The vices which have been pulling me down,
From a life existence of which i had live before
The ill forsaken twist of the mind has taken me under the spell of which I now endure
My death is soon
End time
Killing the swine of man kind
No more the riches that lie in their Vanity with prescriptions of a farewell existence of a twisted surveillance
hidden between the reality and the profanity of the mind that’s been hearing the deliberate words of certain messages delivered which sounds absurd…..
……such displeasing details the thoughts of situations at hand are well seen and heard by me in the intrusions mind-fucked layer which became reality for me because the existence at first had given me a gift to here such wisdom for all ive been imprisoned and tortured and left with out any social ability too mend appropriately back into society
17 years later I'm still unnerved with such hypocrisy life's a trip in this devious secret society . far beyond the jealousy of the nature displayed in favor dedicated to the intruder beyond all glory I give them a profile sickend to the pedophiles galore. no not me will I be mind ****** manipulated and scorned through your curious desire watching the behaviors given until pleasures delivered that satisfied the Hunger of a deviant composer forbidden closer quite well taken perceptions blundered obscured exposer of character oh aww things of which God and your mother should never ever witness or conjure .
Hear them calling me!!!!!!
May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018 at 9:12 AM UTC
Search distaste. Unwanted feeling replaced.
Download spiraling playing of my inner self quickly.
disputant in my freedom and dignity destroying and decaying
came all that's worth saving.
relinquishing dis-soothing this uncontrolled desire?
Displeasing my soul with infected virus.
Controlling my thoughts into deviant acts.
Not heard normal, form factor total 180.
Complexion secrets possessed. I'm trying not to get mind ******
will it?
His behavior is hidden away with no known cure attainable just yet.
destroying self will out of its power restricted movement,
deniable motives, take place for all that is now defaulted elsewhere in the hands of the anonymous intruder
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018 at 7:49 PM UTC
That terrible potency still effects me of what I got buried in my secret domain.
Dealing with the tendencies, Here wracking my brain.
The list of actions taken, when created a world of chaos,
Interrupted miscalculation which erupted a productive reproduction of
Simple conclusions thought to surpass all of creativities illusions,
Is now believed to be placed in a different dimension of space and time
Beyond the minds comprehension
Apr 1, 2018
Apr 1, 2018 at 1:25 AM UTC
Midnight stalkers inclined to harvest,
Sick invested judgmental torments download like there's no tomorrow
Introversitle mind, declined
Of all attributes hidden away in time
Solitarity subject of his own mind
Off on a daring night
Secretly hide, and not to be seen
For the events created may turn out too obscene
The boy , he is too blind to realize
Of the insanity that LIES inside
Mar 26, 2018
Mar 26, 2018 at 2:57 AM UTC
The feeling obstranged fighting the hunger it feeds on
Again the Obstacles of misfortune he chose his paths darkened domain
The culling of his strickened deviled head
Over powers the mortality he once lived
Decaying in the self inflicted foolishness of which he reigns
Mar 24, 2018
Mar 24, 2018 at 9:57 PM UTC
Taking back all of which was seen.
Time is elusive now, no where to run from your dreams.
Onward bound, gagged, displeased,
Criminalized for the things I've done.
Now its all just a game of there fun.
And now I'm the one insane!
Privacy is no longer a honorable sculpture of a word.
Sealed with a fist, ignorance is somewhat bliss.
For I'm guilty of the hit or miss.
Shrouded for cover, but thou shall not fear,
If and when I wonder, could the end be so near.
Cons-fearacy blunder,
Antagonize the ones whose cornered.
When all **** hits the fan,
And the lifting of your shutter of your cam.
Dehumanizing one-another,
From a spit-full can.
Rattalizing as if so empty.
For no one hears what your saying.
Cos its all just so pretending, as they mend.
You hear what I'm saying?
X-ACT-LIE
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 11:38 AM UTC
Meaningless
pushed and pulled
through arbitrary dimensions
Emulating differences in the same,
the Fatal Contradiction
Redefining the sane!
Recombined
fused with idle spinning.
Forging the distorted lie,
these lines in between
with apparent coherency
and ingenious discrepancies
blurring the boundaries
of this new systematic hell!
Put in perspective
these inconsequential banalities
and childish banter
all but shape the future
reiterating the errors of yesterday
Skewed
Conceptualized
Vizualized
Realized
Quantized
... Denied!
how long was it before i fell?
does it even matter?
when even these parallel thoughts repel...
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 10:31 AM UTC
All hope is lost, your fallacy is disapproved
Images up rest through hidden faces, no longer looking confused.
What the **** is my realty, only a fraction of your fantasy!
Quite content, but rather a bit bored, in fact you can't handle my imagination, because it's out of this controlled false door!
Excreting your mental capacity, I consume your conscientiousness and spew it over across all platforms, displaying how toxic you really are!
Misery, C.O.D., tormented chaos,
A hatred towards your pre-disposition,
I disapprove of your condescending stature.
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 9:56 AM UTC
my mind is a chaotic maze
guarded by confusion.
Lost in the labyrinth.
it’s too dark
i can’t see.
i’m trapped in this sick
sick place.
Sanity is slipping.
Thoughts that haunt me slide
into my unconscious mind.
i havnt slept in days
Please
someone, anyone
pull me from the edge.
i stare into the abyss
ready to jump.
i’m being chased
by the demons in
my mind.
They torture, torment
and tease by dangling my sanity
by a Thin
Thin thread.
my mind is
recklessly running ‘round rampant.
and swiftly shifting sideways
then twisting, turning and tilting
like a convulsing snake
The voices in my head scream
So loud
They block my calls for help.
Will i ever escape?
i’m so lost
no one is looking
because
i’m right in front of you
but
I
am still Lost
-m.o.i
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 9:14 AM UTC
Feelings deep, never complete
Crooked hearts, fallen thoughts
Lonesome girl, wrongful scars
Vindicated lips, ripped to the sewn
Fearing all that's let on it's own
Contradictive misconceptions
Shadows crept within perception
Lost between fingertips
Weakness then comes to grips
Hope leaks from the tell
Past that fell, begins to dwell
Freckled smiles, such a misstatement
Disappointment reaches eyes
Dreary sorrow, spite along the beloved
Nothing pushed; all is shoved
Diverted content, oppression left
Soulless veins are all that's kept
Mar 18, 2018
Mar 18, 2018 at 9:09 AM UTC