Chill.
I’m cool.
Supposedly I’m chill.
Why am I chill?
Probably because I don’t care.
I don’t really have any feelings,
Towards what other people say or do.
So I lack the empathy to relate people!
Please I apologize for my angst and hard bluntness.
I apologize for being weird, and hard and cold and uninviting.
It’s just the way I act outside from inside.
It’s my way to never get hurt, ever.
Inside I’m loud and scared to feel.
It’s hard to live like that.
To live in loud fear.
Do you know me?
Anything at all?
Actually shy.
Shy.
Sep 29, 2013
Sep 29, 2013 at 11:53 AM UTC
put me in a world where i cry and cry
to the empty heavens
for forgiveness of another woman's sins
the foulness of man
and
the heavy burden of child-bearing
Sep 9, 2013
Sep 9, 2013 at 8:19 PM UTC
the sad sorry souls
they drink and drink and
drink
all they want is warmth
love
whiskey is warm
wine is like love
the sad sorry souls
they drink and drink
just to feel
Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 8:40 PM UTC
words cannot describe
all that rushes through my head.
so many pleasures
unable to comprehend
the immensity of my brain
too many words to function.
Sep 7, 2013
Sep 7, 2013 at 1:04 AM UTC