Run little wolf, do not be afraid
this world belongs to who
pay the price to remain untamed
if you get lost, do not be ashamed
push on and keep your north true
run little wolf, do not be afraid
as hunger strikes, remember the game
the weak will always be food
pay the price to remain untamed
howl out loud until your voice fades
watch as your pack comes to
run little wolf, do not be afraid
no matter the threat don't stay in the shade
stand and face it no matter how few
pay the price to remain untamed
when death draws near, never pass blame
he comes for us all and your time is due
run little wolf, do not be afraid
pay the price to remain untamed
Mar 27, 2017
Mar 27, 2017 at 11:59 PM UTC
When I was a boy I envied the wolf
To roam freely in the forest
and run with a pack at my side
When I was a boy I envied the wolf
thrill of the hunt on my mind
fighting til death one and for all
no one left behind
When I was a boy I envied the wolf
until I crossed the line
and learned too late the price to be untamed
When I became a man I put envy away
for the truth was no longer blurred
predator and prey both suffer the same
and now I stand the shepherd
Nov 26, 2016
Nov 26, 2016 at 8:08 PM UTC
Hell bent on destruction
He hits the road alone
Nothing attached to hold him back
Just a sin filled past to atone
liquor is strong on his breath
Hair of the dog on his wounds
Fiery eyes reveal darkness inside
he'll carry that weight to his doom
Most days hes feeling better
but tonight hes doing worse
when verse wont work he starts the search
to escape the ceaseless thirst
When the night is over
bridges burning in his wake
he steps right over ashes
and think of the coals hell rake
on the hunt for good distractions
He knows just where to knock
In the next fight or a new love
Just another chaos
Nov 17, 2016
Nov 17, 2016 at 10:56 PM UTC
Why am I always so optimistic about the future? Truth is I've always been drawn to negative things. Anything people would normally avoid I'd find myself running towards. At first it was probably my natural distrust of people. How could I put stock in their opinions as they tell me how bad my choices have been and when I look a little closer all I can see is them being even more ****** up than I am.
At least I'm honest about it. The way I see things, there cant be any room to grow if your always hiding behind some pristine illusion. Don't get me wrong, I'm not claiming perfection or anything but I am striving for it and that has to count for something. Admittedly, my sins may be greater than the average but, I've always maintained a strict code and not once have I crossed it.
I get it though, its easier to judge someone for who they were than to take their measure every time you see them. Especially when that person doesn't hide from their past. Just understand it's not apathy that you see but acceptance. It was all of those bad decisions that led me to do all of the good that I've accomplished. It was a reaction. The pendulum swung so far in the wrong direction that when it changed course it had enough momentum to push me even farther in the right one.
So, I guess what I'm really trying to say is yea, I do have faith in a better tomorrow and of course I believe that a person can change. I have to.
Oct 27, 2016
Oct 27, 2016 at 1:26 AM UTC
Tell me what is it you know of the darkness. Have you ever felt the electric shock run up your spine and freeze your muscles as you watch the end of your life unfold before you
Tell me have you prayed to every god in hopes that one might abolish your shame. Sitting on your knees until the blood pools onto the floor beneath you and dries becoming sticky.
Tell me how far have you gone to numb that pain. Have you picked fights with terrible odds and reveled in the drunken mess you've created.
Tell me have you ever escaped on the slimmest chance and tasted how thin the air becomes when you realize just how fragile it all can be.
Tell me do you live for that moment? I do.
Oct 26, 2016
Oct 26, 2016 at 6:16 PM UTC
I'm sorry if my being so forward made you uncomfortable But, I don't take it back. I meant it. Truth is I think we've played at this game long enough. From day one I've made it very clear that I'm into you. You've always carelessly laughed it off. If you'd continued to do so I'd know I've missed my mark. Instead you now fight with such ferocity. Showing that spirit I love so much. Reflecting your true feelings by accident.
I know we work together and your situation is complicated. None of that matters to me. Yea, it may be awkward for some people. The way I see things, that's none of our business and they can deal with it on their own. Don't be surprised. While our electric stare's and hours of parking lot conversations have been incredible. I'm coming for more. If you know one thing about me its that I don't play games and I **** sure don't ride the fence. So, if i'm wrong when I kiss you right now you can slap me or leave and never speak to me again. Whatever you want; right now you can have it.
Sep 24, 2016
Sep 24, 2016 at 8:21 PM UTC
Watch out for the strong willed
for conviction will inspire
yet uncompromising in nature
it will **** you when he lets you down
watch out for the tender hearted
for ideals are infectious
yet impossible to live up to
it will **** you to see her hate you
watch out for the one you love
for their influence will alter your path
yet in the end you'll want to change
and be born a better man
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 12:40 PM UTC
I may not be the strongest
but I always persevere
and I will never back down
I may not be the fastest
but I always finish
and I will never give in
I may not be the richest
but I always provide
and I will never be bought
I may not be fearless
but I always survive
and I will never cower
I may not make the smart play
but I always make the right one
and I will never change
Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 1:47 AM UTC
Its like how you have that flag from your old country hanging there. It fills you with pride to know where you come from. Who your ancestors are and what kind of people they were. I don't have that. When I look into my past, all I see is pain. When I look past that, There is nothing but empty space. An endless void that seems to expand with my every step.
When I was still a boy, this filled me with rage. I tried to fight it. Telling myself that it didn't matter and that forward is the only direction that counts. It was a dream that I sold myself for most of my youth. When that dream was no longer convincing, I tried to fill the void. Fill it with any and every negative thing I could find. Things like greasy food, heavy drinking, witless brawling, raw ******* and of course hard drugs, In the end these were only distractions.
After facing the fatal consequences of my constant recklessness, I thought I would I explore the void. Figured if I traveled far enough, I would inevitably stumble upon a scrap of useful information and one good thing would lead to greener pastures. I trudged deeper into that void for longer than I care to remember. Got lost in its haze to the point I couldn't tell which way was up. I wanted to give in. Fall back into old habits and forget about my foolish endeavor. Erase all the wasted blood, sweat, tears and time. I wanted to be comfortable again. Who would blame me for that?
In the end my hunger for knowledge of self proved stronger than I could ever have imagined. Instead of running; Each day I chose to remind my self of the many hell's I have survived. I thought of all the test's I was sure to face in the future. This became my driving force.
I kept digging until finally I struck the truth I was looking for. For so long I thought I was being punished. That if there was a god, he surely hated me. Focusing only on the struggle, I never noticed how strong It made me. Until the day came I had to use it to protect someone I love.
That was the moment everything changed. When I stopped living for myself. I realized that men like me aren't meant to find peace. I was born to fight and suffer so that my brothers can breath easy. I know that I can take that pain because I have done it my entire life. For my will is strong.
Sep 17, 2016
Sep 17, 2016 at 2:15 AM UTC
she is the cool breeze on a summer day
caressing my wings with each rising ******
suspended in heaven I let myself fall
and for a moment I am soaring again
Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 6:33 PM UTC