You are my sun,
My moon,
And all my stars
You are the air I breathe,
The light I need to see,
And all my hopes and dreams
Jul 3, 2014
Jul 3, 2014 at 12:50 AM UTC
You are my favorite drug
Cigarettes, ***** and ***
Can't even begin to create
The high your presence delivers
Jul 2, 2014
Jul 2, 2014 at 11:28 PM UTC
Here is my haiku
Of how you abandoned me
When I needed you
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 12:36 PM UTC
*Oh I love you
I don't just mean like I'm glad you're alive,
I mean without you, I would be bare
I mean that you are what puts the smile on my face even on my darkest days
I mean that right when I wake up, all I want is to see your smiling face
I mean that if anyone ever hurts you, I will destroy them
I mean you make my heart beat fast with every word you say
I mean that you mean more to me than I mean to myself
I mean that all I care about is your happiness and your health
I mean that I will never let you go, even if you refuse my presence
I mean that I will be here for you whenever you need me
I mean that there isn't a thing in the world I wouldn't do for you
Oh I just love you*
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 12:30 PM UTC
Stressed and depressed
Too sad to rest
The only way to rid the pain
Is to cut my skin
And let blood trickle like rain
Jun 20, 2014
Jun 20, 2014 at 12:26 PM UTC
*This blade controls me
This blade enters my skin without stuttering
This blade knows it's home within me
This blade hasn't yet cut too deep but has taken my life, you see
This blade is my life now
This blade slices through my skin like a hot spoon through butter
This blade draws art on my wrists and writes stories on my thighs
This blade will one day end my total existence
This blade is my addiction, you see
This blade has become my infatuation
This blade is wrecking me
This blade is scarring my skin with shiny white lines
This blade makes me joyous
This blade forces me to cut my activities short so it can cut my skin
This blade is my bestfriend, because when
This blade allows the red to run free of my flesh, I get giddy with excitement
This blade comforts me
This blade will be here 'till the end...*
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 1:00 PM UTC
**Dearly beloved,
Why are you so sweet to me?
Oh the way you treat me is
Greater than I've ever been treated before
Dearly beloved,
Are you aware that I love you too?
Oh the way you say you love me is
Very convincing
Dearly beloved,
What do you mean we can't be together?
Oh the way you change your mind is
Rather perplexing
Dearly beloved,
Where have you been?
Oh the way my heart aches when we don't speak is
Utterly dreadful
Dearly beloved,
Have you ceased existence?
Oh the way you worry me is
Ruining my sanity
Dearly beloved,
Why are you so cruel to me?
Oh the way you treat me is
Worse than I've ever been treated before**
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 12:58 PM UTC
*oh would you drag me out from this ocean of sadness that has washed over me?
would you destroy the demons constantly harming me?
would you tie all my broken pieces back together?
would you stay with me forever?
oh but would you love me when i'm bad?
even once i've gone mad?*
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 12:57 PM UTC
*my body is still in existence
yet i am dead
i can't feel the pain
but i can see all the red*
Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 12:55 PM UTC