sitting on your lap
with your eyes
grasping my soul,
and your tenderness
illuminating my heart
I feel it.
I am lost,
in this totality.
cut off,
from this globe.
And its a delight.
Your touch
is electrifying
and all I think of
are you.
Love like this is,
rapture and ache.
Yet we are,
devoted and besotted.
in love.
And my passion,
whirling in the lights of you.
love me like you do.
love me like you do.
-Manya Pandey 🌼🌼
Sep 3, 2020
Sep 3, 2020 at 11:35 AM UTC
Lights are gone
I’m seated all alone
folks everywhere
But none for a fellow feeling glare
Oh I feel so lost
Why are they ample and I’m not
Cant you see how deep it hurts
Regret and sorrow only flirts
This room is burning these curtains are flaring
Save me please i am blaring
Why do I have to live it like this
Destitute of love no goodnight kiss?
This place is haunted and I am a mistake
Its frozen all opaque
I want to breathe please hold my hand
Take me to snow, grass and sand
Show me how beautiful it can be
I want to feel all of me
Please take my hand and help me glide
Be my cozy day, my sunshine
help me give me enthusiastic vibe
keep me alive, help me survive
🌻🌻
Manya Pandey 🌼
Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 4:21 AM UTC
whenever I see you
I feel you on my skin
Memories come sliding
Of what we have been
Now your lovely stranger
Knows the way you taste
All memories are forgotten
But yours is somewhere cased
This inquisition I hold in me
To search for myself
And for the world to see
Now I stand distant
Let the feelings sag
Ha! Eilish sings her own
"isn't it lovely, all alone".
Manya Pandey🌼
Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 4:18 AM UTC
How it feels
When someone comes into your isolated dwelling
Showing you the dynamic ways
Gliding, wheeling and frisking
Laughing affectioning adoring
Making you perch on the tallest of the trees
Proclaiming that love is an alluring experience
Whose beauty never wanes
Whose pleasantness never yearns
That it is a pain, that never blades any scar
When suddenly the beautiful days
Start inflaming
And the lap that u trusted
Starts blistering
When it starts choking your enthusiasm
And your heart sinks apart
And you want to leave the animosity
Want to run and be loved
When you award all your heart
And you get dirt against
When you become some person
You never visualized you'd be
And now you are left, all alone, on your own
And are criticized
Now you are not what heaven adores
You are what a demon craves
And this house, your home
Has started burning and now it's blown
And now you hide all your pain
And laugh with a laughing hoard
But inside you is a shattered subconscious
Which wants an energy to spot this ruin
You scream in a void
And your scream immerses into nothingness
And......
Tell me,
How it feels?
Manya Pandey🌼
Aug 8, 2020
Aug 8, 2020 at 4:04 AM UTC