocean greeting the shore.
Smooth, deliberate, desperate.
Time slows, thighs spread
Mouths know, hips beg,
Bodies suspend.
Climbing, carrying, caught.
Palms reach, fingers extend.
With ragged words, once sleek and smooth,
You ask me who i am.
Yours, yours, yours.
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 4:45 AM UTC
i don't know why somedays i'm completely over you.
but others it's like i'm laying face down in quicksand, being consumed by the memories of you.
the more i struggle
the worse it gets.
so i lay still
as you pull me
under.
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 4:42 AM UTC
Chaos first was a primordial deity.
And I'm Ralph Wiggum on Valentine's Day.
Even if every girl in class gave me a card.
I still go home feeling less like Romeo.
Lying awake trying to make sense of
why their sugar just didn't taste so sweet .
Lying in bed like a nebula
waiting for all my stars to form.
Chaos
--the nothingness from which all else sprang
headfirst and heartfelt,
half-naked and handsome,
hook, line, and
halibut.
All of this.
Every measurable aspect of
every particle that makes up
every object set forth in motion
sprang from a void so harmoniously
as if the absence of everything was kissed
sudden
by the presence of something.
Often depicted with wings,
a bow, and a quiver of arrows--
Cupid
son of Venus--goddess of love
son of Mercury--god of trade
his story
almost identical in Greek and Roman
mythology.
His story about a couple of gods
so inherently human by nature
jolted by jealousy
dumbstruck by beauty
hellbent on immortality.
His story has been hallmarked
as red hot velvet rose petal fine wine
and symmetrical hearts
wrapped in tin foil red ribbons
bitter-sweetly sugarcoated
dipped in thin layer of chocolate
taste-tested and lover approved.
Remember that scene in Hook
where Tinkerbell leaves her footprints on Peter's chest?
Well that's you and that's me--
touch me where my heart beats
because I don't ever wanna be a lost boy.
I wanna grow up like a good bedtime story
with morals
and purpose.
I wanna have meaning.
You might say that Cupid found himself.
You might say that Psyche found her soul.
You might say that Tinkerbell was just faking it--
with the clapping.
Truth is
we can never know the whole story.
Problem is
we think we can
and act like we do.
So the only time we mean what we say
is the first time we say it.
Every utterance thereafter is just an attempt
at recreation.
I love you
is a paraphrase
that deserves three separate ellipses
because there's a lot left unsaid.
I (distinctively remember shadow-boxing with)
love (against a star-dotted sky anchored to a
moonlight so vibrant it can only be compared to)
you (and your tidal waves).
And that's where I fell
headfirst and handsome.
I (was punched-drunk by a kiss so breathless
that it spiked my dopamine to a volume
that can only be described as) love
(in that every time my nerve endings feel) you
(they spin themselves dizzy and dance to your science).
There was a moment
in the absence of everything
when I was kissed silent
by the presence of something.
Hold me to your breastplate.
I don't ever wanna go back to the void.
[2/09/10 - Revised 2/14/14]
Feb 25, 2015
Feb 25, 2015 at 3:22 AM UTC