I miss her
You, the feel of water
sweet waves, against gentle palms
and grass, flowing over innocence and joy
Bermuda
only, Weeds
and your dog was sick
awkward jubilation,
I FEEL NOTHING
a sea without salt,
I love you, beauty
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 1:24 AM UTC
Borrowed from broken blood
i live the nights, feeling each molecule pass
lost in a wave
in a haze
I Care About You
Sleeping in our Place
I waited for you
to be only together, you have a face that reminds me of peace and soli-dude and
death
how did I find you in a word that means nothing
empty car; pathogen in a word of fret
7 11
sleeping on mattrasses
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 1:21 AM UTC
Teeter totter
Teeter daughter
Little nail
How true.
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 5:07 AM UTC
All the dogs and cats have fur
And run to me fast
They are monsters in my face
With eyes of glass
Into the night.
All the dogs and cats were witches.
And the Doors open
And all things upon and among them
Become the spooks on the monster’s face.
They must go away.
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 5:07 AM UTC
Rainbow
Of earth divide me
To the crush
Of yours it gave.
Stories of growing up...
The black rabbit rings divide me,
Walls and nails hold me up.
The light glowed over my hair,
I felt like an angel
Covering the earth..
Divide me.
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 5:06 AM UTC
In ponderment there was delving
A desire to know but never ask
There is no danger in exposing, only learning
Learning it was someone who’s name you heard
They can say it, what happens
A need to escape the mindwrappings
Here it’s only guilt and a bigot’s chance to shine
Theirs and those who are guilty
At least they think so
Every moment a dull sting
Maybe more of an urge, a pull to a higher plain
Only to be beaten down again for the sake of climbing higher
Not theirs, theirs. The pious.
The same, the same, everyone
There’s only guilt and guilty disguised
Maybe I’ll move to New York
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 4:56 AM UTC
There is something to be said about humor.
I think it’s a wide judgement, and no cruel word to say
I knew that once and I identify
And identiFLY
Took it and ran,
took it and flew
Who even cares these days what’s a word’s a word
And a sound is just as well
Until some guy who says
Get off here... you...
Even if this is what you’re about, don’t fathom
Because I do what I want!
I’ll get you till I’ll get you
And when you’re mine you’re mine
Maybe beautiful but maybe an *******
It’s easy to say we should be rational and think
but I say take to the sky, even though he makes me
Sick!
Sick!
Sick!
He was so kind that time I collapsed on the balustrade
And said shall I come?
Declining, a walk, a step, in the Dark was my way
Appreciating non Apathy
But recognizing distrust
It’s my time to wander, to pant
to breathe in unhappiness
Just let me do it, as you say...
You
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 4:54 AM UTC
Her hair, I’m seeing the white bathroom
And on her beautiful head
Long, auburn and curly
I don’t remember anything
But the desire for closeness
Innocence and the bonds of womanity
She worried for me, about me, wanted to help me
Lips pressed against my child brow
Warm I was, and so thrilled
This is what I want to be
And my daddy bought monkey brains
Doors close, windows open and I still peer in
Then and now
We eat them down the hill, in the green, to the car.
Bliss for togetherness
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 4:51 AM UTC
I was looking at this picture of a woman
And my thoughts were, She’s wearing overalls
She exists, or has existed. Her Body, her Soul
And there were words too
A familiar man spoke some tender sounds
I felt the reassuring reverb and felt like this is it
I know him somewhere
And this woman he knows too, but not me, not really
I’m shaped by him, his mind is glass
Letting all light, all dark pour in
And that feeling, overwhelming
too sacred for the words I’ve learned
speak to me, speak about her, and on behalf of us all
Something we cannot comprehend
The human ear hears not the whisperings of who he is
Each sound is a wave and it must crack upon uneven shores
Too much here
Something has left my life.
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 4:48 AM UTC
Within these months a reality grew
An ignorance filled with beauty and pain
But I guess that’s what this life means
A balance
A newness
I’ve met my other side and taken it in
And with each breath I feel the waves change
Fluorescence
It’s my bane and my exhilarating birth
Into this new life of understanding
The most Beautiful ends with the most breaking,
Telling of natures
He never will know?
He may if he gives the time to take
From this breast of mine
Which he has betrayed
Like the yellow and the blue
The things I’ve always loved have left me in this state
I’m loving every other moment
He’s more than cats and dogs
Even though he wears a mask he loves me
I’ve never seen lips more willing
To tell me
Exposing every smile
That he knows
What if he’s not from this world?
I wouldn’t want to meet someone who was.
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 4:47 AM UTC