I thought ...
But now I know
And it's crystal clear,
Thoughts are all they'll ever be.
Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 3:56 AM UTC
Yessiree I did I did
My fingers pressed the buttons
2
5
3
My throat became sandpaper
My stomach felt
That Palmer Lake queasy
5
1
4
Cancel
Because I'm strong sometimes too
Aug 8, 2016
Aug 8, 2016 at 12:53 PM UTC
I have given you everything
All my time
My thoughts
My words
My heart
And you aren't even there
I'm ready to ******* shoot up
Some ****** tennis court
Not that I ever would
Godfuckingdammit
It is unacceptable for you to do this to me
Because despite what I've
Showcased in the past
I am far different than I once was
When you first met me
You have to understand
I will not be spending
Three ******* months chasing
Your cheating loser ***
Because as much as I have
And still do
Love you
I will not be that girl again
So darling,
It's time to ******* man up
Because you're really ******* me off
Aug 4, 2016
Aug 4, 2016 at 11:46 AM UTC
We should never underestimate
how amazing we are.
There are flowers blooming inside us
that we grow ourselves,
and there is fire in our hearts
that we keep alight.
Aug 4, 2016
Aug 4, 2016 at 11:41 AM UTC
I'm having tea with Life,
And his band of Disappointments.
They dine at my expense,
And they're a hungry bunch of guests.
Tea turned into Supper,
Where the Disappointments drank
My finest wine,
And Life wiped his cruel mouth
On my tablecloth.
You can't have supper without dessert,
So they ate up more of my
Food for thought.
And if you stay for dessert,
You may as well spend the night.
So they did
And burgled my pantry of hopes
For a midnight snack.
One night was lovely,
So Life cackled, "Why not stay two?"
And two turned to a week,
And a week turned into
My sickeningly merry guests
Moving into my dreams,
And inviting in Doubt,
To live with them too,
And of course
Pay no rent.
So I watch my chaotic household
Of a skull,
Where Life has made himself at home
And brought all of his friends.
I stare dully at my ruined
Dining room of thought,
Which they have dominated.
And look wearily for a spare idea
In my raided cupboards.
I've never been one
To evict friends,
So I suppose they're here to stay.
But learn a lesson from me,
And don't ever
Have Life over for tea.
Jul 31, 2016
Jul 31, 2016 at 8:45 PM UTC
His face stuck in my head like that song on the radio. His voice, those eyes, the touch of his lips on mine which seemed like magic, Was it a dream? Did it all really happen?. I am no writer but he just made me feel like I can be this world's best seller.
Here I am, longing to just hear the sound of his voice as he says "hi" and the only thing I can do is lay back close my eyes and reminisce about our perfect encounter. Where does he come from?, why has it taken him so long to get to me because those few minutes with him brought together broken pieces of my heart and filled the void in it. He is my perfect stranger :) .
Jul 27, 2016
Jul 27, 2016 at 10:18 PM UTC
*If you see him
Then look away
Tell yourself
That it was just your mind
Playing again
That he wasn't there
You didn't really see him
It was only air.....
And if you realize
That you actually saw him
Just a moment ago
Then just delte the thought
And let it all go
'Cause it's only if you believe,
That he was actually there...
For your heart's sake
Treat him like air
Even when he talking
Let his voice be the only
Which you can't hear
Let his laughter drown
Act like he's already gone...
Don't let him in
Don't remember
Don't let him hurt you
Don't let him control you too
Let him become a forgotten part
Of your past
Let his memory disappear
Like he was never there...*
Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 11:14 AM UTC
She's Tired...
of the broken promises,
and of the broken dreams,
She's tired.
of being unappreciated,
taken for granted and hurt.
of lies rolling off your tongue,
and of the swelling tears,
she'd learn to hide.
She's tired of feeling replaceable,
disappointed and undesired,
of broken hearts,
--broken trust,
and of the emptiness she feels.
She's tired,
of being yours,
when you do not know how to love her.
Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 1:05 PM UTC
*I love you
Even after everything that have happened
The feeling still refuses to die
And it doesn't change
No matter what I have tried...
I tried to hate you,
But it only made me cry.
I tried to speak ill about you,
But it only brought me pain in the end.
I have tried to forget you,
But everything around me
Reminds me of you.
Coffee, I can't drink
'Cause even that will kickstart the memories.
I have lost the will
To go to school
Because of the simple risk
That I might see you...
I wonder if hypnosis can help me
So I can forget
All the memories
That involves you
'Cause no matter what I do
Then I'm still in love with you...*
Apr 4, 2016
Apr 4, 2016 at 9:18 AM UTC