i reminisce on my endless memories of the past
i scroll through years worth of pictures
and i shed a tear every time your face comes up
i look through my memory box
and a piece of my heart shatters every time i read your letters
a small envelope marked ‘to my angel’
signed with your signature heart
no matter where i look, all i see is you
i’ve heard that you supposedly miss me
that you still have love for me
i find that insanely hard to believe
i was asked about you last night
i couldn’t help but sit there in sorrow
debating which version of the story i should share
do i say how i truly feel?
without my ray of sunshine, my life is dull
there is no one to brighten my paths
no one to help guide the way
who will be the light at the end of the tunnel, if not you?
i miss you.
from: your angel
to: my ray of sunshine
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 6:21 PM UTC
i’ve hid it for so long
but it seeps through the cracks
this is true love
impossible to avoid, even harder to hide
we denied it for weeks, but deep down we knew
it was always supposed to be me and you
the ideal pair, perfectly matched, unfeasible to beat.
you make me feel safe in ways poetry can’t describe
i know you find it hard to believe,
but in a crowded room, i’ll always chose you.
you are the one thats always stood out to me
my eyes can’t help but find you every time
i search, i look, scavenging for love
how blind was i? it was in front of me all along
before a lover, you were my friend
the companion that held me though my restless nights
you make me complete, you make me whole
you make my heart beat like never before
i think about you, and suddenly i’m smiling
it’s always been you, and it always will.
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 2:33 PM UTC
why am i the only one that’s stuck
holding onto the broken pieces of the past
hoping i can fuse them back together
why am i the only one that’s lost
with no where to go, no where to hide
i can’t see an end in sight
why am i the only one that’s stabbed
the knife twists with every breath i take
i’m left alone, bleeding out
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 8:26 PM UTC
every word i write is a cry for help
hoping i’ll get noticed
i bottle it up
just like i’ve always done
but now my heart begins to decay
the weight got too heavy to carry
the burden is too much to bear
just because i laugh doesn’t mean i’m okay
i forgot what it feels like to be content
to be happy and fulfilled
i say ‘i don’t care’ but it’s far from the truth
i care too much, i feel my sanity slip
it’s unfortunate, its sad
but i can do it alone, i always have.
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 9:06 AM UTC
you tell me i’ve changed
but you’ve never asked me why
i’m evil and cruel but only in your eyes
say what you want but we both know
we know the truth, you know the story
you know it all.
i won’t complain, it’ll only make it worse
but when you say ‘she’s changed’
know that it was your fault.
Mar 7
Mar 7, 2026 at 7:33 AM UTC
i live in fear
will i lose you or lose myself?
i can’t seem to decide which is worse
i live in an illusion
where you and me are meant to be
will it one day be a reality?
i live in hope
we can make it and succeed
but it was only ever just a dream
i live in denial
was it too good to be true?
or was i scared to lose myself to you
i live…but not the way i used to
Feb 12
Feb 12, 2026 at 10:57 AM UTC
where do i belong?
i am lost in my own home
a foreigner in my city
an outlier between my people
when did i become this way?
a mind with no soul
fragmented, standing alone
in a field that promised hope
i say i’m happy
but rather vanquished under the surface
the answer is simple, and it is clear
i do not belong, at least not here
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 2:48 AM UTC
i clung to you, frail and fragile,
desperate to be held close.
i depended on you
as a shelter from the world;
protecting me, never letting me go.
in return…sorrow and solitude.
now, i cling to your shadow,
the lingering scent
of our memories and vows.
it’s a betrayal i can’t explain;
to be left in the dark,
aching, in pain.
i write in hopes it’ll reach you one day
and break your heart
like you broke mine that day.
Dec 9, 2025
Dec 9, 2025 at 1:55 PM UTC
you judge me for my silence
but get offended every time i talk
you say you want to hear me out
but dismiss my every thought
so tell me now, is it true what you say,
or an act to gain my trust?
you’ve helped me up once or twice
but when i reach out my hand
you’re no where in sight
you open your arms for a warm tight hug
harden your grip, sharpen your knife
and stab the hidden chambers of my heart
so tell me at once, what is the reason
for the betrayal and disgust.
Nov 10, 2025
Nov 10, 2025 at 8:05 AM UTC
surrounded by people
yet always alone
a state of mind
where i spiral and roam
i fidget with my finger
and tap on the floor
unable to sit still
with my thoughts, on my own
there is no escape
i want to run
to free myself,
my mind and soul
do people notice?
or do they just not care
an endless pain
i hope they’ll help erase
Nov 10, 2025
Nov 10, 2025 at 2:16 AM UTC