lwethu - Hello Poetry

italic I haven't found the courage To tell you how I feel,the Courage to show you All my true feelings For you.I'm scared that Maybe if I would let my guard Down,undress all my insecurities And show you who I am,you'd Not love me,the way I love you I haven't found the courage To ask you out,and tell you How I feel about you,I'm scared Of you rejecting me,rejecting All these emotions and feelings piled Up in my heart. I haven't found the courage to Say the right words to you, To be there with you at there Right time,because I'm scared I Won't be the right one for you. I want you to know so bad,yet I'm withholding,maybe if I told you,maybe you also feel the same way,maybe I never cross your mind,maybe you waiting for Me to make the first move those Are the thoughts that get stuck In my mind all night The bed sheets are even colder when I think about you,I'm longing for Your presence,your warm hug. I'm longing for you to be with me And that we become "right" for each Other.

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Dec 7, 2013

Dec 7, 2013 at 12:43 PM UTC

lwethu

right

italic I haven't found the courage To tell you how I feel,the Courage to show you All my true feelings For you.I'm scared that Maybe if I would let my guard Down,undress all my insecurities And show you who I am,you'd Not love me,the way I love you I haven't found the courage To ask you out,and tell you How I feel about you,I'm scared Of you rejecting me,rejecting All these emotions and feelings piled Up in my heart. I haven't found the courage to Say the right words to you, To be there with you at there Right time,because I'm scared I Won't be the right one for you. I want you to know so bad,yet I'm withholding,maybe if I told you,maybe you also feel the same way,maybe I never cross your mind,maybe you waiting for Me to make the first move those Are the thoughts that get stuck In my mind all night The bed sheets are even colder when I think about you,I'm longing for Your presence,your warm hug. I'm longing for you to be with me And that we become "right" for each Other.

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I know that we are just humans I know that maybe if I had said This before I would'nt be tryna hide It I know that maybe if u had let Me in,opened the door to ur heart maybe We could have made it I know that right now I need you More than ever I know that right now I'm weak cause I'm missing you I know that right now I'm loving you more Than ever And I know that right now u reading this.

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Dec 7, 2013

Dec 7, 2013 at 2:10 AM UTC

lwethu

"I know"

I know that we are just humans I know that maybe if I had said This before I would'nt be tryna hide It I know that maybe if u had let Me in,opened the door to ur heart maybe We could have made it I know that right now I need you More than ever I know that right now I'm weak cause I'm missing you I know that right now I'm loving you more Than ever And I know that right now u reading this.

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I usually spend hours and days Trying to figure out something That could have just taken Me minutes to remember See the message you convey Is beyond what I thaught This earth could offer. "You are out of space" Those are the words that I Usually say when I'm staring at Your picture,your beautiful face Glowing out in the dark,locked up In this four walled room,soul Chattered and torn,hoping That I could feel your presence Next to me,longing to hear your Voice,because everytime you open Your mouth,I imagine of heaven,and it Feels like I'm right next to God

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Dec 7, 2013

Dec 7, 2013 at 2:07 AM UTC

lwethu

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I usually spend hours and days Trying to figure out something That could have just taken Me minutes to remember See the message you convey Is beyond what I thaught This earth could offer. "You are out of space" Those are the words that I Usually say when I'm staring at Your picture,your beautiful face Glowing out in the dark,locked up In this four walled room,soul Chattered and torn,hoping That I could feel your presence Next to me,longing to hear your Voice,because everytime you open Your mouth,I imagine of heaven,and it Feels like I'm right next to God

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I'm sitted down here I'm sitted down here thinking Of all the wrongs that could have Been rights,thinking about all The foolish things I made Because of selfish reasoning I'm sitted down here Thinking of all the heart breaks and Pain that I'v caused you All the "this is too much" I've made You feel.all the "he doesn't love me" Iv made you feel I'm sitted down here thinking About the permanent scars that Are marked in your heart,the wounds And sores I'v caused you, the "I'm ok" Iv made you feel. I'm sitted down here Thinking about all your insecurities That were secure enough to make You love me All the pain that was hard enough To make you smile and say "I'm fine" I'm sitted down here thinking About all the lies iv told you only Because my mentality was that Time flies. Thinking about all the "you just a *** Iv said to you but truth is "You just an angel" I'm sitted down here Regreting all the things I'v said And wishing I could just turn Back time and make you realise That you worth more than the Pain you burry yourself in, More than your secure insecurities More than your perfect heart and Smile More than your clean soul,and Beautiful face

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Dec 5, 2013

Dec 5, 2013 at 4:28 PM UTC

lwethu

Untitled

I'm sitted down here I'm sitted down here thinking Of all the wrongs that could have Been rights,thinking about all The foolish things I made Because of selfish reasoning I'm sitted down here Thinking of all the heart breaks and Pain that I'v caused you All the "this is too much" I've made You feel.all the "he doesn't love me" Iv made you feel I'm sitted down here thinking About the permanent scars that Are marked in your heart,the wounds And sores I'v caused you, the "I'm ok" Iv made you feel. I'm sitted down here Thinking about all your insecurities That were secure enough to make You love me All the pain that was hard enough To make you smile and say "I'm fine" I'm sitted down here thinking About all the lies iv told you only Because my mentality was that Time flies. Thinking about all the "you just a *** Iv said to you but truth is "You just an angel" I'm sitted down here Regreting all the things I'v said And wishing I could just turn Back time and make you realise That you worth more than the Pain you burry yourself in, More than your secure insecurities More than your perfect heart and Smile More than your clean soul,and Beautiful face

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I'm turning into to this robot maniach, This I don't give a **** attitude This I got no feelings what so ever Typer thing I'm turning into this I don't care What people say I'm turning into this,I'll deal with it tommorow I'm turning into this whatever happens happens I'm turning into this IDC typer chick.

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Dec 5, 2013

Dec 5, 2013 at 4:26 PM UTC

lwethu

"IDC"

I'm turning into to this robot maniach, This I don't give a **** attitude This I got no feelings what so ever Typer thing I'm turning into this I don't care What people say I'm turning into this,I'll deal with it tommorow I'm turning into this whatever happens happens I'm turning into this IDC typer chick.

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People change,like it was only 2 months ago you were this 'I care About you' typer person, you were This 'your pain,is my pain' typer Person,you were this thermometer Wrapped around my body,feeling Every emotion that I had,and You'd take them and make them Your own. Like 2 months ago,'you'd send me Those goodnight and I love you' Text,'you'd brighten up,and You know,smile whenever my name Popped up' 2 months ago 'you'd wipe my tears And tell me,I'm here' You'd give me your warm hug,and Your gentle words would calm me down ,They'd sink deep into my heart, That my brain would capture them Like I'd lay down in bed,and recite them when I miss you 2 months ago 'you'd tell me,you love me,and you'd die for me' 2 months ago,you were just a stranger That I fell inlove with. And now all that I can think and Say about you,is that 2 months ago,you lied,and fooled me I fell for your cover page,never bothered to open and read the book.

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Dec 5, 2013

Dec 5, 2013 at 4:19 PM UTC

lwethu

"2 months ago"

People change,like it was only 2 months ago you were this 'I care About you' typer person, you were This 'your pain,is my pain' typer Person,you were this thermometer Wrapped around my body,feeling Every emotion that I had,and You'd take them and make them Your own. Like 2 months ago,'you'd send me Those goodnight and I love you' Text,'you'd brighten up,and You know,smile whenever my name Popped up' 2 months ago 'you'd wipe my tears And tell me,I'm here' You'd give me your warm hug,and Your gentle words would calm me down ,They'd sink deep into my heart, That my brain would capture them Like I'd lay down in bed,and recite them when I miss you 2 months ago 'you'd tell me,you love me,and you'd die for me' 2 months ago,you were just a stranger That I fell inlove with. And now all that I can think and Say about you,is that 2 months ago,you lied,and fooled me I fell for your cover page,never bothered to open and read the book.

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