If I could turn back time,
I'll go back to that March evening.
When you have started to bid me goodbye,
I should have hugged you.
I should have let you feel my warmth.
I should have shared that coffee with you
When you asked me where I'll go.
I should have looked into your eyes deeper.
I might even see it clearer.
That you are not that into me.
Now this heart 'twill gonna be clever.
I should have asked you from the start.
What are these late-night dinners for?
What are these messages you keep sending me?
Oh, girl. You were just daydreaming.
God, please let him vanish in my thoughts.
I need an eraser.
May 15, 2021
May 15, 2021 at 9:02 AM UTC
The glistening blue blanket cradling moves
Brings the sky and the white clouds close.
The world is flat like glass
And the vastness of the sea won't even be measured up to its last.
And if I would sink to its bottom,
The waves will dance me to this beauty I can't fathom.
Now it is holding me still, bringing me closer
The waves grant me memories I will always remember.
Oct 19, 2019
Oct 19, 2019 at 10:13 PM UTC
Lushing out my way to try
And then my eyes meet the sky
The sun just set
Creating a canvass of purple and red
Above is getting darker
While city lights begin to blunder
Birds are heading home
Old and young begins to sing a song
Of endless hope
For a brighter tomorrow.
Jun 19, 2019
Jun 19, 2019 at 12:54 PM UTC
I keep on seeking
Within my thoughts,
Within my soul,
Within my heart,
For that word to write
To keep this feeing lighter.
I don't understand a lot,
And tears just reminds me,
I have feelings to express and yell,
That I have longings I dream to feel,
And I keep looking within me
The scribbles to make words
The words to help me spill this heavy load out.
My mind keeps on spilling
These words and ideas
Expressing my inner thoughts
Letting the world hear me out
My life is in scribbles and I hope
Someday I can write a happier note.
Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 9:25 AM UTC
And here I stand, waiting
For the next push, next move
Onto the abyss of my next thoughts
I may gasp for air, seek for the light
I'll make it sure to keep on hold
On Your hands I give it all.
Aug 24, 2018
Aug 24, 2018 at 4:19 AM UTC
Picking time is fine
Ticking like fishes' fins
Frolicking, wiggling
Whispering gritting wit.
First sit, it lingers
Sighing high, it quivers
Spilling guilt, it figures
Riding it sick, hits sinners.
Time chimes, brings kicking stirs
Filling 'lil strips in sinister
Ticking 'til lips hints limbs
Skin shivers, lifting fists.
Risk this click, slick tick
Find lines, hide lies
Times strikes right 'til night
Sit still, it ditches 'til it's bright.
Feb 11, 2018
Feb 11, 2018 at 6:40 AM UTC
Picking this time is fine
It ticks like fishes' fins
Prickling, sinking, wiggling
With wits will whisper.
First sit it lingers
Sighing high, it quivers
Spilling guilt, it figures
Riding it sick, hits sinners.
Life chimes with kicking stirs
Filling 'lil strips in sinisters
Singing 'til lips hints limbs
Skin will shiver, lifting fists.
Risk this click, lick, tick
Find lines, hide lies
Time strikes right 'til night
Sit still, sniff it 'til it's bright.
Jan 28, 2018
Jan 28, 2018 at 1:33 AM UTC
I wonder what awaits me
If I'll take this pavement instead of the other one.
The lamp posts are brightly shining on this side
And fireflies begin to lit the darker end of it.
And I am now taking steps on this pavement with doubt,
With my feet, left and right.
I am now across this lamp post and I looked up
To notice it is brighter for me than the stars.
And I am now taking steps on this pavement with confidence,
With my feet, left and right.
And at the middle I can see someone
Walking towards me.
As our gazes meet, I notice him smiling at me.
I said "Hi!", and he said "Hello!".
And that bit of a moment makes my heart skip a beat.
And now, I am walking on this pavement with an endless smile.
Jan 20, 2018
Jan 20, 2018 at 6:33 PM UTC
Yes, the past may not be that pretty
With me crowned with all the glory.
Yes, I may have failed to pursue a lot
And prove to everyone that I am worthy enough.
I may have written the wrong words;
I may have danced the wrong moves.
But here I am standing for a new journey.
Here I am dreaming, believing I could reach the glorious ending myself.
Here is another mark of a new beginning.
My future choices may not be that wise,
My renewed strength may even falter,
But I am always open to renew myself for a new beginning.
God bless me.
Jan 8, 2018
Jan 8, 2018 at 5:58 AM UTC
Starting afresh on this year
Thoughts of positive changes lingers
I'll be better, I'll be smarter, I'll be thinner
But every waking moment is a chance to make oneself a better version
No need to wait for another New Year
Dream, Move, and witness dream realizations.
Jan 1, 2018
Jan 1, 2018 at 5:36 PM UTC