they said 'simple things matter'
and i think that's a lie
because my dear,
you are very complicated
yet you are what matters to me most
Jan 12, 2016
Jan 12, 2016 at 8:04 AM UTC
I loved you most. With all my heart, with all I've got.
I loved you, ever only you. And still, I deeply do.
Jun 29, 2015
Jun 29, 2015 at 9:33 AM UTC
Going through the process of what's called as moving on
Even when I'm aware that my heart still wants you so
Rejecting all the emotions that I still feel for you
And refusing to act upon what I foolishly want to do
Lying to myself and thinking I'm finally okay
Denying how much I still hope you stayed
Instead of choosing to break my heart and leave
Nostalgic still, to the thought of what had been
Even when I shouldn't bother anymore
May 13, 2015
May 13, 2015 at 2:43 AM UTC
You my dear, are tremendously, tragically, unknowingly torturing me.
Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 3:25 AM UTC
But I wonder when thy heart will stop wandering
Or longing for what is wrong--I am suffering
The thought of you and I is constantly haunting
Every action or sight leads to remembering
Whilst the heart I never could own is rejoicing
As it sings lovely songs, and as birds are humming
Around it, all seems perfectly fine and pleasing
Thy heart that I yearn notices not the lightning
Within thy thoughts, whilst thy memories keep running
Thy heart lost in deep despair, bit by bit breaking
Losing all pieces till it is but mere nothing
Since thy day you have chosen to leave me hanging
But thou can conclude that you are the most confused
You know not what you want, or feel for who you've used
Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 11:12 AM UTC
You'd always leave me
And you'd always come back
Making sure you've taken everything
And that there's nothing else left
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 10:56 AM UTC
Having an immeasurably bountiful amount of care for what does not deserve it
Or inexistent care for what is worth being valued
Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 10:34 AM UTC
Goodbye, goodbye, what happened to goodbye
Goodbye, my goodbye just turned to another hi
Goodbye, I said, to my feelings and past
Goodbye, I told you, but all I did was go back
Goodbye, goodbye, I had said my farewell
Goodbye, goodbye? But guess who fell for it again
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 11:01 AM UTC
And I guess it pained me to see
How saying my goodbye didn't bother you
For I greatly hoped that you would regret
All the things that you have done
I expected you to feel sad
And want to take me back or once more hold my hand
I assumed you would say no, don't go
Or at least show me you were still holding on
I thought you would feel guilt and hurt
And that there would be a change in your whole mood
For I have sought to simply let you be
After I told you all that I felt and what I still do
But as you casually smiled at me
I knew, you did not feel a thing
Maybe you were hiding it (and well, you've done a great job)
Or maybe there was simply nothing left to feel for me anymore
For maybe, you have already stated your goodbye
Long ago, without me knowing
And maybe, it was when you left me without warning
When I was still willing to be in your arms while hurting and loving
Mar 12, 2015
Mar 12, 2015 at 8:32 AM UTC