sometimes i feel like i'm a bird with broken wings
at times i dread my now and envy where i've been
but that's when
quiet
wisdom takes control
at least i've got a story no ones told
i've finally learnt to say
whatever will be will be
i've learnt to take
the good the bad and breathe
although
we like
to know what life's got planned
no one knows if shooting stars will land
these days it feels naive to put your faith in hope
to imitate a child falling backwards on the snow
but that's when
fears will
usually leave you blind
and now i try to underanalyze
is the rope i walk wearing thin?
is the life i love caving in?
is the weight on your mind
a heavy black bird caged inside?
Oct 17, 2013
Oct 17, 2013 at 1:33 PM UTC
i'd like to remind you of february 7th 2001
it's the day i first saw you
you were reading fifty shades of grey
you had on a guns n roses t shirt
i had never seen anything so perfect
i remember thinking i had to have you or die
then you whispered that you loved me
at the homecoming dance
and i felt so peaceful and safe
and i knew that nothing could be that bad anymore because i had you
then i grew up and i lost my way
i blamed you for my failures
and i guess, that if i love you, i should let you move on
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 3:50 PM UTC
i believe we all have a soul mate
a chance for a perfect duet
i believe in hopeless devotion
i just haven't found him yet
but in my mind i see
the boy who's made for me
he'll be someone who is lovely
someone wonderful and true
the kind of boy who makes you smile even when you're feeling blue
and i know he's out there
most definitely
not a phoney or a fake
sweeter than a chocolate shake
when its meant to be
you go kind of crazy
you forget your own name
when its meant to be
it's destiny calling
and nothing ever will be the same
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 2:44 PM UTC
the day started ordinary
with boys walking by
it was the same old story
too fresh or too shy
i'm not the kind
to fall for a guy
who flashes a smile
don't usually swoon
but i'm over the moon
and now i'm
falling for ya
cant hold it any longer
and now i'm falling for you
feels like a tumble from another world
into your arms and its so secure
maybe i'll stumble but i know for sure
head over heels i'm gonna be your girl
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 2:39 PM UTC
blue sky
gentle breeze
what a day
sunshine and
sweet harmonies
time to play
no more
complications
from now on just
good vibrations
Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 2:35 PM UTC
you used to make my heart pound
just the thought of you
you used to be a cold wind
always blowing through
but i won't take it anymore
that's not what i came here
for
i'm stuck in your head
i'm back from the dead
got you running scared
i'm fearless
i'm calling you out
i'm taking you down
don't you come around
i'm fearless
i got the upper hand now
and you're losing ground
you never had to fight back
never lost a round
you see the gloves are coming off
tell me when you've had enough
ready for a showdown
and we're face to face
i think i'll rearrange yours
put you in your place
you don't get the best of me
maybe you're afraid of me
Oct 6, 2013
Oct 6, 2013 at 1:05 PM UTC
wake up
when will things be good enough for you to see
all that we can be
i'm sick of
playing games and acting like we never care
like we're never there
we pay attention
for only seconds
look at you
look at me
there's never any us
cant you see
all we can become
we can shine like the sun
if we believe that two stars are brighter than one
Oct 6, 2013
Oct 6, 2013 at 12:59 PM UTC
i remember the moment i first looked in your eyes
and seeing nothing looking back at me
it was then i realised
that even though you were there
your heart was long gone
and i knew right then how lost i'd be
before you move on
if i should lose your love
shame on me
i was just too stubborn
too blind to see
that i would lose your love
just tell me
how to get you back
before its final
before you close the door
i'm asking you please can we try this once more?
just hold me tight
don't ever let go
and if it never comes around
i want you to know
i want you
i need you
can't lose you tonight
i won't do
nothing to lose you
i won't lose this fight
i'm going to make it right
Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 1:40 PM UTC
just when it's getting good, i slowly start to freeze
just when it's feeling real, i put my heart to sleep
it's the memory i can see
then this fear comes over me
understand that i don't mean
to push you away from me
why am i so afraid
to crash down and lose my mind again?
i don't know, i can't see
what's come over me?
you found a way
of easing me
out of myself
i can't stay but i can't leave
i am my worst enemy
please understand
that its not you
it's what i do
just when i'm about to run
i realise what i've become
now i wonder what you think of me
don't know why i break so easily
all my fears are armed surrounding me
i can't get no sleep
i keep running in circles around you
you're the trap i want to fall into
Oct 4, 2013
Oct 4, 2013 at 1:33 PM UTC
i don't remember much about my childhood
but i blew strawberries all through my parents wedding
when i was about a year old
and drove my family nuts
and i had a growth spurt
when i was three
i remember being as tall as the tip of my acoustic guitar
i took lessons, as well as piano
and made friends along the way
i went on various holidays
enjoying the caribbean breeze and change of scenery
but when i was eleven and a half
something horrible happened to my family
i cried every day, i would never leave my bedroom, and my grades started failing
depression changes you
for the worse
Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 12:07 PM UTC