marissa-jenkins - Hello Poetry

I'm never going to be the same so I'll stop trying I think that maybe I'm going insane there's the cause for all of my crying they all know I'm in emotional pain yet they still keep on prying I can't take much more, it's an unfair game but I stay quiet and I'm inwardly dying

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Mar 4, 2017

Mar 4, 2017 at 2:01 PM UTC

as of right now

I'm never going to be the same so I'll stop trying I think that maybe I'm going insane there's the cause for all of my crying they all know I'm in emotional pain yet they still keep on prying I can't take much more, it's an unfair game but I stay quiet and I'm inwardly dying

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if i could hand you the world on a silver platter trust me i would, you're so special to me i want us to have a happily ever after and i can't imagine anywhere else I'd rather be than right here in your arms whispering in your ear about how you're my shooting star you shot across my sky when i was in the darkest of nights we shine like diamonds so bright and the love we share is worth the fight

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Dec 9, 2016

Dec 9, 2016 at 9:36 AM UTC

We

if i could hand you the world on a silver platter trust me i would, you're so special to me i want us to have a happily ever after and i can't imagine anywhere else I'd rather be than right here in your arms whispering in your ear about how you're my shooting star you shot across my sky when i was in the darkest of nights we shine like diamonds so bright and the love we share is worth the fight

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i wish i was totally numb and i could not feel but the constant torment reminds me it is real i'm alive surprised i survived i can hardly breathe yet i still can think everyday i re-live the pain my antedote is gone i'm alone so much...pain why does it have to be this way? agony, let go of me I'm suffering oh so slowly i fight to take a breath i'm so sorry ken, jordain i'm losing my mind running out of time yet i still can rhyme make the pain stop...

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Dec 9, 2016

Dec 9, 2016 at 9:35 AM UTC

end

i wish i was totally numb and i could not feel but the constant torment reminds me it is real i'm alive surprised i survived i can hardly breathe yet i still can think everyday i re-live the pain my antedote is gone i'm alone so much...pain why does it have to be this way? agony, let go of me I'm suffering oh so slowly i fight to take a breath i'm so sorry ken, jordain i'm losing my mind running out of time yet i still can rhyme make the pain stop...

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It's how I feel I wonder if I'll heal cuz he took the breath out of me left a gaping hole where my heart should be left an open wound I hope it'll fix itself soon dangerous game I'll never be the same It toys with my mind and I've run out of time.

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Dec 9, 2016

Dec 9, 2016 at 9:34 AM UTC

Danger (part 2)

It's how I feel I wonder if I'll heal cuz he took the breath out of me left a gaping hole where my heart should be left an open wound I hope it'll fix itself soon dangerous game I'll never be the same It toys with my mind and I've run out of time.

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tick tock hands spinning around a clock tick tock will thIs day ever stop pushing at me getting at me trying to make me see... I don't want to see... How bored I really am.

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Dec 7, 2016

Dec 7, 2016 at 8:52 AM UTC

What boredom is

tick tock hands spinning around a clock tick tock will thIs day ever stop pushing at me getting at me trying to make me see... I don't want to see... How bored I really am.

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i'm begging Agony to let go of me leave me let me be please, i cant see someone heal me revive me i'm drowning so alone, so helpless ****** Pain, i shan't forget this but i bet that i'll forget that i basically asked for this to have to sit and reminisce litterally begged for it gotta have someone to miss i had to want to be loved by someone who was gonna leave without a goodbye not a tear, no, he did not cry this i know but he had to go NO AGONY DON'T- im almost gone wasting away completely alone...

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Dec 7, 2016

Dec 7, 2016 at 8:51 AM UTC

Agony

i'm begging Agony to let go of me leave me let me be please, i cant see someone heal me revive me i'm drowning so alone, so helpless ****** Pain, i shan't forget this but i bet that i'll forget that i basically asked for this to have to sit and reminisce litterally begged for it gotta have someone to miss i had to want to be loved by someone who was gonna leave without a goodbye not a tear, no, he did not cry this i know but he had to go NO AGONY DON'T- im almost gone wasting away completely alone...

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Just gotta fix my eyes and say amen I'll speak life and seek You again First.

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Dec 6, 2016

Dec 6, 2016 at 10:10 AM UTC

First

Just gotta fix my eyes and say amen I'll speak life and seek You again First.

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Do you ever think about me? Because I dream of all the things you said we'd be. Daily, I cry over everything you said we'd do. Truly, I was ready to live my life on the run with you. I'd said it before. told you, I wanted nothing more than to be loved by you... and all I wanted to do was be your everything. "girl of your dreams' whatever that means. Because I understand none of this I don't get it, my life was so full of bliss before you walked out the door. Left the essence of you behind now at night when i dream we meet in my mind and all the time I wait until I'm alone to cry. I wonder why You left ME behind Because you promised me You would never leave. My dear human diary... Why did you make a promise you couldn't keep?

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Dec 6, 2016

Dec 6, 2016 at 10:09 AM UTC

What you've done

Do you ever think about me? Because I dream of all the things you said we'd be. Daily, I cry over everything you said we'd do. Truly, I was ready to live my life on the run with you. I'd said it before. told you, I wanted nothing more than to be loved by you... and all I wanted to do was be your everything. "girl of your dreams' whatever that means. Because I understand none of this I don't get it, my life was so full of bliss before you walked out the door. Left the essence of you behind now at night when i dream we meet in my mind and all the time I wait until I'm alone to cry. I wonder why You left ME behind Because you promised me You would never leave. My dear human diary... Why did you make a promise you couldn't keep?

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We all get addicted to something that takes away the pain but sometimes we don't see we're playing a dangerous game You go from strangers, to friends, to more than friends, then strangers But you felt so in love you didn't see the hidden dangers you got in over your head and you're left wondering if it's over yet

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Dec 6, 2016

Dec 6, 2016 at 10:08 AM UTC

Danger (excerpt)

We all get addicted to something that takes away the pain but sometimes we don't see we're playing a dangerous game You go from strangers, to friends, to more than friends, then strangers But you felt so in love you didn't see the hidden dangers you got in over your head and you're left wondering if it's over yet

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this hurt, this pain- it hasn't gotten any better. I'm hoping and praying it doesn't last forever. feels like I've gotten left out in bad weather breaking benjamin- "birds of a feather" I can't see can't breathe help me please... I need someone anything stop this agony... out of time I've lost my will to survive I've learned to thrive and I can't take another surprise I gotta open my eyes be more wise... but I can't see can't see can't breathe somebody help me help me save me or I'll be forever alone on my own well, I'd rather be me myself, and I but why do I feel a need for something I can't have I'm trying to open a locked door no key but I'm not talking of ken only... deep down, I know the hurt has yet to go I know I still care for jordain so... what'll I do now? how do I breathe? he's no longer by my side. how will I sleep? I got insomnia late at night because I'm up cause of the dreams they **** me inside no where to hide and I can't see can't see can't breathe help me save me or I'll be forever alone. on my own.

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Dec 5, 2016

Dec 5, 2016 at 10:25 AM UTC

Forever Alone

this hurt, this pain- it hasn't gotten any better. I'm hoping and praying it doesn't last forever. feels like I've gotten left out in bad weather breaking benjamin- "birds of a feather" I can't see can't breathe help me please... I need someone anything stop this agony... out of time I've lost my will to survive I've learned to thrive and I can't take another surprise I gotta open my eyes be more wise... but I can't see can't see can't breathe somebody help me help me save me or I'll be forever alone on my own well, I'd rather be me myself, and I but why do I feel a need for something I can't have I'm trying to open a locked door no key but I'm not talking of ken only... deep down, I know the hurt has yet to go I know I still care for jordain so... what'll I do now? how do I breathe? he's no longer by my side. how will I sleep? I got insomnia late at night because I'm up cause of the dreams they **** me inside no where to hide and I can't see can't see can't breathe help me save me or I'll be forever alone. on my own.

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