i will always stay by your side,
even if you won't reciprocate my feelings,
i promise.
Apr 20, 2019
Apr 20, 2019 at 9:55 AM UTC
i appreciate the silent during the night,
how it calms me while demons are fighting
inside of me.
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 10:22 AM UTC
i am currently on progress
of the art, i am doing
carefully tracing the lines,
carving the most perfect face
i've never had.
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 7:15 AM UTC
your smile with him said so many words,
yet telling me
i wasn't enough for you.
Dec 9, 2018
Dec 9, 2018 at 7:11 AM UTC
maybe a coffee would wake me up to face the reality
that you never chose me.
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 8:35 PM UTC
I despise myself for not being someone you could love.
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 11:27 AM UTC
she was the maker, he was her muse
a creative girl with everything to lose
she colored her canvas with her bleeding heart
she loved him and watched her world fall apart
she got her heart broken but kept a blank face
knowing that there are some mistakes you can't erase
she gave up her art, a lover betrayed
her pure white mind turned a darker shade.
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 11:27 AM UTC
i wrote you
a letter every day
letters to tell you
just how i feel
written in neat, curved
writing i told you
just how sweet
i thought you were
how you made my heart
glow
letters in which i wrote
with various colors of ink
pouring out my whole being
to you
i wrote you
a letter every day.
i wrote you letters in which
i told you how you made me
bloom.
eventually
i found myself
pressing harder on
the paper
than i had before.
creating tears in them
similar in shape
and size
as the ones
inside of me.
i began to send
letters
with creases
and bumps
and stains
splattered with tears
pouring
from my eyes
as i wrote
the anger
bubbling within me.
my last letter
addressed to you
contained
no words
but was blank.
because
i had none that
could reach
as far
and deep
into the cracks
of my
heart
to describe
just
what you
had left
of me.
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 11:26 AM UTC
when ever i hear your name
my heart instantly
sinks
to the bottom of a
sea.
Nov 30, 2018
Nov 30, 2018 at 11:25 AM UTC
