You hurt me
Not just outside but inside as well
Every since you did that to me
I'm terrified
Now everytime I change or
take a shower
I feel violated
That will happen again
Its like being ***** covered
with dirt
Even when I scrub myself hard
I just cant take off
How could you do that
Don't you have a heart?
I was so young
Now when you go to jail
I want you to look at my eyes
And say your truly sorry
You didn't just took away my innacense
but you also took away the little
girl inside of me
I try to speak,but felt like
no one couldn't hear me
Inside I feel like
Ive been hidng in a cave
It's time I come out
Once justice is served as deserved
I will finally live in peace
And move on.
Sep 28, 2011
Sep 28, 2011 at 6:32 PM UTC
Why is revenge so sweet to people?
Revenge of family,friend
does not bring them back to life
Think about it
Hating on killers does not bring to life
Killing of revenge does not either
Satisfaction on the killers dosnt either
Justice of their crimes,just dosent let
them die in vain.
If I had that pain
sometime's the best thing to do
is to do nothing
People let their emotions overrun themselves
Instead of thinking rationally
There's one difference of pain
pain,lost,anger,hatred
what's the award for revenge?
killing them is not going leave
your heart in peace
If you don't have piece in your heart
your never going to be happy
Sep 21, 2011
Sep 21, 2011 at 7:52 PM UTC
Finding yourself,
Growing up sure of what you want to be
So focused of your future
Suddenly you take on a different road
then what you wanted
Unexpected,Unprepared
You have no choice,
but to go on this road
You start sensing of what
life is really like
Without realizing
You start changing
And the person that you
thought you are is gone
And you've turned into to someone
who is more pure
You start thinking and not wanting
to back to the person
who you were before
You have found who you
truly are
Sep 14, 2011
Sep 14, 2011 at 8:06 PM UTC
A seed has been planted over the years
It's growing into a marvalous tree
The growth will not stop
until its death
Maybe even beyond then
The tree has a hard time
spreading its roots
It's getting harder for the core
to expand
Whose job is it to lend a hand?
The Man?
No,its the thing that makes up the tree
Hope,Strength,Determination
The tree is expanding,but violently
Its here to protect,of against any foe
And to ensure us we will be in one piece
Sep 12, 2011
Sep 12, 2011 at 7:20 PM UTC
Theres no shame
In fact be proud of who you are
Not to be corrupted
love yourself
Love Yourself
Love Your Life
Love Your Family
Be your own voice
Do not be someone you are not
Because no one is more you then being YOU
Any doubts and insecurties
Block it out
Part of growing up is just being you
Everyone is growing up and chrildren
To God,we are his chrildren and will always be
I believe everyone has a child within themselves
They do not let it out
They are blind because of their jobs,families and
that you have to mature and be boring
I say the only thing you need to be is you.
Nothing else
Sep 11, 2011
Sep 11, 2011 at 1:44 AM UTC
Everyday I face a war within myself
I look in the mirror and think
and how my family would be better without me
The troubles theyve gone through because of you
I look at my wrists,I clenched my fists and walk away
If only it was that simple
Knowing I need to get throught this
Thinking this way,is just not me
I'am not myself,to harm myself
I'am tired its just so much
What now?,Not sure
Everyday is gonna be a daily struggle
I know that for sure
I feel like cold,hard stone
I dont when,I dont how
I will climb out of this hole
and will see the light
And seek for help
If I could cry,I would
You would think I am happy,I'am not
I'm not miserable
Im just not me right now
I will comfront my demon within me
Because I do not know this girl Ive become
Outside,I'm the same silly girl
Inside,Im dry like the desert
I will find myself once and for all
Sep 11, 2011
Sep 11, 2011 at 12:44 AM UTC
"I am sorry,we cant be as one,
My people wont except you" said Alexander the third
"You'll be in my heart,always and forever more" said Juliana
Both were crippled of their heart broken
Two people desired to be together
But cannot because of their rival kingdoms
The heart chooses what it wants,not the people
When they went public of their love
Both kings decided to have their heads
But the people can understand their love,
it seemed like from the heavens,the kings saw that
the people decided to have the kings heads instead
The people decided to crown
Alexander the third and Juliana
For showing compassion and,and having
A true heart
Like a real king and queen should have
Sep 4, 2011
Sep 4, 2011 at 12:28 PM UTC
Not Knowing you will live today,
but maybe not tomarrow
not knowing who you will be
but hoping you will find out tomarrow
Thats what keeps humans moving
It is not knowing
Because it may be joy,sadness,anger,confusion
Humans are significant
because we do not know what lies ahead
of each of our individual roads
There are some of us who think
they do not hope at all
They do,they hope of not hoping
Destroying hope each day that comes
Will be like destroying half of our human ways
We evolve around,even not knowing that we do
It is in our nature
Aug 29, 2011
Aug 29, 2011 at 11:29 AM UTC
Today is Today
Yesterday was history,Tomarrow is mystery
But today it is gift
not because we will get presents tomarrow
but because
we are still breathing
Some people are corrupted by the wrong road
that lies ahead of them of drugs,alcohol,commmiting
sucide
When in the future they may not know
because of their death
One false move it may be your last
You last kiss,Your last spoken word
Yor last chance to see your family
So many deaths were made
past,present,and future
You have to...
You have to live like your dying
Aug 29, 2011
Aug 29, 2011 at 11:15 AM UTC
I cant sleep
I dont know whats going on my mind
Maybe its not whats in my mind
Maybe its whats outside
It could be family problems
It could be here Illinoise
Or it could just me
I dont have to blame myself
Its is completly normal to be nervous
Being in a place unknown
Where no one knows you,you dont know them
But I hope that in the future
People will accept me for being me,if not
that will be ok bcause Im different
Aug 29, 2011
Aug 29, 2011 at 11:02 AM UTC