You have my birth name
I hear it and want to die
Stop raising your hand
Sep 12, 2015
Sep 12, 2015 at 3:13 AM UTC
You murdered your daughter and you show no remorse
Then you hide behind a cross, of course
‘Cause you think your religion is a license to hate
And an excuse to discriminate
Her short life was done
Before it had begun
‘Cause you murdered your daughter
But you still call her your son
You sent her to monsters dressed in therapist’s clothes
‘Cause her comfort is something you oppose
When she told you her secret, you replied, “It’s a phase
And you’ll feel like a man one of these days”
But of course, she did not
Now I won’t let it be forgot
That you murdered your daughter
Without a second thought
And she was beautiful
Yes, she was so beautiful
But she had no chance with parents like you
Though she was beautiful
Though she was so beautiful
You cut off her wings long before she flew
With the guise of a gay man as a small stepping stone
She hoped she would not feel so alone
But instead, you denied her all her friends at her school
How can you be so selfishly cruel?
You locked her within walls
But her gender’s not your call
Yes, you murdered your daughter
You drove her to end it all
But she was beautiful
Yes, Leelah was beautiful
And yet, you denied her identity
She was so beautiful
She was so **** beautiful
But you were too hateful to let her be
Now, Douglas and Carla, let the world know your names
And the sins of which you’re not ashamed
You did not love your daughter, don’t you act like you did
You probably didn’t see her as your kid
Don’t pretend that you’re sad
You’re not a mom and dad
‘Cause you murdered your daughter
For the son you never had
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 9:30 PM UTC
Suburbs filled with people filled with dreams
Humble lives are grander than they seem
Children laughing, playing, having fun
In our little old blue cottage ‘neath the sun
Homeless, but not heartless, but not loved
Lives in Hell, but lives for God above
No one loves him, he loves everyone
In our little old blue cottage ‘neath the sun
Love ought to be bright and shining
In all of our hearts
For what it’s worth
It is in mine
We are all brothers and sisters
The sons and daughters
Of Mother Earth
And Father Time
High Schools make the students make the grade
Teenage love is broken and it’s made
They may whine, but they’ll cry when it’s done
In our little old blue cottage ‘neath the sun
Young man in a tizzy, in a trance
Seeing in a lady new romance
Thinking to himself, “She is the one”
In our little old blue cottage ‘neath the sun
Love ought to be bright and shining
In all of our hearts
For what it’s worth
It is in mine
We are all brothers and sisters
The sons and daughters
Of Mother Earth
And Father Time
Love ought to be bright and shining
In all of our hearts
For what it’s worth
It is in mine
We are all brothers and sisters
The sons and daughters
Of Mother Earth
And Father Time
A smile is not something to be worn
And certainly not something to be scorned
For hatred is not something you can feel
Once you see that love is all that is real
Don’t believe the lies
Open up your eyes
Even when it seems that hatred is your friend
There is so much more
Just outside your door
That will greet you if you never hate again
And if you simply open up your heart
You’ll see yourself given a fresh new start
For angels are down here not just above
And no matter how it seems you are loved
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 9:21 PM UTC
Give it all to me, lord
You know I deserve it
I owe time for my crime, lord
And it’s time I serve it
Fill me with pain so no one else can feel it
Earth has a wound and I just want to heal it
Give it all to me
Lock me up, set them free
Hang your head no more, child
Now the clouds have parted
The old world is gone now, child
And a new one’s started
Radiant stars shine in marvelous colors
Watch as the strangers slowly become brothers
Hang your head no more
Close your eyes, start to soar
The boy you knew has changed
He’s acting very strange
You know it wasn’t long ago
When you could look him in the eye
But then he broke your trust
Gave in to pangs of lust
And now that you have let him go
He has the nerve to ask you why
Turn your back no more, kid
That’s not who you are now
I know sometimes it’s hard, kid
But you’ll get there somehow
That flower in your peripheral vision
Will help guide you to make the right decision
Turn your back no more
That’s not what life is for
The boy you knew has changed
His body’s rearranged
You know some might look down on her
But that is just not who you are
You treat her just the same
You call her by her name
Some others might call her a slur
But you just think that is bizarre
Give it all to me, lord
You know I deserve it
I owe time for my crime, lord
And it’s time I serve it
Fill me with pain so no one else can feel it
Earth has a wound and I just got to heal it
Give it all to me
Give it all to me
Give it all to me
Lock me up, set them free
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 9:15 PM UTC
I was walking around
In a little town
Inside my head
Then I thought I could see
What your lives would be
If I were dead
I thought that I knew everything
I thought love wasn’t anything
Oh no
What did I know?
All the things that I saw
Cut me with their claws
I could not heal
So, I wrote some dumb songs
About all the wrongs
That were not real
“I’ll calm down when the world shapes up”
Oh, shut up, man, or I’ll throw up
Oh God
I was a sod
People were all fools to me
I walked around couldn’t see
And thinking of it now makes me turn green
But even as I was so blind
And hatred tore apart my mind
I wrote about everything that I’d seen
Yeah, but now that brighter days are here
I’ll change for the rest of my years
To make up for those awful seventeen
I was just not myself
I was someone else
I don’t know who
You came into my life
Thought you’d be my wife
Then we were through
I lost myself and I lost you
Inside a labyrinth of blue
Oh geez
That wasn’t me
But now those days are gone
The curtains aren’t drawn
Not anymore
No, now they’re open wide
The light shines inside
More than before
And now the smile on my face
Is one that cannot be erased
Oh no
That much I know
But sometimes that smile shrinks
As I sit there and start to think
About all of the things I’ve said and done
All of the garbage that I wrote
Those stupid songs that had no notes
And treating human kindness like a gun
You know, looking back, how could I doubt
That love was what the world’s about?
But now I see that all people are one
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 9:11 PM UTC
Pictures are for things that don’t last
Pictures are for things that don’t last
You will never go away
Everyone is here to stay
Pictures are for things that don’t last
Pictures are for things that don’t last
These days will always be here
There’s no need for us to fear
Pictures are for things that don’t last
So put away the camera
I don’t want to believe these days will ever end
Don’t go
You’ll always be right here forever, friend
Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go
Pictures are for things that don’t last
Pictures are for things that don’t last
You will never go away
Everyone is here to stay
Pictures are for things that don’t last
So put away the camera
I don’t want to believe these days will ever end
Don’t go
You’ll always be right here forever, friend
Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go
I cannot lie
Although I try
It’s time for me to stop pretending
I look around
And I feel down
I know these days will soon be ending
Pictures are for things that don’t last
Pictures are for things that don’t last
Take the picture while we’re here
Smile ‘til we disappear
Pictures are for things that don’t last
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 9:08 PM UTC
Sometimes you must climb
Very far to see how far you’ve fallen
Don’t scream for your dreams
If you close your mouth, you’ll hear them callin’
Mankind in my mind
Is a loving thing with few exceptions
Each face is a place
Good or evil it’s just your perception
There is no rock worth living under
For the whole world is full of wonder
For those who want to live a life of gold
Time may pass by, we may be aging
This may all be a play we’re staging
We may turn gray, but we’ll never grow old
That love from above
May be real or not, but don’t **** for it
Don’t fight for the light
If you **** for love, then you abhor it
There is no rock worth living under
For the whole world is full of wonder
For those who want to live a life of gold
Time may pass by, we may be aging
This may all be a play we’re staging
We may turn gray, but we’ll never grow old
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 9:02 PM UTC
Nobody loves me
Everyone lies
Not long ago
That was the world in my eyes
Love is suspicious
Hate is for real
They’re all the reason
For the pain that I feel
They are all guilty
Until they die
Not long ago
That was the world in my eyes
I am a genius
You are all fools
You are not human
So you can’t say I’m cruel
I am the victim
How can you cry?
Not long ago
That was the world in my eyes
In my eyes
Love is true power
Nothing’s as strong
I look at my past
How could I be so wrong?
Hatred was my life
My hate has died
Now I can see
Now that’s the world in my eyes
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 8:58 PM UTC
The world around me hurt
Darkened by despair
My mind was full of dirt
So I didn’t care
The dirt was piled high
Covering my eyes
I was blind
I was blind
But now that my past self lies in his grave
The new me comes out of the womb
Now that what I was is dead
I can bloom
The world was full of pain
I cared about mine
My life was full of rain
Only in my mind
The rain started a flood
Mattered more than blood
I was sick
I was sick
But now that my past self lies in his grave
Trapped safely locked away his tomb
Now that what I was is dead
I can bloom
My life was going great
I could have had fun
If not for all my hate
Burning like the sun
Burning so hard and bright
Blocking what was right
I was mad
I was mad
But now that my past self lies in his grave
The new me comes out of the womb
Now that what I was is dead
I can bloom
I can bloom
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 8:53 PM UTC
I used to love you more than love
I used to hate love more than hate
You taught me that love wasn’t real
You taught me not to tolerate
Not nearly long enough ago
When I was proud of my mistakes
I said all of my hate filled songs
Were made thanks to my girl’s name sake
I feel sorry to have blamed her
For what I did because of you
I don’t feel hatred, I feel pity
What made you do the things you do?
I used to wish that I was you
But that was before I was me
Now it’s not something I would wish
On even my worst enemy
I used to think you were a God
But now I’ve opened up my eyes
You are the devil, nothing more
In some kind of greasy disguise
I must admit I was saddened
To learn you died without a friend
But the frightening thing about it
Is I could have reached the same end
But I must thank you for one thing
Though thanking you seems very strange
You made me the worst I could be
And that showed me I had to change
If not for you, all of this love
Would still be just out of my reach
And I have learned an awful lot
By ignoring the things you teach
I’ve stopped listening to your music
It always leaves me feeling down
But even though you’re the devil
I’m awfully glad you came around
I wish you could have changed like me
Instead you drowned in your own hate
But I guess I’m just very lucky
And I have got a friend in fate
Jan 7, 2015
Jan 7, 2015 at 8:49 PM UTC