Lines. Dots. Forth. Back.
Wine. Shots. Turf. Lack.
Home. Aid. Miss. Bless.
Far. Paid. MISS. Stress.
Near. Real. MISS. Flirt.
Tear. REAL. MISS. Dirt.
Fear. REAL. MISS. Hurts.
FEAR
REAL
MISS
...hurts.
Dec 12, 2025
Dec 12, 2025 at 7:18 AM UTC
they say you should plant a seed
a seed of love and passion,
leave something growing after you
what can i plant
in scorched barren land?
that is what was left of my soul.
i am sure
i can do nothing.
i am so sorry.
i cannot be normal.
i cannot grow anything.
I
AM
SO
DONE
Jan 26, 2025
Jan 26, 2025 at 2:39 PM UTC
I don't want to write
Got nothing new to say
Everything's alright
I guess it's fine this way
And I don't want to speak
With silence I'm content
With being weird, and weak,
And loud, and save, and spend.
And I don't want to die...
For me, that's quite a first.
I'm not trying to hide
The feelings, grown and nursed.
And I'm feeling secure
Despite the world's ... up
I'm rinsing my face pure
I'm washing my soul pure
till all my nightmares stop
I still don't want to write
just wonder, feel and pray
it stays, because it's right...
I guess
I'm now
okay.
Jun 5, 2024
Jun 5, 2024 at 7:24 PM UTC
Brush painting his features
Irregular
Heart aches
Skin itches
Irreparable
There's still war outside
Irrelevant
Feels likes I'm lost in him
Irresponsible
Soft touches
Steady steps
Irremovable
His smile, his smell, his secrets
Irresistible
Intertwining our lives and bodies
Irrevocable
Strong presence, whispers, support
Irreplaceable
All of this is so ethereal
Irrational
Jan 11, 2024
Jan 11, 2024 at 6:02 AM UTC
Morph
Morph into anything
Into a nightmare
Into a pleasant dream
A morning bird
Or a moonlit bedroom
Fear of handcuffs
Or whisper's trust
Into an old man
Or newborn flower
Stain of coffee
Or withering grass
Whatever
You'll morph into
In my dream
I'll still love you
Apr 13, 2023
Apr 13, 2023 at 4:01 PM UTC
Every other second, you move your hands
elegant, pliable, alive and strong
you twist them into a knot
and rub with thumbs
I dare not look away
these hands are holding
nothing less than a ribbon
leading straight into my heart
and there it gets irrevocably tangled
and there it pulls me deeper into this madness
I'm in love with your hands
they live their own intruguing life
while you think and laugh...
Apr 9, 2023
Apr 9, 2023 at 2:50 PM UTC
never going out with it
the hole that's leaving my soul bare
im guilty
i wish i could tell you things
instead i can only stare
and pray you understand
Apr 2, 2023
Apr 2, 2023 at 2:51 PM UTC
improbably divine, it happened still.
reborn, rebuilt, rebroken and rejoined,
like grass that grows across the asphalt scars,
some different kind of me with changing will.
adapting. morphed. you know, sometimes,
the thing what hurts you so, so much
can turn into a blessing in disguise.
or so I hope.
took out the glass shards from my feet,
then stepped one time, ignoring pains,
covered the road with my blood stains.
it hurts, but so important still. and so,
I'm ready now to step again
and re-discover
Nov 15, 2021
Nov 15, 2021 at 12:26 PM UTC
There is nothing more I wish
Than to see the loved ones
As they pass away.
Because every time they died,
I was never around
And they died alone.
At home, or at a hospital.
During my school hours
Or in the deepest night.
And I don't want to be elsewhere.
I want to be there.
I NEED to see them.
To properly say
Goodbye.
And thank you.
Aug 18, 2021
Aug 18, 2021 at 12:24 PM UTC
Stop.
Calm.
Exhale.
clear your mind.
breath in.
and out.
This world
is kind.
You will be fine.
You're doing great.
inhale.
exhale.
four - seven - eight.
Now hug yourself
and softly smile.
or cry a little.
breathe for a while.
accept
and calm.
see what is there:
your favourite place
you've built with care?
strong growing plants,
delicious tea?
a patch of sunlight,
warm, gentle sea?
inhale... and listen
for a while.
it all will pass.
and all be fine.
♥
Aug 16, 2021
Aug 16, 2021 at 12:31 PM UTC