I finally let go.
Thank God.
I just hope I can stay strong
I
Don't
Need
You.
I finally feel free.
Apr 7, 2025
Apr 7, 2025 at 4:57 PM UTC
How many times will I be stung by the same bee, pricked by the same thorn. How many times will I ride the high to only crash and burn, how many times will I cry and vow to be better, be stronger, independent. How many times before I leave you?
Mar 19, 2025
Mar 19, 2025 at 4:24 PM UTC
I'm jealous
I feel it festering inside me
A rotting stench
That excuses
Lateness
Forgetfulness
Tiredness
Madness
I'm jealous
And bitter
Really **** bitter
***** it all up
Because, can I admit
I'm pretty ****** jealous.
Feb 22, 2025
Feb 22, 2025 at 6:54 PM UTC
He's gone.
That's it.
You loved too hard,
Cared too much,
Rambled too long.
He's gone.
And that's it.
Jan 31, 2025
Jan 31, 2025 at 4:01 PM UTC
Heavy handed return
Bitter and selfish
Butter and shellfish
No reason in rhyme
No meaning in time
Let it all burn.
Jan 16, 2025
Jan 16, 2025 at 6:07 PM UTC
Just when I thought things were getting better
You snap.
A twist in words
Or slip in tone
And snap.
A word misheard,
Or left unsaid
Or said
Because either could make you
Snap
I never knew what to say
Or not,
And when or where
Dancing to the tune of your voice
Slower here,
Gentler there.
Always cautious,
Hovering over the faint line of
Pain or love.
Dec 22, 2024
Dec 22, 2024 at 5:11 PM UTC
How do people decide to
Stop loving
When do they decide
No, that's enough
I'm picking up my feelings
These strings so intricately woven
Threaded into your life
My love, in your words, habits, time
I'm picking up and leaving
When do they decide that
Time can be rewritten
The past, that was the present
Loved, that was love and loving
is nothing
How can emotional investment,
the greatest expense,
dissolve
How do you go from loving to
nothing?
How do you go from loving to
Hate?
It's inhumane.
Dec 20, 2024
Dec 20, 2024 at 7:12 PM UTC
Love is selfish
Love is greedy
Love is conceited
Think about it.
We love to feel good
We love to feel wanted
We love to feel
We feel
I feel
Love makes you feel
Love is a feeling to be chased
Craved
Earned
Love is not selfless
Love is not boundless
Love is not for you or him or her or them
It is for the "I".
Love loves to feel loved.
Dec 13, 2024
Dec 13, 2024 at 4:14 PM UTC
I ruined it.
I ruined it.
I ruined it.
Overthinking,
Spiraling,
Questioning.
I ruined it.
I ruined it.
The quirks you once loved,
you hate.
I ruined it.
I hate me for ruining it.
Dec 11, 2024
Dec 11, 2024 at 3:09 PM UTC
I don't want to write about anything else except you,
which is a shame because the world is
so pretty.
The sun and the bees and the way clouds move in the
breeze
the golden slates of sun that
I hate you
because I can't write about anything else except you.
Dec 10, 2024
Dec 10, 2024 at 5:23 PM UTC