I guess I won that stupid fight of "I love you more."
Nov 27, 2015
Nov 27, 2015 at 3:06 PM UTC
If one day the speed kills me, do not cry because i was smiling!
-Paul Walker
Jun 13, 2015
Jun 13, 2015 at 8:13 PM UTC
I remember each second of that night
Each time I try to forget that pain and memory
It is still there
How could you take something from me
That wasn’t yours
It was reserved for a special person
You had no reason
You were family
You were a friend
The trust that I built for you
Has now come to an end
Now you will have to deal with the consequences of your acts
I hope you realized what's you did
Therefor goodbye
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 10:09 AM UTC
You ask me
If I've considered suicide
Like I'm actually going to answer
Honestly
I mean,
What would I say?
Yeah that's all I think about
Please,
Put me on piles of medicine
So I can be crazy
As well as sad
But let me tell you
I most definitely
Have considered it
I've got the perfect tree picked out
It's got the perfect branch
For hanging yourself
There's a rope already attached
Or if you prefer,
It's easy to climb
You could always just jump
These are two options
But wait,
I've got more
There's a lake out back
It smells bad
But you could definitely still drown
Or better still,
There's a great knife in the kitchen
Really thin blade
But it's super sharp
For minimum pain
And maximum blood
Yet still,
There's more
I've got duct tape in the basement
You could make yourself suffocate
Of course,
You could use your pillow for that
There are the long ways
You could starve yourself
Sleep deprivation
Dehydration
Etcetera
So Mr.
"Psychological Doctor,"
I don't know...
Would you say I've thought about suicide?
Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 9:08 PM UTC
When I tell you that I love you
I’m saying that I care
In you I’ve found a friend
That is wonderful and rare
When I tell you that I love you
The meaning is so profound
For, in you my fate has been uncovered
And my soul finally found
When I tell you that I love you
What I’m trying to express
Is that you can always count on me
I’ll give you nothing but the best
When I tell you that I love you
I’m trying to convey
How much I admire you
In a thousand different ways
When I tell you that I love you
I’m saying “thank you”
For for being who you are
For being a part of my life
And touching my heart
When I tell you that I love you
It’s not exactly what I mean
To explain what I feel for you
Would take a zillion words
Not three
Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 7:41 PM UTC
**I'm not looking for a fairytale
Don't need a queen for the night
I'm not addicted to the fiction, of the picture perfect life
But I confess I'm ready, I found the one at last
And if your heart don't skip when you're next to me, you can be the best I never had
I wanna look out in the crowd and see your face shining out
If That's a little too much to ask but I could, I could care less right now
Ain't gonna stress no future pain
You probably don't even know my name
But I'm pretty sure that we both been through it
And one day soon you're gonna hear me say
You're one for the money
And I'm two for the show, you never looked so pretty
I've never been so lucky, I know
Is it okay if I stay here, and fall in love tonight?
Is it okay if I stay here, for the rest of my life?
I know this all sounds crazy, but what the hell why not
If you come a little closer, I'll give you all that I've got
I know we just met baby, it's you and I against the world
If you let me lay here
You're one for the money
And I'm two for the show, you never looked so pretty
I've never been so lucky, I know
Is it okay if I stay here, and fall in love tonight?
Is it okay if I stay here, for the rest of my life?
This is not a one night stand
I would be a fool not to love you again
I just thought I'd let you know, you're exactly what I've been waiting for
I could make you feel alive, let me be your fantasy tonight
All you gotta do is say the word and ill stay,
For the rest of my life**
May 23, 2015
May 23, 2015 at 8:14 PM UTC
Good night
Sleep tight
Rest in peace for you're dead in your dreams
Take this poem how you like
But I urge you to step away from the knife
Life isn't that bad you know
Sure, there will be challenges so hard that you just want to give up
But don't
Stay here with me instead
Don't give up
I need you to be strong
Not everything's wrong
Don't be a quiter
If you need to lean
Lean on me
Just remember that when you fall
I will fall too
Stay strong
Stay strong for me
Because tonight I want to fall asleep knowing you will be alive and leaning on me tomorrow
✳Rather than to find myself falling with you ✳
May 18, 2015
May 18, 2015 at 1:32 PM UTC
Sometimes i just hate the way life guides us to other things because it seems that love never lasts and when you think it does and everything is just perfect you get thrown away like garbage and its like if you never excited to them. Yes life goes on and you meet other people that make you happy again but still it makes a scare in your heart for life you will always remember with who you had your first kiss with, your first real boyfriend, the first person you had *** with, ect... but wait, let time go by and try to forget because if you keep thinking about the worst things that happened in your life for sure you will go in depression and think that life is over when actually life keeps turning and it is never to late to anything. everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true. loneliness hurts. rejection hurts. losing someone hurts. everyone confuse these things with love, but in reality, LOVE is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again.
May 18, 2015
May 18, 2015 at 1:17 PM UTC
We say that everything happens for a reason, but does it really?
I've been through everything; from loving someone so bad to a hard break up!
From being that perfect little girl to this bad girl that broke all the possible rules.
From loving guys to loving both sexes.
From the one who bullied and started rumors to the one getting bullied and get thrown away like garbage.
From never thought suicide was an option to wanting to **** myself.
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 5:11 PM UTC