It's hard to think of what's right now because
I don't really know.
Life seems kind of silly:
Liking girls and feeling pain.
Right now if I could
I would leap outside this window.
And I would fly so far you couldn't see me among the stars.
Later I would say hello
Even if you cannot hear.
I would sit and speak to you
A thousand years would go.
Maybe you would smile
As the time goes past.
You ought to be who you are
No matter what's beyond.
Nov 1, 2015
Nov 1, 2015 at 12:33 AM UTC
I have something within me
That does not belong.
I have some kind of
Pain that refuses to escape.
I am here and
I am myself.
You are away
And you are a lie.
Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 10:51 PM UTC
There were no nights
Greater than when
We kissed.
And things are different
You are miles away
While I wait in darkness
Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 10:26 PM UTC
I could speak words to
Convince you to love me
As I would like you to.
But I care too much
To let you be
With a creature
As hideous as me
Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 2:27 AM UTC
I had wanted ***
When I found love.
Now I want less
Than what I'm rid of,
But pain escapes
My empty shell.
I lie awake
In a cursed hell
Where numbness endures
And death is life
Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 2:24 AM UTC
You are a poison
That exists only to destroy all that is good.
You are a toxin that seeps through every crack
In all the armour I wore
To try to keep you
From destroying me.
You are a fume
That fills the whole room.
Yet we cannot escape
And there is no cure.
You are family
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 12:24 AM UTC
It's strange how
My outward love
Destroys
Where it should
Create.
Aug 1, 2015
Aug 1, 2015 at 12:10 AM UTC
Somehow this will **** me.
And that will be okay.
I will lose all control.
And that will be okay.
Somehow I will go backwards.
And that will be okay.
I will be invisible to all.
And that will be okay.
I'll lose all that I love
And somehow it was okay.
Jul 31, 2015
Jul 31, 2015 at 5:27 AM UTC