megg - Hello Poetry

My bubble will pop, It hurts. It’s okay for now, made of steel. The more you shake it The more I doubt it’s durability Rose coloured glasses, They said I’m fragile, They said. I am. If you drop a plate, it chips. When it finally cracks, You put gold in the crevasses, Say that it makes it more beautiful. Load of ******** I said. Rose coloured glasses, They said You’ve changed, They said You’re stronger now, They said. Life, It shakes my bubble So hard sometimes, it makes me fear earthquakes less. See, I need my glasses to see. Rose, Blu-ish… Did you know green’s my favourite colour? Green coloured glasses. The grass is always greener in someone else’s yard. Seems everyone’s bubble has popped They’re waiting for mine to drop.

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Sep 7, 2021

Sep 7, 2021 at 8:38 PM UTC

megg

I said.

My bubble will pop, It hurts. It’s okay for now, made of steel. The more you shake it The more I doubt it’s durability Rose coloured glasses, They said I’m fragile, They said. I am. If you drop a plate, it chips. When it finally cracks, You put gold in the crevasses, Say that it makes it more beautiful. Load of ******** I said. Rose coloured glasses, They said You’ve changed, They said You’re stronger now, They said. Life, It shakes my bubble So hard sometimes, it makes me fear earthquakes less. See, I need my glasses to see. Rose, Blu-ish… Did you know green’s my favourite colour? Green coloured glasses. The grass is always greener in someone else’s yard. Seems everyone’s bubble has popped They’re waiting for mine to drop.

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Water. Drink Drink Drink I look at you while you look away Coffee. My fingers tap the counter nervously Drip Drip Drip I listen to you complain like life never smiles your way Gin. Spin S p i n S p i n Saliva You kiss me like i’m you’re water. Then we’re back to being alone with one another.

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Sep 18, 2020

Sep 18, 2020 at 6:13 PM UTC

megg

Water

Water. Drink Drink Drink I look at you while you look away Coffee. My fingers tap the counter nervously Drip Drip Drip I listen to you complain like life never smiles your way Gin. Spin S p i n S p i n Saliva You kiss me like i’m you’re water. Then we’re back to being alone with one another.

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« Why do you do this to yourself babe? » he wipes the tear as I’m focused on the movie. « I just love to feel » I love having my heart tear open by star crossed lovers or cuddling you cause I couldn’t look away when the scary ghost jumped on the screen. I love to feel, even if they’re not happy feelings. I’m sensitive and I feel. Most of my life i’ve said that I feel too much but I’ve realized that its a blessing really to be able to get torn apart by something so beautiful than my own feelings. It’s breathtaking really to be able to look in your eyes and have your feelings fill my stomach like I could melt and completely take your form. It hurts most of the time, oh god those it hurt. I wish I could take them away from you because I know how to feel them. Sometimes all I can see is your eyes turning just that much blacker and I know that tonight isn’t gonna feel any better. I wish I could give you mine too and truly yeah, sometimes you get bits of the green in my eyes too. I hope you see it, I hope you take it and you store it for when i’m sleeping and you don’t know how to breathe. It’s a blessing and a curse really to love you like I do.

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Sep 18, 2020

Sep 18, 2020 at 6:11 PM UTC

megg

Mess

« Why do you do this to yourself babe? » he wipes the tear as I’m focused on the movie. « I just love to feel » I love having my heart tear open by star crossed lovers or cuddling you cause I couldn’t look away when the scary ghost jumped on the screen. I love to feel, even if they’re not happy feelings. I’m sensitive and I feel. Most of my life i’ve said that I feel too much but I’ve realized that its a blessing really to be able to get torn apart by something so beautiful than my own feelings. It’s breathtaking really to be able to look in your eyes and have your feelings fill my stomach like I could melt and completely take your form. It hurts most of the time, oh god those it hurt. I wish I could take them away from you because I know how to feel them. Sometimes all I can see is your eyes turning just that much blacker and I know that tonight isn’t gonna feel any better. I wish I could give you mine too and truly yeah, sometimes you get bits of the green in my eyes too. I hope you see it, I hope you take it and you store it for when i’m sleeping and you don’t know how to breathe. It’s a blessing and a curse really to love you like I do.

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The ghosts in my head The ghosts in my room Ever since I was fifteen Thank god no one knew I spin round and round and round I’m happy til they break through Laughing about it What else is there to do Movies Songs Stories My own mind is my ennemis The ghosts in my head The ghosts in my room Ever since I was fifteen Thank god no one knew

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Sep 18, 2020

Sep 18, 2020 at 6:06 PM UTC

megg

PTSD

The ghosts in my head The ghosts in my room Ever since I was fifteen Thank god no one knew I spin round and round and round I’m happy til they break through Laughing about it What else is there to do Movies Songs Stories My own mind is my ennemis The ghosts in my head The ghosts in my room Ever since I was fifteen Thank god no one knew

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So Imma write when i’m wrong Girl, I can see you **** it up Sitting here trying to patch it up Without you I ain’t **** but no pressure. My mistakes feel like a fracture in my bones. I do all this work only to watch it fall apart. Haven't I already shown, What it's like to love someone so much you treat their heart like it was your own? You’ll find me writing me i’m wrong.

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Sep 18, 2020

Sep 18, 2020 at 6:02 PM UTC

megg

Wrongs

So Imma write when i’m wrong Girl, I can see you **** it up Sitting here trying to patch it up Without you I ain’t **** but no pressure. My mistakes feel like a fracture in my bones. I do all this work only to watch it fall apart. Haven't I already shown, What it's like to love someone so much you treat their heart like it was your own? You’ll find me writing me i’m wrong.

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The first boy I wrote into existence

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Sep 18, 2020

Sep 18, 2020 at 5:55 PM UTC

megg

Stephen

The first boy I wrote into existence

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“If I knew what love was, I’d quote myself.”

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Sep 18, 2020

Sep 18, 2020 at 5:52 PM UTC

megg

🖤

“If I knew what love was, I’d quote myself.”

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And we’re on the phone like this, 00:44 am. I’m on the balcony so my roommates don’t hear I’m freezing a little bit cause i’m in my ******* I don’t have my glasses so the city lights are kinda fuzzy and man, does that one star reminds me of your eyes. We talk and we talk about our day How I’m starting art school soon and we’re gonna be together forever. You hate your school and the job is going great. We’re gonna have a puppy and name him Wilbert. « I miss you little dove.. -Missing you too baby » This feels too much like a cliché but **** I get it.

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Aug 15, 2018

Aug 15, 2018 at 12:57 AM UTC

megg

Cliché

And we’re on the phone like this, 00:44 am. I’m on the balcony so my roommates don’t hear I’m freezing a little bit cause i’m in my ******* I don’t have my glasses so the city lights are kinda fuzzy and man, does that one star reminds me of your eyes. We talk and we talk about our day How I’m starting art school soon and we’re gonna be together forever. You hate your school and the job is going great. We’re gonna have a puppy and name him Wilbert. « I miss you little dove.. -Missing you too baby » This feels too much like a cliché but **** I get it.

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“Dance with me” To represent the time in my life were everything felt like weight instead of moments that I had to cary across the world. Just to feel worth it. “Kiss me” Love me like only you can. **** me” like we’re never gonna kiss each other again. I want the best I’ve ever had.

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May 16, 2018

May 16, 2018 at 6:30 PM UTC

megg

Forget

“Dance with me” To represent the time in my life were everything felt like weight instead of moments that I had to cary across the world. Just to feel worth it. “Kiss me” Love me like only you can. **** me” like we’re never gonna kiss each other again. I want the best I’ve ever had.

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Life was never nice to her. It wasn't fair, it wasn't good but it was life and she accepted it. Even if she could she wouldn't change a thing. She wore a thick pale armour, skin that for a long time didn't feel like her own. Her feelings were ironed stamped on her heart so deep that sometimes she fell apart. She got use to feeling like she was drowning in tears while her cheeks were dry. Her hair flowed with the wind and she smiled and smiled and smiled again to convince herself that one day her scars would stop ripping appart. Her skin, now her favorite part, held dots, dots that didn't mean anything except to her. She told herself that everytime she laughed or cried a new freckle would appear... "One day they'll hide me whole, one day emotions will be temporary and I'll be free."

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Mar 11, 2018

Mar 11, 2018 at 1:33 PM UTC

megg

Freckles

Life was never nice to her. It wasn't fair, it wasn't good but it was life and she accepted it. Even if she could she wouldn't change a thing. She wore a thick pale armour, skin that for a long time didn't feel like her own. Her feelings were ironed stamped on her heart so deep that sometimes she fell apart. She got use to feeling like she was drowning in tears while her cheeks were dry. Her hair flowed with the wind and she smiled and smiled and smiled again to convince herself that one day her scars would stop ripping appart. Her skin, now her favorite part, held dots, dots that didn't mean anything except to her. She told herself that everytime she laughed or cried a new freckle would appear... "One day they'll hide me whole, one day emotions will be temporary and I'll be free."

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