magean-martin
American
I am 18. i look for inspiration from music, and my father. / in 2010-2011 my writings began to intensify, I would sit in class and things would just come to me. i had my friends read them and mostly found outstanding positive reactions. This pushes me to travel beyond my comfort zone and expand my writings. I would love to entertain many with my writings and some how get them out into the world. Now Beginning my College career I am beginning to experience the type of writer I would like to become.
I can't change, What's part of me
I can't shake, What's left of me
I can't move, away from we
I can't break from history
I'm trying to find, the missing piece
To the part inside, of me
The Wind is changing, The light is breaking
My world is falling apart.
Oh, I'm looking for myself
Oh, Oh I can't find myself
I can't find myself.
The lights change to dark,
Surrounded by you
You've captured me now,
Try to escape somehow
Where to go to now.
I'm trying to find, The missing piece
To the part inside of me.
The wind is changing, The light is breaking
My world is turned around.
Oh, How can I find myself
Oh, Oh Where can I find myself
I can't find myself.
Oh,
I've been millions miles apart just to try to find the start
I found pieces of me that I can't set free
Oh, When will I find myself
Oh, Oh, I can't find my self
I can't find myself.
Sep 5, 2012
Sep 5, 2012 at 11:15 PM UTC
♫I am, Surrounded by trees♫
I hold my head up to see me
Standing tall, waiting for my chance to be
Waiting for my chance to be me.
Falling, Deep into the ocean
Drowning, reaching for someone
To see me, to carry me above the mountain peak
Oh,
I'm floating, over the edge
Climbing, to see the light, oh
I soar to the end, Climb the highest point
I breath it in, to let it go Oh
I let it go.
I'm hiding, so the fears of the world
Won't break me anymore at this point
(At this point)
I'm Finally breaking free. I gotta get out
get out I gotta get out.
I'm Floating, over the edge
Climbing, to see the light oh
I soar to the end, Climb the highest point
I breath it in, to let it go, oh
I let it go
Been buried, so deep I can't see the light,
So close, So far which way is right
looking for the light
I'm freaking out, I gotta get out
get out get out
I gotta get out!
I'm floating, over the edge
Climbing, to see the light oh
I soar to the end, Climb the highest point
I breath it in, to let it go Oh
I breath it in
To let it go.
Sep 5, 2012
Sep 5, 2012 at 10:47 AM UTC
Ive been staring, into the night
Ive been watching the stars shine so bright.
The moon casting shadows upon your face
Ive been watching the night slip away
I watch the sun rise
Shadows fade to grey
In the light I see your face hide away
****
I float up to the sky
Follow my heart till I die
I drift away
Floating on a cload
Swimming in the rain
Dancing with the stars
I follow my heart
I follow my heart
In the night, I hear you calling
Come to me we are falling
deep with in the music plays on
and on and on
Apr 24, 2012
Apr 24, 2012 at 10:50 AM UTC
I look at this white city
and feel a broken heart
I'm standing here
waiting here
for the night to call
I'm standing in the dark
I'm listening for the stars to fall
I'm watching you
waiting for you
my lovers call.
And i can't stand
not knowing where you are
and i can't stand
not knowing who you are
But i feel that you're
still holding on, Holding strong.
Oct 28, 2011
Oct 28, 2011 at 7:58 PM UTC
It Burns inside
With passion,
Deep sensation.
The power of your look
Takes over, I'm hooked.
I'm under your spell,
I'm gravitated to you.
The power of the moon,
I'm bound to you.
You disappear in light
Your whispers float in the wind.
Darkness falls, Your deep with in.
I feel your heart Beat one with mine
Your spell casting, along with time.
I hear you.
Your here, near
I feel You.
I found you.
I'm bound to you.
Jul 11, 2011
Jul 11, 2011 at 7:38 PM UTC
Once up
Once down
Once Here
Once around.
One heart
One soul
One mind
One toll.
On passion
On fate
On love
On hate.
O sweet love
sweet sound
O sweet Beauty
sweet bound.
There's a Once in a lifetime love.
Jul 10, 2011
Jul 10, 2011 at 5:47 AM UTC
How?
How does a perfect moment
Turn to dust?
How can the most meaningful words
Just turn to thin air?
How?
Am i not over there?
I would be with you,
Holding your hand,Hearing your breath
Watching each step.
I'd hold you closer, Watch the Sunset,
Let your heart rest.
How?
How do you,
Just disappear.
Jul 9, 2011
Jul 9, 2011 at 6:07 PM UTC
Don't be afraid,
Don't hold a grudge
Just ease back your fears
And smile.
Look at a young child
and wonder what makes them smile,
Lollipops, Gumdrops, Butterfly's?
Chocolate, Rainbows, Blue sky's?
What makes you smile?
Sun sets, Sun rise, Blue sky's?
Roses, Noses Kisses, love?
A Fairy Tale, A happy ending, A white dove?
Bring the things that you have that your already smiling at.
Family. Friends. Children. Mom. Dad.
Shelter. Food. Money.
Growth. Comfort
Love.
Just relax. And Smile.
Jul 9, 2011
Jul 9, 2011 at 5:08 AM UTC
...I'm standing on a hill that feels taller than any mountain there is. The wind flowing through my hair. My white night gown is replaced by a shimmery yellow sun dress. I cast out my view deep into the horizon, blue and green colors dancing and mixing everywhere. The sun light shimmers off the vast oceans flowing farther than my eye can see. I try to take a step forward but the feeling comes back to my feet and i remember that i have no shoes. The hill is steep and rocky and I'm wishing i had my new climbing sneakers. I'm looking down and planning my steps to get down with as little damage as possible. There are enough flat dents almost designed for a way down. I step forward once more and suddenly i feel I'm dreaming, and my new sneakers appear. All at once i understand where i am, why I am here and my abilities. In this beautiful perfect dimension i able to have anything i wish in an instant. Half way down the hill i try something. I think of landing at the bottom next to a long flowing river. i hold on to the rocks and close my eyes. Before i know it i feel something sturdy beneath me and I am staring at a vast sparkling river. There's a stone path leading to the warm sand and crystal clear waters. Next while laying in the sand i wish for the most impossible thing that could happen. I look over and i see my father in a white suit walking toward me. How did i get the gift to come to heaven?
Jul 7, 2011
Jul 7, 2011 at 9:00 AM UTC
The feeling of darkness is over whelming. its as if my eyes are shut. i blink a few times to know I'm awake. Suddenly a flash of light flickers my surroundings. Darkness falls once more. My memory is hazy, can't even remember what i wore to bed. Apparently no socks, slippers or shoes, Along with my mothers silk white night gown. My bare feet stumble along the cold marble ground, through a blackened hall. I reach out my bare arms, a touch of wood, a flash of light and I'm stumbling backward from a large statue of a knight. My back finds the wall and i inch to the floor. I allow my heart to steady and get my breathing back to normal.
I'm balanced back on my feet and I'm leaning against a large door. The lights finally glow, i take in my surroundings. A narrow hall way with only three doors. The walls were splattered with a deep velvet color red. Expensive gold paintings and marble statues lined up along the walls. The first door which i lay my back against read "666" in deep stone. I notice the door is locked and a deep red glow came from underneath. A second door further down the hall on my right read "000" in a light blue with a marble touch. This door was also locked. The third door, All the way at the end of the hall read "100" in shiny gold. it held a key in the key hole and a bright line shown from underneath. I reached out opened the door....
Jul 7, 2011
Jul 7, 2011 at 8:19 AM UTC