today i decided to look at nature
accept the hot and humid temperature
with my jacket, plain as always
i succumb to the calming melodies
apparitions destroying the futile soil
put to countless decoys
climbing up my sorry deceit
flowing gusts of air fill my lungs with
new inspiration
as the trees thistle and leaves crinkle
i sit down and look at the ants being blown off
there was an awkward moment when
i stood and faced my sins in the face
there i was, stood idle, left to rust
the sun makes my uncomfortable
with a comforter beside me
a bag filled with my incentives
my evening glistens
Apr 26, 2018
Apr 26, 2018 at 3:59 AM UTC
The mountains of glory block the sun's rays
from lighting the aftermath
of a stormy situation
that wreaks the emotions of the weak
Death has taken his toll
and souls of the decapitated roam free
as the earth rumbles and spits fire
while the wind hustles and spins
Engulfing everything in sight,
the nigh apocalypse commenced.
Leaves rustle, trees begin to brittle.
Little by little shall the earth be acquittal.
The end was near,
The end is here.
Sep 6, 2017
Sep 6, 2017 at 12:15 AM UTC
You changed, so drastically
I thought you were a symphony
Of happiness and joy
And friendliness and monstrosity
But now you're different
I understand
That your changing your life one by one
But now i think you don't remember
The broken moments at all
I don't know if you're faking it
But now i think i'm breaking myself by
Tearing these letters
But now i think that you only know me
Through screen.
Jul 4, 2017
Jul 4, 2017 at 3:48 AM UTC
i retain the troublesome mind
i retain the honest soul
i destruct joy of all means
yet i find clarity with loathe
my envy as companion
and eyes as witness
to many dangers
and rancid crime
i retain
retain
less wonders as time eludes
no longer clean; i suffice
the horrid horrors
nightmares, terrors
at world's end
shall stop i pretend
as soul is broke
and humanity cracks
Jun 29, 2017
Jun 29, 2017 at 5:17 PM UTC
if your father smokes
let him be
he's releasing from the tension and stress
but don't forget to let him realise
his ever loving son
gives a **** listen to all his rants
but he still smokes
one puff till the end
'goodbye papa' i say
for i know my lungs are filled
with smoke of decay
Jun 21, 2017
Jun 21, 2017 at 9:31 PM UTC
i am fathomed by the cold
a slow fatigue by the unknown
i wish i was brave enough
to face the challenges
but i plague myself with my own words
will this be another wasted night?
what will i do when i'm sober?
even a zephyr blows me down
i will now stay idle and stay disenchanted
even if my desire acts like dynamite
my heart will keep wailing for help
but a silent voice is never heard;
and will never be, until expiry.
Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 9:39 AM UTC
i never thought it come to this,
all of you; each one of you betrayed me
stabbed my godforsaken back
was it my fault, what did i do?
did i wreck your lives?
did i steal your trust?
did i fake my sincerity?
was all of this fake?
why did you do this to me?
i never thought it would come to this
but all of you talked about me and
i feel the abyss of nothingness
tempting me to dive inside
and now i have no purpose
because you were the only ones i had
and now i shall not trust anyone
what did i do?
i feel
nothing
Jun 13, 2017
Jun 13, 2017 at 4:03 PM UTC
if this is what emotions are
hot water pounding down on my skin
the taste of stale alcohol trying to create some essence
of numbness
the words of music so loud in an attempt to drown out
the ache that my heart brings with each beat
I don’t want it
I don’t want any part of it
Jun 13, 2017
Jun 13, 2017 at 11:30 AM UTC
It surpasses the sane mind
to think of actions after death
How stories start and how it ends
Thoughts through tangents of memory
indulges the imagination of the lucid
Our eyes see truths seldom fake to mind
but truths of ours we trust inside
We feel emotions but never of others
because we are true only to self
and not once for foreign type
We lie as well we hide our insecurities
Try to prance around a world of sensibility
But when the raven rests on one's head
it's time for time to end
Until the world restarts
and there'll be nothing to tend.
Jun 13, 2017
Jun 13, 2017 at 11:26 AM UTC