I wonder if anyone feels good enough
In the end
I feel incredibly stuck in the patterns of my own thought process
I've done this body wrong
I greedily wish for a new one that is easier for people to love
Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 5:08 PM UTC
Continue Posing in front of the glass
Pretending not to watch the next ****
You can't decide if you should run out to intervene
Maybe next time
A hundred miles away blowing bubbles on the front lawn
Ice cream trucks tipped over in the heat
Who ate the last of our delusions?
Someone daring enough to consume a flat falseness
I want the children to know that it's not their fault
But some of them may never know
So what does that mean for us?
I break sweat.
Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 5:07 PM UTC
Buildings rise and fall to the sound of our heartbeats
Once in awhile my skin tingles to the thought of
Not being able to tell the difference between
My feeling and your feeling
Your skin or my skin
All the billions of eyes, still can't see it all
I want to be good to everyone and everything
It seems so impossible but I need to figure out how
I can't hate myself any longer
I'll spend my life trying to embrace life
The murmur of our dreams forever in the background
Born of space and sound
Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 5:06 PM UTC
Captured through something terribly unremarkable
Forever drunk on watered down uncivil pride
The universe sends me back everything I do
In a new twisted shape of irony
It cuts at me
As a I lay alone in bed
The blanket of an endless night
Keeps us aware as we push on
Regardless of the fact that we do not know why
While in another time
Millions of lives are being hoisted up into the sun
Jan 13, 2013
Jan 13, 2013 at 10:16 PM UTC
young lovers not doing any loving
falling asleep in the strangest of places
whisper tiny secrets into unfledged ears
motel bedrooms along massive stretches of pavement
adultry violence addicton
a loss of innocence never recovered
i pass by these moments at 65 miles per hour
unsure of their reality
towing the lines between sleep and a coma
life's worth a split level with a pool and a two car garage
wives spitting in their loved ones dinner
rejoice for the middle class!
sin runs in the family
like water overflowing from a gutter
don't tell dad i went into his hunting room
you kiss like a priest, hard and shapeless
distance isn't what changes you
and besides i'm tired of you passing out in my bathtub
Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 6:30 PM UTC
Memories bite the brain
On the path
An up turned loneliness
Waits patiently at the gate
The immense white sky
Looming over giant parking lots
Talk radio drones on
Trying to bear down the ugly facts
That nobody knows
Nov 23, 2012
Nov 23, 2012 at 11:32 AM UTC
The answers to incredible mysteries
Sleep silently in the dim morning of you
With one thought they will stir
Under the cover of tomorrow's questions
Allow the energy and time
To bring it up
Nov 19, 2012
Nov 19, 2012 at 5:38 PM UTC
Behind the shooting pain in natures side
Our resounding efforts glow
A faint call
Against the black veil
Cough up the meaning
Shake me out of bed
The day we'll find out
In silence
Nov 6, 2012
Nov 6, 2012 at 6:37 PM UTC
Held like the neck of a bottle
Forgetting to look both ways
Voice torn out
Prideful abandon
Shut the **** up
And pay your rent
Oct 22, 2012
Oct 22, 2012 at 4:38 PM UTC
From a box
I'm cut up so agreeable
Under the heat lamp
I mummify
**** me through a straw
Coming up
Building monumental failures
I dissipate
Oct 18, 2012
Oct 18, 2012 at 1:50 PM UTC