The pieces have all fallen down,
I look like a **** foolish clown,
I fell on my ***
On Cold Winter's grass,
I think I now want to drown.
My eyebrows have started to droop,
A circular life in a hoop.
It's hurting so bad,
Now I'm ******** clad,
I think I just need to ****
Aug 21, 2022
Aug 21, 2022 at 12:09 AM UTC
To what depths must we fall before we demand a fresh start?
To what end are we vindicated to erase the past?
We fall in this small oblivion that exists only in our own hearts.
We are only justified if we never lose those shadows that we've cast.
I want to retake the days that I've lost to my yesterdays.
It's not enough to gain the time, but the soul of those many hours.
Will you let me go back?
Will you let me leave?
Mar 18, 2019
Mar 18, 2019 at 5:18 PM UTC
To whom it may concern,
My heart will start to churn,
I haven't met you yet,
But I will never forget if I do,
Your name I'd love to learn,
But until then I'll address this: To whom it may concern.
To who I'm writing to,
I'm sorry for bothering you.
Sorry for being such a *****
But I'd love to get a kick,
That kick that I truly yearn,
From whomever it may concern.
To who will warm my heart,
My romantic counterpart.
I can't way for the day,
That's already had its delay.
The day I can adjourn
writing to: Whom it may concern.
Mar 10, 2016
Mar 10, 2016 at 11:58 PM UTC
How do you cure a case of being alone?
What do you turn to after searching under every stone?
How do you convince yourself that after 3 long years,
That there is someone that will wipe your tears?
When was the last time you made someone grin?
Did they smile at you or at something you hold within?
How can someone smile in good health,
When you can't seriously smile at yourself?
Why have you kept your mind tucked away?
Are you afraid people near you won't stay?
How do you soften,
The thought of carrying your own coffin?
Is there anyone out there for me?
Why have I forced myself into this final plea?
Will someone come along and make themselves my own,
Or have you left for heaven to leave me alone.
Nov 19, 2015
Nov 19, 2015 at 3:58 AM UTC
The sun is gone,
Though I remain.
I try to recall what I've won,
But I try in vain.
Something's left,
That was here before.
Life has made its theft,
I don't know what's left in store.
Nov 19, 2015
Nov 19, 2015 at 3:40 AM UTC
Its been so long,
so many days,
since you were gone,
and life became a haze.
I don't count the seconds,
minutes or hours,
from the last time you beckoned,
and my mind turned sour.
It's been so long,
But it's been just a while,
What did I do wrong,
Why can't I smile
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 11:45 PM UTC
Too hard to live on your own,
Too easy to find yourself alone.
Too long to enjoy every part,
Too short to the end from the start.
Aug 31, 2015
Aug 31, 2015 at 1:15 AM UTC
It's been days.
Though it feels like weeks.
I know now that nothing stays.
Especially things that are unique.
I don't know what's happened.
Yes, I admit I'm lost.
But this ship that we both captained.
Has been both tipped and has been tossed.
What role can I now play.
Other than just a man.
Now that it's been days.
There's no other role that I can.
I don't have time; I have to start,
And I may seem strange for a while,
But I'll dig my heels into my heart,
Grind my teeth and wear a smile.
Aug 23, 2015
Aug 23, 2015 at 10:58 PM UTC
It's a new one,
Come too quick for me,
But I'm done,
Nothing left to see.
There are seas of life,
That I haven't found,
And though yesterday cut me like a knife,
I'm ready for new sights, smells, and sounds.
Time has come to live,
No reason for me to stay,
Nothing left for me to give,
So I'll wish my days away.
Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 12:44 AM UTC
Feathers come,
But they all fall,
Like my words,
They all stall,
Blink,
Life blows away,
Feathers gone before I think,
But my thoughts go astray,
There I was,
Sitting in fear,
World completely paused,
I needed all clear.
You gave me my thresh,
And my heart felt cold,
And while I just became flesh,
You were still gold.
Aug 16, 2015
Aug 16, 2015 at 11:18 PM UTC