To: The brokenhearted girl
And to the boy who broke your heart,
I honestly hope he's happy,
I hope he's pleased with what he had done.
I hope he's sleeping peacefully, because you aren't.
I hope he shivers in pain, when he thinks of you
I hope his ears get tired of hearing your name
Over, and over and over again
Especially on nights when he's restless.
Especially on nights when he can't sleep
Especially on nights when his eye lids won't shut.
I hope he remembers the taste of your lips
And yearns for it when your lips hits the lips of another man.
I hope his dreams are filled with images of you
Images of you happier than ever,
Images of you finding someone that's better.
I hope when he eats, he remembers how your hand cradled the food
How your lips surrounded it and how your jaws turned almost hypnotically as you savoured the food the same way you did to his tongue.
And I hope when the lips of another are on him, they'll feel like yours
And her touch, will feel like your touch,
And her hair,
Her hair ..
I hope it smells like yours.
And I hope the kisses of another, will feel like lashes compared to yours
And i hope their touch, will feel like burns compared to yours
As if he's receiving a punishment for letting you go
As if he's receiving a punishment for falling in the arms of another.
As if he's receiving a punishment for using the word "love" too much.
And i hope the minute he utters "I love you" , he'll remember the times he told you,
He'll remember each one of them as if it was yesterday,
Remember which ones were lies,
Break down in tears
And comes crawling back to you.
But darling, don't forget to tell him it's too late.
Sincerely,
An onlooker
(h.s)
Dec 28, 2014
Dec 28, 2014 at 12:29 PM UTC
I CAN'T EVEN GO ONE DAY
WITHOUT SAYING YOUR NAME
AND WONDERING WHAT YOU'RE
DOING AT ANY GIVEN TIME AND IF I
EVER WANDER INTO YOUR
THOUGHTS AT THE SAME MOMENT
YOU WANDER INTO MINE AND OH
MY GOD I NEED YOU HERE
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 2:03 PM UTC
***I
Keep
Clawing
Away
But
You're
Still
In
My
Head***
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 2:01 PM UTC
PLEASE TELL ME WHAT I DID TO
MAKE YOU STOP LOVING ME. WAS
IT MY CONSTANT NEED FOR
REASSURANCE THAT YOU WANTED
ME AS MUCH AS I WANTED YOU
OR WAS IT THE FACT THAT I CRIED
AND CRIED TO YOU UNTIL I
COULDN'T BREATHE FOR EVERY
REASON POSSIBLE AND YOU
WERE THE ONLY THING THAT KEPT
ME STABLE AND YOU DESTROYED
ME
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 1:59 PM UTC
WE WERE ALWAYS TOLD TO WISH
UPON THE STARS BUT OUT MY
WINDOW IT'S ONLY DARKNESS SO
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WISH
FOR YOU WHEN ALL I SEE IS
NOTHING
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 1:57 PM UTC
IT'S 2:30 AM AND I'M SCARED TO
FALL ASLEEP KNOWING I'LL WAKE
UP WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE ON
THE PILLOW YOUR HEAD NEVER
MET
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 1:56 PM UTC
there's an envelope with your name
on it
a letter left untouched
by the soft fingers belonging on your
beautiful hands
the same hands that gently touched
my face
wiping off my tears
the same tears that you caused me
frequently
your painful words stabbed me like a knife
now I write to you
confessing my love like a sin
and I'm sorry
but I'm no longer yours and you're no
longer mine
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 1:52 PM UTC
The fluttering of the butterflies tickle my insides
Every joke, every compliment, every satisfying word
I am in love with the idea of you, the
way your smile meets perfectly with your cheekbones
The way your eyes strike mine in a moment of intimacy
I am in love with your presence,
your smell, and your laugh
Your love is like the fierce wind
I can't see it
But I can feel it
Dec 23, 2014
Dec 23, 2014 at 1:45 PM UTC