I've walked over a thousand bodies of my past
Who I am no longer
I've felt the blood and the decay
I saw them rot
I killed them all
What joy!
I've set fires to myself
And like the Phoenix
I rise, I dance upon my ashes
Apr 29, 2024
Apr 29, 2024 at 3:50 AM UTC
How odd it is
To be on the outside of understanding
To have your feelings turned into spears
A prescription for hysteria
A life spent being a bin for emotions
Emptied when full
Quiet and strong
But I wondered,
What is at the bottom of an emotion?
Apr 29, 2024
Apr 29, 2024 at 3:35 AM UTC
When I die I want to come back as a tree
Cut me down and recycle me
Or let me grow and use me for shade
Even carve your names in my truck if that helps you get laid
When I die I want to come back as a bird
And fly around the world eating 50 shades of worms
I'd spread my wings and fly around the sun
Until some ******* shoots me with his gun
Oct 25, 2022
Oct 25, 2022 at 4:05 AM UTC
New York City
Heavy, baby
Weighs you down
Holds you tight
Straight to the point
No Bull
New York City
Takes the right hand path
Full of logic and wisdom
Heavy, baby
Filled with concrete
Pick up your feet, stand up tall
Look straight ahead, shoulders back
New York City
Jazz and flashing lights
Leading the night
Jun 2, 2021
Jun 2, 2021 at 1:38 AM UTC
And I began to become obsessed
Obsessed with the vision of love
Observing
The way their pupils dilate when eyes meet
The trickle of a smile slowly drifting across a face
The breathing in of another before a kiss
The symmetry
Not at all of my own
Wanting to understand
Innocently trying to take a little of that energy for myself
To hold it, to feel it
To learn it and study it
Maybe hoping that I could replicate
Whatever I lack
Jun 2, 2021
Jun 2, 2021 at 1:36 AM UTC
There’s an innocence
In 22
That I’ll probably never meet again
Blind faith meeting blind hope
Carefree meeting careless
The confidence of an undefined brain
Growing harder with age
Men see it too
29 will never be as fun as 22
When the male gaze
Looks past you
Because your head is held higher
And your body is no longer new
Especially to you
Jun 2, 2021
Jun 2, 2021 at 1:30 AM UTC
You are the wanted one, men strive for you
The serpent of desire,
Urging men to play with fire
They run and chase
But you play games
Like a cat with a string
Until your feet get tired
Nov 22, 2018
Nov 22, 2018 at 7:11 PM UTC
I only know
To blame myself
When these love affairs fail,
Because I think you are too perfect
To ever be at fault.
Sep 26, 2017
Sep 26, 2017 at 8:01 PM UTC
I wonder what you saw
In that first look
When our eyes met
Maybe our shared loneliness
Urged you to approach
Like you already knew my secrets.
Late nights spent watching old movies of femme fatales and heroes
The sounds of pretty poems and old guitars filling our air instead of words from a thousand unknowns
Staring longingly at ***** lovers on silent trains
Feeling empty in our bellies as we walk home
Alone
To empty beds
Yet our minds are filled with plenty of thoughts to keep us fed
Falling asleep dreaming of the day
Where a you might meet a me.
Jul 25, 2017
Jul 25, 2017 at 1:53 AM UTC
Hello hello oh mystery man
It's funny how people meet
Are you the one who fortune told
Would kiss the ground under my feet?
Now let's not get too ahead of ourselves
Wearing our hearts on our sleeves
But I've been waiting for someone to come along
And make a woman out of me
A voice still unheard yet I can already imagine
I'll melt like morning dew
Hello hello my mystery man
It's a pleasure to finally meet you.
May 1, 2017
May 1, 2017 at 6:26 PM UTC