i reminisce on my endless memories of the past
i scroll through years worth of pictures
and i shed a tear every time your face comes up
i look through my memory box
and a piece of my heart shatters every time i read your letters
a small envelope marked ‘to my angel’
signed with your signature heart
no matter where i look, all i see is you
i’ve heard that you supposedly miss me
that you still have love for me
i find that insanely hard to believe
i was asked about you last night
i couldn’t help but sit there in sorrow
debating which version of the story i should share
do i say how i truly feel?
without my ray of sunshine, my life is dull
there is no one to brighten my paths
no one to help guide the way
who will be the light at the end of the tunnel, if not you?
i miss you.
from: your angel
to: my ray of sunshine
Mar 28
Mar 28, 2026 at 6:21 PM UTC
i’ve hid it for so long
but it seeps through the cracks
this is true love
impossible to avoid, even harder to hide
we denied it for weeks, but deep down we knew
it was always supposed to be me and you
the ideal pair, perfectly matched, unfeasible to beat.
you make me feel safe in ways poetry can’t describe
i know you find it hard to believe,
but in a crowded room, i’ll always chose you.
you are the one thats always stood out to me
my eyes can’t help but find you every time
i search, i look, scavenging for love
how blind was i? it was in front of me all along
before a lover, you were my friend
the companion that held me though my restless nights
you make me complete, you make me whole
you make my heart beat like never before
i think about you, and suddenly i’m smiling
it’s always been you, and it always will.
Mar 23
Mar 23, 2026 at 2:33 PM UTC
Why do you do the things you do?
It only makes your life harder!
You are greedy! You can't have your cake and eat it too.
You indulge on sweets and junk then complain that you're fat!
You are! Fat *** Seriously just stop!
You say you're bored but you haven't completed any of the tasks or chores right in front of your face.
Why do you drink that drink or smoke that smoke? You know it's only to mask the pain.
Those scars! Everyone knows how you got them!
Why would you do that?
You have so much potential!
Your life is half over, get your **** together!
Do you do these things on purpose?
Self sabotage?
You've worked so hard to get where you are, don't throw it away.
These are some of the things that run through my mind daily.
Sometimes I hate myself.
Mar 13
Mar 13, 2026 at 3:19 PM UTC
why am i the only one that’s stuck
holding onto the broken pieces of the past
hoping i can fuse them back together
why am i the only one that’s lost
with no where to go, no where to hide
i can’t see an end in sight
why am i the only one that’s stabbed
the knife twists with every breath i take
i’m left alone, bleeding out
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 8:26 PM UTC
every word i write is a cry for help
hoping i’ll get noticed
i bottle it up
just like i’ve always done
but now my heart begins to decay
the weight got too heavy to carry
the burden is too much to bear
just because i laugh doesn’t mean i’m okay
i forgot what it feels like to be content
to be happy and fulfilled
i say ‘i don’t care’ but it’s far from the truth
i care too much, i feel my sanity slip
it’s unfortunate, its sad
but i can do it alone, i always have.
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 9:06 AM UTC
you tell me i’ve changed
but you’ve never asked me why
i’m evil and cruel but only in your eyes
say what you want but we both know
we know the truth, you know the story
you know it all.
i won’t complain, it’ll only make it worse
but when you say ‘she’s changed’
know that it was your fault.
Mar 7
Mar 7, 2026 at 7:33 AM UTC
Einstein was right
time is like a relative
you don’t like.
I planted a potato
certain it’s tree
would shade me eventually
I chained myself
to the opinion of others
then misplaced the key
I armored myself
to avoid love’s pain
and rusted in solitude
.
.
A song for this:
Sacrifice by The Weeknd
French Navy by Camera Obscura
Feb 26
Feb 26, 2026 at 6:45 AM UTC
i live in fear
will i lose you or lose myself?
i can’t seem to decide which is worse
i live in an illusion
where you and me are meant to be
will it one day be a reality?
i live in hope
we can make it and succeed
but it was only ever just a dream
i live in denial
was it too good to be true?
or was i scared to lose myself to you
i live…but not the way i used to
Feb 12
Feb 12, 2026 at 10:57 AM UTC
where do i belong?
i am lost in my own home
a foreigner in my city
an outlier between my people
when did i become this way?
a mind with no soul
fragmented, standing alone
in a field that promised hope
i say i’m happy
but rather vanquished under the surface
the answer is simple, and it is clear
i do not belong, at least not here
Jan 14
Jan 14, 2026 at 2:48 AM UTC