madelineh8
"And there are people who forget what it's like to be 16 when they turn 17. I know these will all be stories someday. And our pictures will become old photographs. We'll all become somebody's mom or dad. But right now these moments are not stories. This is happening. I am here and I am looking at her. And she is so beautiful. I can see it. This one moment when you know you're not a sad story. You are alive, and you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder. And you're listening to that song and that drive with the people you love most in this world. And in this moment I swear, we are infinite." -Perks Of Being A Wallflower
i hate myself
hating every part
i wish i could scratch off my skin
scaring my once spotless body
all that is left is the ashes of the blade
all that is left is the void of the medicine bottle now empty
all that is left is me
and my own insecurities
Nov 3, 2014
Nov 3, 2014 at 10:59 PM UTC
no matter what I say or do
all i can do
is want to die
feel the feeling slip away
so that some day
i wont be taken advantage of
that maybe someone can love
or perhaps i could find the respect
i should already expect
looking at those pills
they are beautiful which kills
the girl who is taken for granted
May 25, 2014
May 25, 2014 at 12:41 AM UTC
maybe it's stupid
maybe it's weird
but my biggest fear
is that my life and name will be smeared
maybe it's juvenile
maybe it's small
but my biggest fear
is that no one will care enough call
maybe I should try to see
maybe I should cry
but my biggest fear
is that no one will fall in love with me
maybe I should advocate
maybe I should shy away
but my biggest fear
is that I will be forever inadequate
Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 8:21 PM UTC
there's nothing
it is a void of space
the only reminder of life
is the breath that passes your face
there's silence
it is an echoing of tears
the memories and happiness
is the forgotten love, it sneers
there's pain
it is a drowning fate
the lost and the goodbyes
is the relationship that is too late
there's gravity...
it holds infinity here
the small speck of life
is the equation that we hear
Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 1:16 PM UTC