If i would give you one thing in life i would give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes and by that time you would realize how much you mean to me . I have this feeling that is growing daily inside me its like a seed that is nourished by the water of our love. . Between our laughs our long night talks the intimacy we have the chills i get when i hear your words our stupid fights and jokes. I fell in love with every single part of you, and i will still love you with every step on my way . You seduced my mind and found my soul and by now I'm yours forever May god bless your beautiful soul and your loving heart and Keep you mine forever and ever.
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 5:40 AM UTC
To the past owner of my heart. I am writing this for you.
You gave me happiness in my darkest days.
You showed me starts in the middle of the day.
You showed me how life could be easier and how it goes on.
This is my desperate brain telling you good bye .
Good bye with a deep sorrow in my heart.
Good bye my lover good bye my guard.
Good bye my happiness.
Good bye my life.
A new 365 days a new 2015 a new me without you..
Good bye.
Dec 31, 2014
Dec 31, 2014 at 7:56 AM UTC
I stooped missing you.
I stopped needing you.
My heart learned to stop aching.
My mind stopped worrying.
I am healing quickly.
But the problem is... no one is filling the space I have. No one is giving me that feeling that I felt with you. I am still lost in mind, drowning in thoughts. Oh god heal every broken piece of my broken tired heart.
Dec 24, 2014
Dec 24, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC
Why cant I let go if whatever bothers me.
Why cant I let go of a past that will never come again.
Why cant I sleep for at least one day with empty mind and free soul.
Is it me trapped in my past? Or is it life getting harsher and harsher day by day. God oh god heal my broken heart, my trapped soul, heal my mind. Heal me from all the pain that is breaking me apart.
Dec 17, 2014
Dec 17, 2014 at 11:43 AM UTC
My heart is aching from agony
My memories are breaking me
My body is aging
everything around me is missing something, every place i go to holds a memory of you. I cant take it anymore, my days are all one color. My nights are harsh. I hug myself tightly everyday wishing upon a star praying for God wishing for something that deep inside I am sure its not coming back . My tears tend to drop every time your name comes out What do I do? Where do I go? How do I live? How do I adapt? Do I pray for a miracle or leave the days count?
Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 11:54 AM UTC
How do I convince my heart.
How do I adapt my brain with the fact that your not here anymore. Everything is becoming soo hard. Oh lord cure my broken heart.
Sep 18, 2014
Sep 18, 2014 at 5:39 PM UTC
I can't actually tell how it feels, it's like a stone came and settled in the middle of my heart. The fact of you not being beside me is killing me. I miss you soo much. I miss your talks, I miss your jokes, I miss our daily arguments, I miss our outings, I miss our gatherings, I miss it all. You have left a huge empty space in my heart. My eyes can no more handle my heavy tears. I still pray to God everyday that if we are meant to be for each other you would come back again and give me a chance to tell you how much you meant to me.
Jul 19, 2014
Jul 19, 2014 at 7:03 PM UTC
Is it fear? Or is it love? Am in a self struggle i have reached to a point of becoming afraid of losing wt i already own!! My tears wont stop dropping i am out of words. I can hear my bones straining from the sorrow am holding. Ohhh lord have mercy on my soft heart. Days are going fast and they all look alike. Time is running and i still dnt knw wts left for me am afraid of waking up and not recognizing myself nor the ones around me.
Dec 4, 2013
Dec 4, 2013 at 10:07 AM UTC
I dreamed a dream far behind where things where different and love was blind .I dreamed of flowers blooming in autumn , i dreamed of things that where out of sight , i held my pen in my hand and held my tears from dropping ,i started writing what my dreams hided . Oh lord, a deep sorrow in my heart a sorrow that would break the unbroken heart. My ego stopped my drawling eyes, my shaky hands stopped me from writing. I layed down on ground ,looked up the sky searching for a star hoping that one day i will fulfill my dream and lay down by your side. And at last till this day i am still dreaming to reach this star that will freeze my fire from melting again.
Aug 17, 2013
Aug 17, 2013 at 7:48 PM UTC
Here we are again away from the whole world together in a ship that sealed away for a very long time.We both have the power to keep it on the surface and to keep it balanced. Call it arrogance call it ego give it the name you choose, but our freedom comes from being the way you don’t want us to be. We waited, we cried, we smashed, we tried, but congrats to us, we have reached to a point that no one would ever dare to cross my dear, my love, my world let us go away, away to a place that only three things are allowed to happen. First trust, second love, third care.
Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 1:45 PM UTC