It's hurting me;
but I have to pretend.
No one cares about me
And I end up lonely again.
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 8:06 PM UTC
I should hide my weakness and live
Because people only judge by appearance
One by one, they leave me
It’s my fault for believing in nothing.
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 8:05 PM UTC
You wouldn’t know
Maybe you don’t know me
My smile is not real
Because I hate myself I cry for a long time,
So I’d feel better
When tomorrow comes, I will come either
In the clothes I wore yesterday
Mar 20, 2021
Mar 20, 2021 at 8:01 PM UTC
Bounded words
That go well with outspoken thoughts
About
Boundless worlds.
Feb 20, 2021
Feb 20, 2021 at 5:36 PM UTC
I only ask "what if"
I smile, crying inside
I'm calm, screaming with eyes
The river doesn't care, it just flows
I wish I could change into one.
Nov 23, 2020
Nov 23, 2020 at 8:35 AM UTC
If only
I were something more, something
better
in your eyes
Would you accept me now?
If only
I had killed my true self
Then and there
Would you?
Nov 3, 2020
Nov 3, 2020 at 5:37 PM UTC
I guess
I couldn't do it after all
What I'm saying doesn't matter
Sometimes
Even to me
Their eyes are telling me I'm too small
to break free
I wish I could be a butterfly
Enchanted in its short free life
colorful like no one else
Oct 15, 2020
Oct 15, 2020 at 5:09 PM UTC
I don't
fit into the mold
But do I care
About the mold
THEY made?
Oct 11, 2020
Oct 11, 2020 at 11:08 AM UTC
With words so harsh
She's trying to comfort me
telling me I have to think rationally
She can't hear her own voice
But I,
I do
I hear it more clearly than I would like to
My once beloved melody
That now only hurts
Oct 8, 2020
Oct 8, 2020 at 1:36 PM UTC
Unconscious living
Caught me again in its snare
I never know what to say
Am I even living?
Is this living free?
Oct 5, 2020
Oct 5, 2020 at 2:00 PM UTC