madysen - Hello Poetry

i want to do whatever i want and i want to do it with you i want to be happy and i want you to make me happy i want to be warm and i want you to warm me i want to be complete and i need you to complete me

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Jul 9, 2017

Jul 9, 2017 at 4:05 PM UTC

madysen

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i want to do whatever i want and i want to do it with you i want to be happy and i want you to make me happy i want to be warm and i want you to warm me i want to be complete and i need you to complete me

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force me that feeling fluttering in my stomach my heart twists and pounds instructions guiding my movements my eyes burning as I follow your demands what am I worth? I want to know how bad I was teach me how to be good please promise your words will sting

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Jul 2, 2017

Jul 2, 2017 at 8:09 PM UTC

madysen

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force me that feeling fluttering in my stomach my heart twists and pounds instructions guiding my movements my eyes burning as I follow your demands what am I worth? I want to know how bad I was teach me how to be good please promise your words will sting

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You don't stay when I'm sad because I shouldn't be bringing you down. I stay with you as you threaten me with your life, as you abuse me, as you suffocate me with guilt, because if I truly loved you then I would do everything for you. I would drop everything I have, risk my life, when you wouldn't do the same. You disguise your manipulative threats so all I see is a tortured soul who needs a constant. I'm drowning right now but you just let me. I need someone to share my pain with. Someone to love me because I'm just as broken as you.

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Jan 15, 2017

Jan 15, 2017 at 3:26 PM UTC

madysen

Love me

You don't stay when I'm sad because I shouldn't be bringing you down. I stay with you as you threaten me with your life, as you abuse me, as you suffocate me with guilt, because if I truly loved you then I would do everything for you. I would drop everything I have, risk my life, when you wouldn't do the same. You disguise your manipulative threats so all I see is a tortured soul who needs a constant. I'm drowning right now but you just let me. I need someone to share my pain with. Someone to love me because I'm just as broken as you.

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hot baths, breakdowns, too close, too loud. lost, alone, confused, worthless. self-image, self-confidence, self-love. questions. "What do you want to be when you're older?" "Where are you going to college?" "How are your grades?" How are my grades? How am I! I'm breaking down every night, crying in the shower, trashing the organized file cabinet of my mind, scouring every inch of my consciousness trying to find out who I am. Emotionally unstable. Lost. Mentally unstable. Lost. Ask me how I am.

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madysen

Jun 21, 2015

Jun 21, 2015 at 12:57 AM UTC

angelslept

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hot baths, breakdowns, too close, too loud. lost, alone, confused, worthless. self-image, self-confidence, self-love. questions. "What do you want to be when you're older?" "Where are you going to college?" "How are your grades?" How are my grades? How am I! I'm breaking down every night, crying in the shower, trashing the organized file cabinet of my mind, scouring every inch of my consciousness trying to find out who I am. Emotionally unstable. Lost. Mentally unstable. Lost. Ask me how I am.

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I'm afraid of the future, I'm afraid of the past. I'm afraid that you don't think of me, I'm afraid that I'm on your mind. I'm afraid that you like her, I'm afraid that you love me. I'm afraid to be alone, I'm afraid of crowds. I'm afraid to be happy, I'm afraid to be sad. I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid of me. This is what i deal with, all of my anxiety.

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madysen

Jun 21, 2015

Jun 21, 2015 at 12:50 AM UTC

skyla-stuempfl

Anxiety

I'm afraid of the future, I'm afraid of the past. I'm afraid that you don't think of me, I'm afraid that I'm on your mind. I'm afraid that you like her, I'm afraid that you love me. I'm afraid to be alone, I'm afraid of crowds. I'm afraid to be happy, I'm afraid to be sad. I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid of me. This is what i deal with, all of my anxiety.

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