if i wrote my future
all would be changed
from the way i was raised
to the thoughts in my brain
if i wrote my future
no love would be lost
so i’d stand right beside you
no matter the cost
if i wrote my future
i’d bring nothing but peace
and save you from sorrow
and the darkness that creeps
if i wrote my future
you’d still be here
but you wrote my future
and i did nothing
but stare
Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 3:22 PM UTC
I feel you in my sleep
awaken by the sheep
that run across my bed
they're screaming you are dead
Feb 1, 2019
Feb 1, 2019 at 6:29 PM UTC
I'm so tired all the time
of being cold
and being kind
My heart is heavy with doubt
innocent lies
and the fear of sound
Doomed with fragility and bitterness
a walking contradiction
a near perfect mess
I'm so tired all the time
of myself
and my bad rhymes
Cursed from the start
and the second I fell
carrying the wrong heart
I'm forever in hell
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 7:52 PM UTC
falling into the gaping rabbit hole that is your heart
time and time again
I'm beginning to think Alice was not that smart
or she wouldn't have let you win
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 7:29 PM UTC
In the nights I like to pretend you're all mine
you sing to me softly
as you skip over the rhymes
but in my dreams they are there
And all the lines in between
you are as soft as a bear
With no tears in your seams
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 10:55 AM UTC
I am lost in you
But I can't find you in me
deep in your blue
an unforgiving sea
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 10:50 AM UTC
Looking back
through the years
writing poems
wiping tears
The past is gone
will not return
the future's bleak
reflect and yearn
" The good ole days "
not supposed to live there
it's against the rules
but can't stand to be here
I'm going back
and shutting the door
will not return
to the present no more.
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 10:43 AM UTC
My friend asked me what's one thing which makes a poet a poet, and i didn't hesitate to say selfishness. Be selfish with your emotions, write for your own good, express through art and do it all for yourself, for the result of your selfishness makes up the whole of so many people too broken to be their own kind of selfish.
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 10:41 AM UTC
Dealing with the dangers of life,
Each day alone through stress and strife
Pray to god to sort it out
Remembering what brought it about
Everyday in lives tough test
Securing a future neverthless
Seeing its secrets and letting them go
In life itself and the world we know
Only thinking that maybe soemeday
Nice things will happen like peace we pray
Jan 31, 2019
Jan 31, 2019 at 10:39 AM UTC