For years & years I fought myself
Breaking for air in a raging sea
That violently slashes me, drags me down
To a place so dark it will make you blind.
One day I found floating debris
And clung for dear life in the darkest sea.
I thought that moment that I was safe,
That piece of scrap was solid ground
But I ignored the fact that I was lost,
Still lost in the drubbing waves.
For years I've been floating on false pretenses,
Believe I am completely well
But my safe haven is withering away
And I'm struggling again against the thrashing waves.
I was never free, and now I'm back
In my deepest troubles and loudest yells
I'm drowning again and I'm tasting defeat
I'm not sure how much longer I can fight the sea
And soon I'm sure I'll succumb to the screams
But at least then I'll finally be free.
Oct 31, 2013
Oct 31, 2013 at 6:47 PM UTC
Wrap your arms around my waist,
Allow my troubles to be erased.
With tender words, ease my ears
And wash away all these fears
Of no success and a life alone
Where forever I'll remain unknown.
Show me that at least to you,
I'm not a crazy, nagging shrew.
I want a future with a life.
Maybe a lover, or maybe a wife.
Just make me yours and cure my fears
And we'll have no worries for dozens of years.
So pull me tight into your chest.
Please let my worries have a rest.
Kiss my head & stroke my hair,
Be the answer to my lifelong prayer.
Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 1:57 AM UTC
When the world is falling apart
And you only want a new start
Close your eyes, oh close your eyes
Clear your head of all the lies
Take a deep breath in, breath in
Accept all of your sins, all of your sins
And start anew
Ignore the ones that throw you down
Find new friends to hang around
Leave behind your old regrets
Throw out all of your cigarettes
And start anew, start anew
Get out of the blue and start anew
When you only want to be alone
And your heart feels like a heavy stone
Have no fear to shed your tears
Ignore the comments of your peers
And tomorrow when morning arrives
Just remember that you survived.
Ignore the ones that throw you down
Find new friends to hang around
Leave behind your old regrets
Throw out all of your cigarettes
And start anew, start anew
Get out of the blue and start anew
So when your sky is falling, falling
And you’re reduced to crawling, crawling
Stand up tall and breathe in
And march forward with a giant grin
Ignore the ones that throw you down
Find new friends to hang around
Leave behind your old regrets
Throw out all of your cigarettes
And start anew, start anew
Get out of the blue and start anew
And start anew
Start anew
Anew
Aug 24, 2013
Aug 24, 2013 at 2:25 PM UTC
The future has been around for hundreds of years
Shadowed in doubt and shadowed in fears
But when the upcoming becomes the past
We find the answers to what we’ve asked.
We learn our meaning and find our desires,
We mend our wounds and start new fires,
We discover friends and hear their requests,
We accept new jobs and are paid in stress.
The future, for decades has been the same
A test for humans, a waiting game.
The future becomes present, and soon - past
Always answering what we once have asked.
The only variable to change in years
Are the answers determined by our peers.
So do not fret for what is not now
The future is only what you allow.
May 22, 2013
May 22, 2013 at 3:58 AM UTC
There's a magical place with a special glow
Where only certain people with skill can go.
It's in front of your eyes but buried deep
and it's best to visit when your eyes crave sleep.
It's name is so special and known to a few
but those who do love it through and through.
It's most commonly known as the YouTube vortex
as it enters your eyes and connects to your cortex
with crazy topics like cannibals and cat
to baffling ideas and llamas with hats.
There's no telling what you'll find each day,
but the YouTube vortex will never become cliche.
Mar 31, 2013
Mar 31, 2013 at 8:20 PM UTC
From Sorcerers to Hallows and wizards to witches,
These stories are worth over one hundred snitches.
Together in friendship, you'll watch three mature
As they fight for what's right and destroy the impure
These stories will live in your heart and your head
Through the brightest of times and until you are dead.
So enjoy this novel, the first of a few
I promise you'll love them, just as I do.
You'll remember the portraits and the hallways
And from now 'till the end - you will love them - always.
Mar 18, 2013
Mar 18, 2013 at 6:27 PM UTC
I rather be normal and healthy
Than ever rich and wealthy.
I'm tired of sickness and disease
And by the time I'm 20, I'll have no knees.
I've had a cyst, and now I have a tumor
But at least nothing's stolen my sense of humor.
At a single time, I had three threatening ailments
I'm like a train on the tracks racing towards derailment.
I usually eat healthy and I run everyday,
So why are am I always needing another x-ray?
I'm a walking death trap, waiting to die
But at this point, I don't know why.
I'm invincible but dying
So I'm sitting here sighing
And enjoying the irony
Of being dead, but also alive.
Mar 18, 2013
Mar 18, 2013 at 6:26 PM UTC
I loved you, I loved you
With my whole being
Until my eyes started seeing.
You held my heart with tender care,
And looked in my eyes with a loving stare.
For months it was love and it was true,
But I began to notice a change in you.
Your tender care began to pass
And you left my heart laying in the grass.
Yet in your steps you remained staring
But under it all was a mysterious glaring.
You began to fade and acted fake
And inside me, I began to wake.
I gave you my all, my all, my all
But maybe that's not exactly what you saw.
You forgot my heart on the ***** grass,
And it wasn't an action that I let pass.
I picked it up with love and care
All while maintaining our curious stare.
So in the end, when you broke the gaze
It was okay that we split our ways.
I expected it then, and nothing less.
In the end it was a pathetic mess.
Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 1:15 AM UTC
We all grow and look for inspirations
To help us live and build foundations
But we live in such a dying place
That very few can even fill that space.
Our society is crumbling, our society is dying,
It's why all the children stay awake crying.
They lack in a model, they lack in support,
It's why all our youth just ends up in court.
Their foundations are crumbling from unstable ground
When their only desire is to be safe and sound.
Jan 3, 2013
Jan 3, 2013 at 2:35 AM UTC
To be in his mind,
she has to be resigned
she must be blind
or her love will be always declined.
He has to be your only sight,
night and day he will be right
never wrong, in the slight.
A man of such complications
full of false accusations
needing so many explanations,
needs just as many confrontations .
A man of these ways,
should spend all of his days
alone where he lays,
as his body decays.
Jan 1, 2013
Jan 1, 2013 at 1:37 AM UTC