mary-beazer - Hello Poetry

I love the holidays Family, Laughter, and Joy But sometimes you don’t see the Pain. I guess I wasn’t above that. The phone rings I hear nervous voices I guess they can’t hear me askin’ What is going on. Hanging up brings me relief And stress I guess I wasn’t above that I can’t even hear the words I don’t let it be real I might have lost a loved one I guess I wasn’t above that I has all changed like Slamming on a brake Making my mind go blank. I guess I wasn’t above that Now I am surrounded by tears Those around they can’t even hear, I am the silent one. I am all alone when I don’t need to be. I guess I wasn’t above that People voices things surround me, Why keep talking I just want peace. Why can’t you just leave me I don’t want to hear I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry I’m sorry, I’m sorry. Over and over again. I guess I wasn’t above that. I know it is hard to mourn When you feel relief. Why is it so hard When you are filled with grief? I guess I wasn’t above that Restless nights are filled with Dreams Being left alone is a thing, I Fear most. I guess I wasn’t above that. I don’t know if I can let you leave. I won’t be able to keep you away from me. Visions of pain are too much for me to bear. I guess I wasn’t above that. I know that we all are broken in our own way, Broken Hearts, broken bodies, broken lives. We all have a mountain to climb. One step at a time. No one is above that.

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Feb 5, 2018

Feb 5, 2018 at 11:37 AM UTC

On a shore, you can hear the whisper of the sea, If you listen. On the forest you can see the colors of the trees, If you look. On top of a mountain you can feel your height. If you close your eyes and feel. We take action and, Listen, Look and feel.

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Oct 14, 2017

Oct 14, 2017 at 8:34 PM UTC

mary-beazer

Sences

On a shore, you can hear the whisper of the sea, If you listen. On the forest you can see the colors of the trees, If you look. On top of a mountain you can feel your height. If you close your eyes and feel. We take action and, Listen, Look and feel.

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A girl sees herself as, Ugly, broken, worthless and most of all no use. Her life feels all alone. She need to make a choice, but the day she decides to to take a risk- She stops One complements can make a difference She is flying soaring feeling LOVED One day at a time she takes life She feels Beautiful, happy, with so much This is how others see her.

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Jun 24, 2017

Jun 24, 2017 at 4:16 PM UTC

mary-beazer

A girl

A girl sees herself as, Ugly, broken, worthless and most of all no use. Her life feels all alone. She need to make a choice, but the day she decides to to take a risk- She stops One complements can make a difference She is flying soaring feeling LOVED One day at a time she takes life She feels Beautiful, happy, with so much This is how others see her.

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Men and women can be known as the people that help the world. Can we be those people?

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Jun 10, 2017

Jun 10, 2017 at 5:15 PM UTC

mary-beazer

Men and Woman

Men and women can be known as the people that help the world. Can we be those people?

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We are alone because we improve day by day.

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Jun 8, 2017

Jun 8, 2017 at 7:08 PM UTC

mary-beazer

alone

We are alone because we improve day by day.

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a light switch that helps me escape in darkness away from a world of people. A desk at school so i can concentrate on Math science social and language so I don't have to focus on my own problems a pillow of my own that I am comfterable with that is on my bed a piano so I can feel many peoples emotions in the music- soft, loud, happy, mad, all of them. snow in my hand that i can make into many things and it is my choice comfy clothes that make me feel like I am beautiful even if I don't look like it to some people. a hand of my sister in family love in my young childhood a playful shove of a friend in happiness and laughter that I wish could be with me forever a pencil of a begining of a story with ebdless e amounts of words in a story yet to write A BOOK that helps me escape into million worlds i wish i could live in.

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Jun 7, 2017

Jun 7, 2017 at 3:02 PM UTC

mary-beazer

Hands

a light switch that helps me escape in darkness away from a world of people. A desk at school so i can concentrate on Math science social and language so I don't have to focus on my own problems a pillow of my own that I am comfterable with that is on my bed a piano so I can feel many peoples emotions in the music- soft, loud, happy, mad, all of them. snow in my hand that i can make into many things and it is my choice comfy clothes that make me feel like I am beautiful even if I don't look like it to some people. a hand of my sister in family love in my young childhood a playful shove of a friend in happiness and laughter that I wish could be with me forever a pencil of a begining of a story with ebdless e amounts of words in a story yet to write A BOOK that helps me escape into million worlds i wish i could live in.

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some people don't understand the pain you feel We sometimes let it take over but, we cant, we have to fight FIGHT! if it takes over is consumes leaves us with nothing We cannot give up only we can really overtake it we must do what we can, all that we can do to have a happy life.

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Jun 7, 2017

Jun 7, 2017 at 2:49 PM UTC

mary-beazer

pain

some people don't understand the pain you feel We sometimes let it take over but, we cant, we have to fight FIGHT! if it takes over is consumes leaves us with nothing We cannot give up only we can really overtake it we must do what we can, all that we can do to have a happy life.

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They are my sign of home forget all of the science of "how they got there" But guess what They mean so much more. Through the years I have learned that if you saw the world like they would, all would be better. Like everyone is there to strengthen YOU even for the little things like grass, flowers, rocks, they all help the mountains for their beauty and all that make them, them. everyone you know can make you YOU. these are my mountains

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Jun 7, 2017

Jun 7, 2017 at 2:43 PM UTC

mary-beazer

My Mountains

They are my sign of home forget all of the science of "how they got there" But guess what They mean so much more. Through the years I have learned that if you saw the world like they would, all would be better. Like everyone is there to strengthen YOU even for the little things like grass, flowers, rocks, they all help the mountains for their beauty and all that make them, them. everyone you know can make you YOU. these are my mountains

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Sometimes The People With The Most Beautiful Eyes Have Cried the most tears

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Apr 25, 2017

Apr 25, 2017 at 11:23 PM UTC

mary-beazer

Beautiful Eyes

Sometimes The People With The Most Beautiful Eyes Have Cried the most tears

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Sometimes I wonder what we really need to do. Do we try to be successful? Or "Go with The Flow Type"? What do we do? People say be yourself, But what is yourself? Geeky, Popular, Weird, Sporty? Why do we have these Labels? Why?

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Apr 12, 2017

Apr 12, 2017 at 7:00 PM UTC

mary-beazer

Why?

Sometimes I wonder what we really need to do. Do we try to be successful? Or "Go with The Flow Type"? What do we do? People say be yourself, But what is yourself? Geeky, Popular, Weird, Sporty? Why do we have these Labels? Why?

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