egotistical
i’ve been called that more than once
i don’t know how to change but
know that i’m trying
i try to better myself
everyday
i try to make a change
make new friends
i try to make a mark
start a legacy
maybe it is selfish
why do we have so many rules
my morals
are eating me
alive
be selfish and win
be selfless and lose
be selfish and make a difference
be selfless and stay quiet
i don’t know what im doing
and i know none of you do
i just wish these guides would tell me
how the hell to pull through
Aug 31, 2022
Aug 31, 2022 at 11:51 AM UTC
YOU ARENT ALIVE
ANYMORE
I KILLED YOU
I KILLED YOU
ILL DO IT AGAIN
I KILLED YOU
GO AWAY
YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND
IM MOVING
IM LEAVING
IM LEAVING YOU BEHIND
I KILLED YOU
BUT YOURE A ROACH
YOU WONT ******* DIE
NO MATTER WHAT
I DO
I TURN THE CORNER,
theres you.
so leave
god please
get out of my life
you’ve traumatized me
Aug 14, 2022
Aug 14, 2022 at 9:49 PM UTC
maybe that’s why i
always come back
i recall the good things
when i think about you
despite all the bad
crazy shît that happened
Jul 23, 2022
Jul 23, 2022 at 4:06 AM UTC
give me some kind of proof
that you were real
that we really happened
it feels so long ago
it was
it feels like you’re dead
you’ve died
you’re missing
i often wonder
where the **** did you go
then i remember
you’re gone
you might wonder why i grieved so hard
the last i had spoke to you
there was a chance you’d die
alone
in that dumb ******* car
in that dumb ******* park
alone
i didn’t want that
after the call
it had felt like you had died
that’s why i grieved so hard
seeing you now
feels like i’m seeing a ghost
are you?
give me some kind of proof
that you were real
Jun 6, 2022
Jun 6, 2022 at 3:12 PM UTC
Alright,
I’m done.
not maliciously–
I love you
but,
finally,
I’m done.
We had fun,
we had a good run,
I love you
but,
this chapter is over
and
the book is finished,
off to a new one
I love you,
we both won,
we’re still here,
even though we both
held guns
Have some fun,
I’m finally done
Jun 1, 2022
Jun 1, 2022 at 12:51 AM UTC
“be gentle with yourself
as this moment passes through”
relax
remember
you are uniquely you
May 30, 2022
May 30, 2022 at 8:45 AM UTC