Illusions of you in my head
Illusions of the world surrounding me
Illusions of smells in my nose
Illusions of love in my heart
Illusions of your laugh in my head
Illusions of my loved ones in front of me
Illusions of touch on my skin
Illusions of hate in my body
Illusions of your lips on my mouth
Illusions of your words in my ear
Illusions of your smile in my eyes
Illusions of your love in my heart
Illusions of illusions in my illusion.
Jun 19, 2012
Jun 19, 2012 at 8:04 PM UTC
I hate your stupid lies
I hate the way you always look right
I hate the way your words hurts me to the bone
And your smiles, your twisted smiles and your empty tears
You want so much from me, but you never give me a clue of what I am supposed to do
I bend back and forth
I run and I try
Still I made you cry
I don't understand why
You want all love to die
Your mind is so stubborn, but your heart is weak as neon
Your fist is strong, but your core is made of glass
You could be sent to trash
Your eyes are faltering like a dying flame
And your only mission is to find someone to blame
You often blame the world or someone like me
But you just can't see
That you blame yourself for everything I do
And for all of your actions, I only blame you
You're artificial
You're superficial
You're a liar
You're an idiot
I hate the naked truth;
I hate myself for loving you.
Jun 14, 2012
Jun 14, 2012 at 5:29 PM UTC
I woke up at noon
Probably went to bed in the early morning
My head is spinning, my body is stiff
The smell of smoke still lingers in my nose
My clothes are ***** with guilt and pleasure
My mouth is dry, it can't be washed
No matter how much I use that toothbrush
The sun is shining, a little wind is blowing
I have no idea where I'm going
I'm gone
But yet the sounds of voices are still clear
I'm not here
Nor am I there
Am I really anywhere?
All the people we meet
All the people on the street
Where are they today?
Does the smell of smoke still linger to their nose?
Are their clothes clean?
Or are they guilty sinners
Trying to look like winners
What are they doing?
What are you doing today?
Where are you?
I wish you were here.
But you're not
And now the smell of smoke and guilt is all I've got
What can I do?
Nothing I can do really matters all that much
I think I'm gonna take shower
If I'm lucky, I'll get clean
Jun 14, 2012
Jun 14, 2012 at 10:55 AM UTC
She sat at a bench in the park
Listening to the dogs bark
It was a beautiful day in spring
But she couldn't feel a thing
She wasn't expecting to see
A little crack in destiny
You walked along the trees
Humming together with the bees
Searching for about nothing
And that was when you heard her sing
You didn't think it could be
A little crack in destiny
She looked up and you were there
She pretended that she didn't care
You barely heard the song of bird
Haunted like a hidden word
But you couldn't see
A little crack in destiny
They talked for hours as they roamed
Wasn't able to find their home
You felt it hit even before you heard
All of her confessing words
Didn't care about reality
Trapped in a little crack in destiny
She was almost there by your side
As you woke up in the night
But you couldn't feel her smell
Trapped inside your little shell
You fell helplessly
Into a little crack in destiny
Jun 11, 2012
Jun 11, 2012 at 7:55 PM UTC
The night fell on your face
Shadows were coming, laying on our shoulders
My drums began to beat faster than I'd like
My eyes stored everything you said,
everything you did
All of my emotions, I don't think I kept them well hid
Your words began to flow like a waterfall
Like a silent whisper I heard our call
I didn't notice the dawn at all
Maybe because you were so wonderful
But the time passes all the time
The time swallows our dreams of prime
I can't breathe, I can't sleep, I can't eat
I am way too easy to defeat
I want what I want and not what I need
I want you
You, just you
You as you are
But it's just too far
You can make me go further than before
You can make me want more and more
I want you
I want you
But you are a shadow
Beauty,
You are nothing but a shadow.
Jun 11, 2012
Jun 11, 2012 at 10:24 AM UTC
There's no future, there's no past
You're not the first, you're not the last
It's all playing tricks on you
Don't try to buy any kind of truth
There's no truth, there's no lies
You're no happy smile, you're no cries
Everything wants you to believe
But all you ever do is deceive
You're so stupid, you're so sweet
You're probably all I never need
I want to take you everywhere
But I can't say I really care.
There's no stories, there's no songs
There's no right, there's no wrongs
You're just falling into it easily
Don't think there's anything to see
There's no sun, there's no sea
You're not you, I'm not me
We're idiots in a world
Where idiots is boy and girl
You're so beautiful, you're so hard
You're all that can tear me apart
I want to tell you everything
But I don't know anything
Jun 11, 2012
Jun 11, 2012 at 7:13 AM UTC
Shy, half-disguised light
Lying silently by my side
Arrogant, self-absorbed noise
Doesn't care about my voice
Crawling, crumbling air
You're not really going anywhere
Growing, shadowing grey
You're taken over the day
Total acquiring love
You're never gonna stop
Rhythmic, but unsteady heart
You are tearing me apart
Faking, acting lust
I guess you are a must
Cheating, overwhelming despair
If you only did never care
Cutting, biting cold
If only you could be sold
Frozen, transparent ice
Could you be a little nice
Revelatory, amazing joy
Why are you so easy to annoy?
But here you come, you lavish, revealing beginning
Go with me for the winning
Jun 10, 2012
Jun 10, 2012 at 7:02 PM UTC