rise, like oceans waves
and fall back down, crash.
if i am worthy, worthy once,
shall i let myself continue,
breath by breath?
i do not wish to rise,
and i picture you, nodding.
of course, doubt is destroyer of worlds,
yet still, my mind keeps capturing the phrase:
"keep being you,
don't stop chirping that tune".
so rise, rise with a smile!
the weights have not been casted yet.
sail forth on new adventures!
at least, if the mutiny inside of me,
was not so subdued.
i can see you now, your look down upon me.
of course, the words will never match your intent,
and i'm afraid once more,
i've had to rise again.
if life were only simple, simple enough
for me to stop rising,
for you to stop blaming,
for us to stop sharing.
was it true, i am
who i am?
if i could be another force,
id have the spirit of adventure,
id have an independent soul,
but am i attatched
to chains of emotional apprehension
rise and crash,
bold and brash,
what i wouldn't give,
for you to excuse my overstay,
and for me to fade away.
Nov 23, 2019
Nov 23, 2019 at 11:42 PM UTC
You were doomed to a life underneath a city
But that wasn't you fate, nor interest
Wanting a life that's free
So you left that district
Of course I went,
I'm that less of a servant
Only then did I evolve
And you held me high
You lead the moon lit war
And I lead the daylight hope
Butterflies, knights, and midnight
Meant nothing more to me than pink lips
So when you left
I realized I was worthless without you
We were losing a battle for stars
When she came back I was at night again
And though I meant of nothing
She let me see the light
And let me feel something
Numb and dumb
We fought again
But the darkness consumed her
And the purpose
I kept fighting through a bottle of mixed chemicals
And the grasp of being called
"Not real"
And she found another
She gave up on the Earth's hope
For him
The only one who understood
Oct 28, 2015
Oct 28, 2015 at 11:03 AM UTC
My precious, captive swan
Don't do this.
And your wingspan is no more?
I was his first!
And you'll be mine last!
He stripped the skin, the kickstand was made of meat and bones. Kicked with words and meaning. But the fawn of the day would come for me.
Love, let the water guide you!
And let this rake violate you?
Let the her amber wings fly!
Not before you let her cry!
The forest queen, shall be no more!
And so? Your heart is now sore."
Oct 2, 2015
Oct 2, 2015 at 8:35 PM UTC
Blessed tree of the forest
It blooms with the wind
And in it's mind eye
It shall whither to love
So a fawn but a man
Asked the queen, but a mother
A freedom of a night
Without her rule
He had discovered the prettiest of thistles
A stinging sensation
Her dress looms through the Earth
And her heart looms through his soul
But the queen of the forest
Was his master
She pulled from a cradle of leaves
For he was left to leave
He owed her life
But wanted a night
Of waves in the ocean with his flower
The queen, the tyrant
Agree she may
But in her heart
She was dancing through thorns
But the lover was dead for when the fawn reached
She was stabbed at the heart
A baby left to die
The man returned
But his mother was dead
By a wilted tree
Aug 30, 2015
Aug 30, 2015 at 8:43 PM UTC
Leaves of beautiful awakening
If only I could have experienced them longer
But bones are bones, shaking
Now my life is a pondered situation
I don't blame him for her fears
It was just a game
Just a game,
Just a game, no more
If I could have stopped her, would the pupa be alive?
Would Her Judge not fall in melancholy?
But I am just a ghost of time,
A maid of his destruction.
Though, only a couple survived the moon explosion
And she was there with me, the one who took my life
I forgive her,
I forgive her,
I forgive her,
But if only the killer could forgive himself.
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 2:05 PM UTC
The girl with a sense for justice
Along with two red eyes
She looks to you as the leader
But you cannot guide her
The girl with clear, teal eyes
Sisters, you are
Until revenge takes it's toll
Now you're the scourge
The girl with twisted feelings
You take her hate and corrupt it
So she can see again
But only see black
The girl with a wicked smile
You help build a legacy
And friendship, even more
Blows to dust
The girl who can control not her feelings
But the mind she sees
And then tears roll out
Onto her necklace of pyrope
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 11:32 AM UTC
Thief of a golden light
Blood of a night leading the forbidden sates
Something that confirmed victory
Confirmed hope
But until a heir closes the gate
Our light is stolen
Time and space consumed
Lost in void.
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 8:05 PM UTC
A new found heart filled with smoke
And we have you on the shoulders
By the Apocalypse
Brutal service of the wounded
Crying lions
Marching funerals
Will turn the lights
Upon the Seer
Till all dies
When good and bad separate
With screaming blindness
And dead souls
Feb 21, 2015
Feb 21, 2015 at 2:26 PM UTC
These European dreams
And broken shells
Upon a golden fix
Accessorize the girl with one eye
And as we say goodbye
And let go of hopeless thoughts
So I say through black clouds
Adieu to the non believers
Stepping on cracks
To our insecurities
Jagged daggers
And a Theif
Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 10:07 PM UTC
Flowerless crowns
Without the influence of grace
Are just among the forgotten
Unless we actually mean something
Before they fall down
And break our hearts
We need to help
We can be of that strength
It's called love
Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 11:43 AM UTC