You were mine
I was yours
Now you’re gone
Does that even matter anymore?
You took my heart
And it was yours to keep
But did it fall from your hands
When you feel asleep?
You were the air I breathed
And my sunshine too
How am I supposed to survive?
When I’m without you
It’s like all the life has left me
I’m a ghost of a girl
I can't stand life without you
Why did you leave me here alone in hell?
You see on the outside I’m happy
And I say “I don’t think about dying”
But would it upset you
To know that I’m lying?
All of these questions
That whirl through my head
None of them to be answered
Because you are dead..
Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 3:32 PM UTC
lonely and hurt,
broken i remain
residing in hell,
living in pain
masked by lies,
i slowly fade away
the nightmare i live with,
each and every day
the meaning of it all ,
to which my mind attends
has not one answer,
that i fully comprehend
the bottom of my mind,
holds the answer which i call
i keep reaching towards it,
in this never-ending fall
"stay strong amd keep going,
it's never to late"
no one seems to realise,
that it's not worth the wait
there's no such thing,
as help outside if your mind
its you against yourself,
with your demons intwined
it's a battle hard fought,
but never to be won
either way you end up losing,
when it's all said and done
"too late came and passed,
and of me, nothing more
i wrote my own ending,
and shut my own door
"live life to it's fullest,"
thats what they all said
but what's the point in trying,
when you're already dead?
Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 3:29 PM UTC
Life without you, is no life my dear
It hurts far too much and I think that it’s clear
I do not belong here, at least not without you
I think I now know what it is I will do
I’ll go down to the tracks where you took your last breath
Stretch my arms out to meet you as I too embrace death
Oct 18, 2012
Oct 18, 2012 at 7:55 AM UTC
Numbness flows like icy blood through my veins
Consuming my feelings and overwhelming my brain
But could it be worse than the most searing pain?
It’s like the dark night chasing the light from the sky
It stops you from seeing, it makes you go blind
It may seem a good thing but could it be a lie?
Oct 18, 2012
Oct 18, 2012 at 7:55 AM UTC
Where did you go?
Why did you leave?
It’s too hard without you.
I’m struggling to just breathe.
Oct 18, 2012
Oct 18, 2012 at 7:53 AM UTC