Peel away my skin
Until you show just bone
Reveal what lays within
The essence of alone
Scars they never disappear
Bruises though they heal
Always I'm consumed by fear
My nightmares are so real
Drift into the unknown
As my final sleep begins
I've played the cards, the dice are thrown
Forgive me all my sins
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 6:16 AM UTC
My beautiful suicide
Written in the stars
Tired of hiding bruises
Unhealed septic scars
Tranquillity is calling
At last I’ll be at peace
Solution finalised
Time for breath to cease
Remember all my yesterday’s
Laughter plus the tears
Running for my destiny
For more than fifty years
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 4:37 PM UTC
My suffocated emotions
My numb and tortured soul
Constricted by the ties that bind
They keep you in control
The journeys end has faded
Disappeared from view
I'm nothing now
Obsolete
All because of you
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 3:10 PM UTC
In this sorrow filled existence
Mocked by memories that bind
I'll pray for some forgiveness
From loved ones left behind
In the supposed safety of deepest sleep
The monsters come to play
Invisible tears and a silent weep
As I fail to run away
On my thoughts they feast
My bones begin to crack
Life becomes extinguished
As I fade to black.
Apr 25, 2017
Apr 25, 2017 at 3:08 PM UTC
Stagnating pools of indecision
Blight my every day
Silhouettes of phantoms
Never go away
Romantic heroes upon white steeds
Always out of reach
Primordial demons surround me
On my thoughts they leech
Sanity lies at the horizons edge
Warped by broken dreams
In this dark nirvana
Nothing’s what it seems
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 1:25 PM UTC
Your son is dead they said
I remember little more
Until waking naked, freezing, foetal on the kitchen floor
No tear's came no primal scream
A living nightmare a waking dream
Last breath taken at four years old
Eyes closed, lips blue his skin was icy cold
Years have passed I still feel pain from the worst day of my life
Even simple memories open wounds like the sharpest knife.
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 1:24 PM UTC
Your emotional insecurity is none of my concern
An unrequited love on life’s funeral pyre does burn
A thousands dreams over a hundred days led to our demise
Restrained and so constricted an epitaph to your lies
A once bright sun has died and turned a blackest black
The remnants of my sanity has begun to crack
Silent screams echo in the recesses of your mind
Fragments of remembering’s of a love you left behind
The banality of my existence on show for all to see
Destiny sings it’s hallowed song I ache to be set free
Apr 24, 2017
Apr 24, 2017 at 1:23 PM UTC
Falling down the Rabbit hole, where monsters become real
Red pill, Blue pill, any pill to make me feel real
Deeper, darker I fall into depressions pit
No respite, just pools of blood from the wrists I’ve slit
Desperation, no elation as I pray for some release
Situation critical as I struggle to find peace
With death comes freedom and no more pain
My passing proves the monster has been slain
Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 1:19 PM UTC
Reflect my imperfection
Cracks in my soul revealed
Devoid of all direction
The past is never healed
Living in a vacuum
Crying without tears
My fracture mind becomes a tomb
Imprisoned for all my years
Escape my tortured reality
Absolve the sins of you
Yearning for a time I’m free
I know what I need to do
Slowly fall asleep
All my pain is gone
Memories are yours to keep
I’ve no strength left to run
Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 11:58 AM UTC