Most college students will find any reason they can to drink
And I used to think it was completely stupid
Until the day you left
Now I too will find any reason to drink
Or any reason to get high
Because I’m looking for anything to take off the edge
Anything you get you off my mind
Apr 1, 2015
Apr 1, 2015 at 8:25 PM UTC
I would like
To be on drugs
Just for one day
Not to get addicted
Just so i can let loose
Show a different side of me
Allow me to see the world differently
Allow me to forget my pain, and sorrow.
However I am conflicted
Drugs may make me loose my mind
I may end up rotting in prison
I may harm myself
I may harm others
I may shorten my lifespan
Drugs
Drugs
Drugs
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 7:55 PM UTC
I know that going in and laying with you
Was anything but good for me
But when I was laying in your arms
Everything stopped.
I wasn’t concerned about school tomorrow
I wasn’t worried about your mom or sister coming in
I wasn't thinking about her.
And that worries me most
Because drugs do the same things.
They take your mind off of things.
And that’s just what you are.
A drug
You aren't doing me any good
But oh god it feels so great
Mar 23, 2015
Mar 23, 2015 at 1:42 AM UTC
Today I saw you walking with her
I know you said that you wouldn’t be ready
and that you hadn’t moved on
But for some stupid reason I’m still caught up over you
For some stupid reason when I saw you with her
A pang of jealousy hit me hard
For some stupid reason I got nervous seeing you there
Hoping you would come in and see me
But wishing with everything I had that you wouldn’t
Maybe its just lust
But I know I shouldn’t be feeling this way
And I know that its not okay
But for some stupid reason
Here I am
Mar 10, 2015
Mar 10, 2015 at 9:47 PM UTC
12/3/14
The clouds covered the sky
and brought a blanket of cold
bringing a slight drizzle along with it
All the colors in this small town
faded to beautiful shades of greys and whites
Autumn was over
The weather was finally showing it
And as the first flake of snow fell
A blissful serene silence fell over the town
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 10:26 PM UTC
9/16/14
Will you ever see me
In the way that I see you
or will I forever be "just a friend"
Because my friend
There is more to the little seconds
That our eyes stay locked on to each others
in my mind than yours
And I know that
But it's keeping me hopeful
and killing me at the same time
Feb 5, 2015
Feb 5, 2015 at 9:29 PM UTC