I’m standing at 29th and park
wrapped up in someone else arms
only a month we’ve been apart
trying to be happier since you
he takes me out to all the bars
I avoid the places we called ours
I’m smiling but inside I’m torn apart
I’m not happier since you
May 23, 2021
May 23, 2021 at 7:07 AM UTC
my heart feels heavy again
i don’t know if i can carry it alone again
i don’t think i want to carry it alone again
i’ll just carry it alone again.
May 9, 2021
May 9, 2021 at 5:55 PM UTC
empty bottles everywhere
awkward glances and longing stares
you’ve caught my eye, i can’t look away
makes me want to know your name
but i carry on sipping my drink
and try to dance with the music in sync
desperately trying to look cool
and pretending I haven’t noticed you
Dec 29, 2020
Dec 29, 2020 at 2:07 PM UTC
everything hurts
my head, my heart, my lungs
because everything i thought,
everything i felt,
every breath i took,
started with you.
and somehow, it still ends with you.
Nov 26, 2020
Nov 26, 2020 at 2:01 PM UTC
i used to sit on the staircase and listen to the fighting, the yelling, the blaming
i used to pray that they could find happiness
so when they decided, i said to myself that it’s better this way
but suddenly my whole life was packed in boxes and i had two rooms in two different houses with two parents who fell out of love
Nov 26, 2020
Nov 26, 2020 at 1:39 PM UTC
i don’t know if what i felt for you was love,
but it doesn’t really matter anymore.
you didn’t feel it,
so i’ll pretend i didn’t either.
Nov 26, 2020
Nov 26, 2020 at 1:27 PM UTC
i woke up alone and not next to you
last night i said we were through
been months since i saw you that night in june
I’ve been trying not to miss you
we haven’t spoke since i went away
that night there was so much i didnt say
why wont you ever be the first one to break?
i pick up the phone, and type your name everyday
Nov 26, 2020
Nov 26, 2020 at 1:22 PM UTC
im in my bed
instead of yours
and theres no one to blame except your heart not feeling the same
all the things that you said
it felt like you meant
so i packed all my bags, took my broken heart back and i left
Nov 26, 2020
Nov 26, 2020 at 1:21 PM UTC
we’re not who we used to be
we’re not who we used to be
you just stole my heart and left me here empty
and im trying to remember what it felt like when you loved me
Nov 26, 2020
Nov 26, 2020 at 1:18 PM UTC