Didn't figure I'd ever find myself
So far down again
So desperate to stay numb
Its just easier than
Dealing with the pain
In circles
Kick the can down the road
You can do what you want to
Whenever you want to
Big nothing
Oct 24, 2018
Oct 24, 2018 at 8:45 PM UTC
I been sleeping so strange at night
Side effects they don't advertise.
I been sleeping so strange with a head full of pesticide
Oct 23, 2018
Oct 23, 2018 at 10:28 PM UTC
In a burning pine forest
Burning ash falling about
The devil and god are raging inside me
Does anyone recognize what I'm.. No,
Probably not
Oct 19, 2018
Oct 19, 2018 at 11:55 PM UTC
It becomes so natural
Extension of yourself
Extensions of yourself
It is not done
It simply is
I do not practice archery to ****
I practice to live
On planted feet
Finger and kiss point
Meet under pressure
Focus
Release
It is not done it simply is
Oct 12, 2018
Oct 12, 2018 at 1:27 AM UTC
Alcohol should be
Alcohol should be
Alcohol, one would think,
No?
But each has its own
His own
Or her own particulites
making them truly
Of the earth
Unique
This white wine for instance
Has a certain
How do you say?
I shot three arrows today
A triangle spread around the bullseye
Was close enough
With the smell of grass
And setting sun
Oct 9, 2018
Oct 9, 2018 at 10:15 PM UTC
They can never touch me again
My body will endure trials
But my soul will be untouched
Lock me in a cage, throw away the key. Still they can't take my heart from me. If I don't die, I will rise again, capable of loving. The light still within me.
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 10:37 PM UTC
Numb
All I know to stay sane right now
Take another sip
Burn another one
What was it? Xanax?
Doesn't matter
Numb
Unsustainable
Sep 27, 2018
Sep 27, 2018 at 10:30 PM UTC
It's in their nature,
To live a little more like god.
Always giving always, taking care of,
Always..serving.
A blessing upon all women
That their natural instincts
Lead them into the foot steps of Christ
Christ, god, got down and washed the other people's feet saying that this is the example I leave to you, a servants heart
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 9:30 PM UTC
Insane
Im wondering if I'm
Going insane again
Vertigo is
Ship no rudder
Haunting hollows
Have no values
They just..
Insane
I'm wondering if I'm
Going insane again
Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 12:07 AM UTC
The piece before this entry, I know it's full of things that needed rewritten. It was hard to write and I think you get the jist, ya? I'll edit it one day maybe
Sep 25, 2018
Sep 25, 2018 at 11:10 PM UTC