I'm letting down my defenses
Though you've not yet proven that you can be trusted
All I ask is that you not break me
Because just this once I'd like to be frail
Dec 23, 2012
Dec 23, 2012 at 10:29 PM UTC
The glow in my eyes
The smile I deny
I'm terrified
I know the straight line of your nose
Memorized the dimple in your chin
Engraved in my mind your spicy scent
I'm terrified
Your laughter rings in my ears
And I hear your sayings escape my lips
I'm terrified
I love the feel of your skin under my fingertips
My heart flutters when you hold my gaze
I'm terrified
Scared to want more from you
Petrified of asking
I'm struck mute by the possibility of your rejection
I'm terrified
I care for you more than I'd care to admit
And I am terrified by it
Sep 18, 2012
Sep 18, 2012 at 11:08 AM UTC
You kiss me, I kiss you
You grab me, I stroke you
On we go, *** for tat
Push inside
Fill me up
Stretch me out
I cling to you, surround you, arouse you
Still and slow at first
and the pressure builds
Harder and faster, till we're all skin, and teeth, and nails
And the smack of my skin on yours
It's a race
You pull me, I push you
You scratch me, I bite you
On and on it goes
Breath mingling, sweat mixing
Till we both come
panting, leaning on each other
This is physical, the most carnal desire.
This I understand. In this we are mere objects; animals moving solely on instinct.
It's the occasional tender touches that confuse me.
A soft kiss on my forehead, your hand seeking out mine; these baffle me.
Sometimes I wish I knew your intentions, sometimes I wish I knew mine.
Do I want more from you then the physical? Do you desire more from me?
In my wondering sometimes I think it might be nice to have a part of you,
and to give you something more of me.
But you never ask and I'm reluctant to offer.
Where are your layers?
Are we deeper than this kiddie pool we've been wading in?
What are we?
You never ask and I'm too cowardly to offer.
So we remain laying together, so close yet so distant.
Sep 18, 2012
Sep 18, 2012 at 10:30 AM UTC
I lost my innocence to the boy behind the red door
He was tender and he was kind
He was foolish and unsuspecting
He didn't know it was my first time
I left my innocence on the hardwood floor
It flew out the window and away with the breeze
I never was the lucky kind
Aug 5, 2012
Aug 5, 2012 at 7:03 PM UTC
That which gives life
takes it away
That which frees
simultaneously enslaves
That which nourishes me
destroys me
That which empowers
weakens the soul
Aug 5, 2012
Aug 5, 2012 at 7:00 PM UTC
I feel your warm embrace
Your fingers in my hair
Your lips across my skin
Your presence is everywhere
You deal gently with me
Your patience everlasting
One day you'll draw me in
Consummate this secret love affair
Aug 5, 2012
Aug 5, 2012 at 6:57 PM UTC
The air,
thick and still
The heat,
not uncomfortable but ever present
There is quiet
The silence,
broken only by the crickets
and one lone bird, singing out into the night
The music nature produces is enchanting
There is magic here after all
Aug 5, 2012
Aug 5, 2012 at 6:54 PM UTC