i want to do whatever i want
and i want to do it with you
i want to be happy
and i want you to make me happy
i want to be warm
and i want you to warm me
i want to be complete
and i need you to complete me
Jul 9, 2017
Jul 9, 2017 at 4:05 PM UTC
force me
that feeling fluttering in my stomach
my heart twists and pounds
instructions guiding my movements
my eyes burning as I follow your demands
what am I worth?
I want to know how bad I was
teach me how to be good
please
promise your words will sting
Jul 2, 2017
Jul 2, 2017 at 8:09 PM UTC
You don't stay when I'm sad
because I shouldn't be bringing you down.
I stay with you
as you threaten me with your life,
as you abuse me,
as you suffocate me with guilt,
because if I truly loved you then I would do everything for you.
I would drop everything I have,
risk my life,
when you wouldn't do the same.
You disguise your manipulative threats
so all I see is a tortured soul who needs a constant.
I'm drowning right now but you just let me.
I need someone to share my pain with.
Someone to love me
because I'm just as broken as you.
Jan 15, 2017
Jan 15, 2017 at 3:26 PM UTC