come on little moon
come down
don't let me sleep alone
rest your soul beside me
please be my one-night-remedy
fix my pain and sorrow
then just leave me tomorrow
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 10:22 AM UTC
debu di kaca berbingkai kayu
rapuh
buat rayap tak berselera makan
buatnya tak berselera mengintai wanita
sunyi di pekarangan berpagar besi
mendung
buat ia tak berselera bermain
buat ia terdiam di rumah seharian
di tingkap pandangnya wanita kecil bermain tawa
di tingkap rancangnya pikiran abu akan wanita usia fajar
di tingkap ia pandang luapan dahaga pada satu raga
sepi di pekarangan berhias rumput
pulang
ayah datang bawa bidan
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 9:55 AM UTC
kau masih melukiskan jingga di kepala
bertanya pada sudut jalan yang tak pernah sepi
“seperti apa senja di kota?”
ya seperti ini
tak dingin oleh kabut
tak terasa oleh waktu
kau akan sibuk menyeberang jalan
sebelahmu akan mati kejang – kejang
dan mereka masih akan meliput gedung
metromini memainkan dendang dengan kencang
selagi pengamen berteriak minta makan
“dan kamu?”
mataku ini akan merah berair
“kenapa?”
apa beda aku dengan senja di kota?
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 9:54 AM UTC
jangan amuk datang di sela hening, hujan
resah masih melaut di tengah jalan
jangan angin bisikkan hina, hujan
pijak hawa kenyang makan terpaan
burung tak bisa terbang jadi makanan hewan
atap masjid berhamburan masih kumandang azan
jangan rintik sendiri di atas pasang
cari sampai gersang tak dapat sayang
deras tepi jalan teduh sendiri
linang sampai malam ditinggal mati
Jan 10, 2016
Jan 10, 2016 at 9:53 AM UTC
Will you please break me free of these memories?
You were once a friend, but now you're just a bitter enemy.
We're two strangers that know each others secrets.
If you said you still love me, I wouldn't believe it.
And I've been standing in the rain for far too long.
My body has become weak, and my mind less strong.
I’m broken into pieces, from the hammer you grip.
Though I’ll still let the phrase "I miss you" slip through my lips.
I want the good memories gone
And the bad ones to stay.
So I never come back to you
I wanna remain far away.
Because you're an illusionist,
Who has mastered hypnosis,
You have many tricks up your sleeves
Along with dead roses.
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 9:33 PM UTC
oh please hear me dear Eros
oh why are you so far away
my soul is getting hot and hotter
fire inside me is controlling
oh i need love, Eros
i need to be loved
anger is all over my heart
destroying every pieces of me
i don't want to turn into an unloved dust
Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 10:28 AM UTC
i'd be glad to leave this earth
and touch Saturn
i'd be glad to say goodbye to every human's emotions
and just go with the wave
if i was autumn i'd go on the first day of September
(a.l)
Jan 20, 2014
Jan 20, 2014 at 8:21 PM UTC
there's a difference between fire and water
that makes you think again about this circle of life
there's always be the cold situation
then hot
and there's up then down
sunset melted into sunrise
and it's always rolling like that
you found a lover and a liar
which you couldn't see the difference
sometimes your lover turned into your liar
and your liar became an angel of nirvana
you couldn't deny nirvana's angel
one day when the night is falling down
darkness is your only friend
you'll see your lover blooms
petal by petal
if you see the one who's falling
that's your liar
because liar couldn't stay with you
when you're in your dark
(a.l)
Jan 1, 2014
Jan 1, 2014 at 3:26 AM UTC
It’s night here…
Not actually night
I can’t see
But i’m not blind
I just can’t see the world
World full of drama, lies, tears, and sadness
I don’t know you feel the same or not
But my world is just like that
All i want is to disappear
I don’t care about my family or friends
They’re fake
It’s black
Only black that i can see
Nothing’s colorful
So i took cigarette
I smoke
But it’s not enough…
I eat
Not food
Drugs
I drink
Not water
Alcohol
I go to school
Just pretend
Who cares?
Teachers? Friends? Who? Nobody
I locked myself in my room
It’s 3 AM here
Everyone’s asleep
So no one would notice
Well, if they’re awake they wouldn’t notice anyway
So i took cutter
Not for paper
To cut
Cut myself
Until i bleed
I woke up…
Whole friends, family, teachers are there
I thought i was die
No
I wish i was die
They asked what happened last night?
I said i accidentally cut myself
I know they don’t care
And never will
Dec 31, 2013
Dec 31, 2013 at 6:18 AM UTC
I was in the dark room when they said i had to leave
I was curious what they really want from me
They took my cigarette and slammed me
They asked me few questions
Pushing me to answer it
I was afraid
I had no courage to answer it
What did you do
They asked
Nothing
I said
What did you do to her
They asked again
Nothing much
I said
They looked mad
I'm in love with her, is that even a sin?
I asked
Have you ever been in love? It's the most beautiful and worst thing in this world. You couldn't choose the person, your fate did. You won't know whether she's pretty or not, smart or dumb, almost perfect or not perfect at all. Your eyes will be blind. It's time for your heart to see the world while your eyes take a rest.
I explained
////silent////
They left me alone
And came back with a gun
(a.l)
Dec 30, 2013
Dec 30, 2013 at 11:40 AM UTC
