Along the path I have taken
Flowers and thorns had welcomed me
It’s not an easy road ahead of us all
To the day I finally reach its end.
On that day, I’ll lose one of my abilities
The constant reassurance, a necessity
As I lower my gaze from the horizon
A certain light enters my line of vision.
That’s what I think whatever will happen to me
On the day I reach my final destiny
Not that I full on anticipate such thing
But I can’t help but wonder about this upcoming finale.
Mar 8, 2019
Mar 8, 2019 at 7:49 PM UTC
I’ve heard different people
Singing the same song
But in different tone
And giving off their own.
I’ve read different stories
Beginning the same way
Yet it all ends oddly
In their own special way.
I’ve seen different lives
All ending in similar ways
But with different reasons
And peculiar outcomes.
May 30, 2018
May 30, 2018 at 6:18 AM UTC
Anxiety *****
It sings a familiar tune
Everytime you hear it
But different lyrics
With original conflict
That a writer can either drown in
Or rise up.
Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 9:02 AM UTC
Stop playing with my feelings
And getting my hopes oh so high
That I'll think you're still liking
And I'll just be too shy.
I question the universe's decision,
I have made fantasies and renditions,
But nothing compares to those small sparks
Whenever I talk with you during the day's dark.
And whenever we hear teases
Of all the jokes and praises
To the times you actually cared
Also, to when you were unfair.
I wouldn't admit I still wish
Granting me the want I crave.
And with one swish,
He is all I have....
To take.
But you wouldn't know why
Mr. He of all high
And I just want you to know
That even if we're not alone
I'd still know whenever you're not okay
And I'll always be there anyway.
Thanks for being a friend for more than a year
Even if I wish we could be more than just cheers.
Feb 23, 2018
Feb 23, 2018 at 7:04 AM UTC
I feel the thorns piercing
Like my heart trying to be free from the grip
And my mind pounding yelling it to stop
But it remained unanswered, unrecognized.
Not a single thought of doubt has escaped
All imprisoned in my mind
Played by my neurons on repeat
Until even my own my mind is sick of me.
The screams are getting louder
At the back of my head, no silence
It rings until I go deaf
Until I go beyond just simple self-doubt.
Jan 17, 2018
Jan 17, 2018 at 5:22 AM UTC
My heart is breaking,
But at the same it's not
I'm so confuse on what's happening
I wish I should've known this would come.
I didn't notice the glances you made
Maybe I was too busy daydreaming to see.
The poems you've created,
Suprisingly were all for me.
It's sad to know we could've had something
But none of us made a move
And it breaks my heart
That I'm the only one who remained in love with you.
Jan 4, 2018
Jan 4, 2018 at 8:07 AM UTC
I wish I could turn back time,
Don't most of us do?
To repeat the moments,
I have treasured with you.
I wish I could restart the year,
And then let our meetings be longer,
Time sluggishly moving for us,
As we slowly turn into friends.
I wish I could erase some moments,
So I could do more with positivity,
To embrace our happy memories
And delete all the miseries.
I wish I could rewrite the stars,
To the days that I completely adore,
To the times with you that I cherish,
I wish you knew how much I like you.
Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 9:05 AM UTC
What do we normally see
In this world full of misery
What do we regularly speculate
In this place full of hate?
In the eye of a beholder,
We see different things,
Wonder a lot further
And daydreams full of flings.
Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 12:55 AM UTC
Lights won't guide me home
Because where is my home?
It's somewhere else, I can tell
But I can't find it well.
It's not a structure or a foundation,
It's not when I'm with my friends
Since they have other friends to go to
And they have other squads too.
It's not with my family,
Sure I treasure them dearly
But sometimes I feel out of place
With my sister's familiar face.
It's not when I'm alone
Dancing with my thoughts
Playing tag with my insecurities
And Jumping jacks with my anxiety.
So where is my home?
Is it anywhere near me, would you tell?
Oct 23, 2017
Oct 23, 2017 at 7:06 AM UTC
I have always wondered how storytellers live
How they tell tales in a way it seems they've known it before
And how they make the audience feel the emotions of the characters
And imagine them in their own little heads.
They are storytellers, not story makers
They just tell us what they read, not what they are
They shape the way they deliver the story, not the story itself
But how 'bout their own lives is it worth telling!
Is their tale just another story like others
Lost in the maze full of people's thoughts
Left to be unsaid and unheard
And definitely not appreciated by all?
They say you shouldn't narrate your own story to the world
And you should let it be narrated to you
But what if I told you we could be storytellers
And an amazing story maker too?
Oct 2, 2017
Oct 2, 2017 at 7:53 AM UTC
