The ones that don’t want to see
The world burn
Light the fires.
The ones that save it
Want to see it
Burn.
Feb 18, 2025
Feb 18, 2025 at 9:40 PM UTC
I missed the boat
To the bandwagon
Always two steps behind
Never one step ahead
Every cloud has a silver lining
Maybe
I’m better never than late.
Jun 19, 2024
Jun 19, 2024 at 11:21 AM UTC
I looked for you again today,
Although you’ve disappeared.
I swear that’s where I left you,
But I can’t find you there.
Someday, I might find you.
In a place I didn’t know.
But you must have gone away
To the place where lost things go.
Jun 18, 2024
Jun 18, 2024 at 11:43 AM UTC
I have done it again.
One year in every ten
I manage it----
A sort of walking miracle, my skin
Bright as a **** lampshade,
My right foot
A paperweight,
My face a featureless, fine
Jew linen.
Peel off the napkin
0 my enemy.
Do I terrify?----
The nose, the eye pits, the full set of teeth?
The sour breath
Will vanish in a day.
Soon, soon the flesh
The grave cave ate will be
At home on me
And I a smiling woman.
I am only thirty.
And like the cat I have nine times to die.
This is Number Three.
What a trash
To annihilate each decade.
What a million filaments.
The peanut-crunching crowd
Shoves in to see
Them unwrap me hand and foot
The big strip tease.
Gentlemen, ladies
These are my hands
My knees.
I may be skin and bone,
Nevertheless, I am the same, identical woman.
The first time it happened I was ten.
It was an accident.
The second time I meant
To last it out and not come back at all.
I rocked shut
As a seashell.
They had to call and call
And pick the worms off me like sticky pearls.
Dying
Is an art, like everything else,
I do it exceptionally well.
I do it so it feels like hell.
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I've a call.
It's easy enough to do it in a cell.
It's easy enough to do it and stay put.
It's the theatrical
Comeback in broad day
To the same place, the same face, the same brute
Amused shout:
'A miracle!'
That knocks me out.
There is a charge
For the eyeing of my scars, there is a charge
For the hearing of my heart----
It really goes.
And there is a charge, a very large charge
For a word or a touch
Or a bit of blood
Or a piece of my hair or my clothes.
So, so, Herr Doktor.
So, Herr Enemy.
I am your opus,
I am your valuable,
The pure gold baby
That melts to a shriek.
I turn and burn.
Do not think I underestimate your great concern.
Ash, ash ---
You poke and stir.
Flesh, bone, there is nothing there----
A cake of soap,
A wedding ring,
A gold filling.
Herr God, Herr Lucifer
Beware
Beware.
Out of the ash
I rise with my red hair
And I eat men like air.
Jun 2, 2021
Jun 2, 2021 at 2:53 PM UTC
I told myself I would be better tomorrow
Wake up
Achieve
Told myself I would be more human
Less shadow
Live
I told myself I was worth it
To succeed
Rejoice
Told myself I could do it
Still lost
hollow
Apr 16, 2020
Apr 16, 2020 at 12:55 AM UTC
The forest rains on me
While I gently stroll
filling my lungs
painting me yellow
The forest rains on me
Green ornaments on silky threads
Cascading fans from the tree tops
Shedding pollen threads on my head
Apr 16, 2020
Apr 16, 2020 at 12:50 AM UTC
I am what you love
Only when I’m what you want.
Losing me
For you.
Feb 29, 2020
Feb 29, 2020 at 10:15 PM UTC
Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
And you, my father, there on that sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
Jun 22, 2017
Jun 22, 2017 at 1:16 PM UTC
I've borrowed your tears.
Stolen from your word, your fears.
To fill this hole,
Deep in my soul.
My brain tells me to feel,
But is any of this real.
Jun 22, 2017
Jun 22, 2017 at 1:15 PM UTC
I loved you.
Once upon a time.
I would like to think
You loved me too.
It's over now.
As are we.
No tears are shed
'Cause we had fun.
I loved you.
Once upon a time.
And I would like to think
You loved me too.
Jun 8, 2017
Jun 8, 2017 at 2:03 AM UTC
