lunalanac - Hello Poetry

Today I stood under the Eiffel Tower And then I looked up Few times in my life where I felt that small One of them was the day I realized We would never be together again.

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Oct 14, 2020

Oct 14, 2020 at 4:50 PM UTC

Paris est magnifique

Today I stood under the Eiffel Tower And then I looked up Few times in my life where I felt that small One of them was the day I realized We would never be together again.

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That's the lie I whisper when my blood runs cold in your indifference.

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Oct 14, 2020

Oct 14, 2020 at 4:33 PM UTC

Perhaps you sneak glances in my distraction

That's the lie I whisper when my blood runs cold in your indifference.

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Thought I could save you That's the problem with broken people We want to heal others With our wounds still open Should've known when I met you Your friends told me you'd hurt me But I'm too devoted to love And I was too devoted to you

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Apr 15, 2020

Apr 15, 2020 at 6:50 AM UTC

devoted to you

Thought I could save you That's the problem with broken people We want to heal others With our wounds still open Should've known when I met you Your friends told me you'd hurt me But I'm too devoted to love And I was too devoted to you

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Every morning I wake up I remember: I’m not yours anymore Then I cry till I fall asleep again

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Oct 20, 2019

Oct 20, 2019 at 9:14 AM UTC

i miss you

Every morning I wake up I remember: I’m not yours anymore Then I cry till I fall asleep again

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I just wanted to give you simple and happy But how could I give away something that I never had?

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Feb 19, 2019

Feb 19, 2019 at 7:13 PM UTC

that’s what i meant to give you

I just wanted to give you simple and happy But how could I give away something that I never had?

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you're like the city lights in a cold and dark night let's turn them off now close your eyes pretend for a while that you’re not the most beautiful mistake i’ve ever made

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Dec 1, 2018

Dec 1, 2018 at 12:32 PM UTC

say the words I wanna hear

you're like the city lights in a cold and dark night let's turn them off now close your eyes pretend for a while that you’re not the most beautiful mistake i’ve ever made

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I took off my armor And dropped my weapons Just for you to stab me With your sharp words

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Nov 15, 2018

Nov 15, 2018 at 5:55 PM UTC

I stood up to fight a battle that I already knew I was gonna lose

I took off my armor And dropped my weapons Just for you to stab me With your sharp words

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It’s 5:44am and I’m afraid of not being enough for you. I’m afraid of not being enough to caught up your attention to cultivate your feelings. I’m afraid to turn into someone in your life that was just another friend with feelings for you. I’m afraid that you’ll never look at me like i look at you. Cause when we’re together touching each others faces late at night I feel safe. But when i wake up in the morning and you’re on the other side of the bed I’m just afraid.

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Oct 18, 2018

Oct 18, 2018 at 8:17 PM UTC

Atelophobia

It’s 5:44am and I’m afraid of not being enough for you. I’m afraid of not being enough to caught up your attention to cultivate your feelings. I’m afraid to turn into someone in your life that was just another friend with feelings for you. I’m afraid that you’ll never look at me like i look at you. Cause when we’re together touching each others faces late at night I feel safe. But when i wake up in the morning and you’re on the other side of the bed I’m just afraid.

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i know you would choose him if life gave you another chance i know you think about him you pull back when he’s around it’s dangerous for me to insist i feel brave but i’m just stupid i know you think he’s the perfect match and it hurts in you everything you’ve thrown away what if? what if that time was the right time? i know you would risk it all just to see what it could’ve been. and i keep wondering if in the future you’ll regret letting me go too.

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Sep 9, 2018

Sep 9, 2018 at 9:07 PM UTC

it’s psychological, but hurts all my body

i know you would choose him if life gave you another chance i know you think about him you pull back when he’s around it’s dangerous for me to insist i feel brave but i’m just stupid i know you think he’s the perfect match and it hurts in you everything you’ve thrown away what if? what if that time was the right time? i know you would risk it all just to see what it could’ve been. and i keep wondering if in the future you’ll regret letting me go too.

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my body starts to get heavy suddenly i’m all blue let me just lay down for a minute let me just be quiet for a minute dinner is ready i’m not hungry i’m sleepy but i can’t sleep why my chest is hurting like that? why is so hard to breathe? it’s kinda nice everything seems to be in slow motion actually it’s just me please be patient with me don’t be bothered by my shaky hands or my unquiet leg i’m sweating why do i feel anger? i thought i was sad i’m desperate i’m terrified why do i feel like this? why is so hard to breathe? breathe in breathe out just like they taught you 5 things you can see 4 things you can hear 3 things you can touch 2 things you can smell 1 thing you can taste i’m sorry i know i was ok but now i’m sad at least i’m breathing take my hand be patient with me.

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Jul 27, 2018

Jul 27, 2018 at 8:45 PM UTC

anxiety

my body starts to get heavy suddenly i’m all blue let me just lay down for a minute let me just be quiet for a minute dinner is ready i’m not hungry i’m sleepy but i can’t sleep why my chest is hurting like that? why is so hard to breathe? it’s kinda nice everything seems to be in slow motion actually it’s just me please be patient with me don’t be bothered by my shaky hands or my unquiet leg i’m sweating why do i feel anger? i thought i was sad i’m desperate i’m terrified why do i feel like this? why is so hard to breathe? breathe in breathe out just like they taught you 5 things you can see 4 things you can hear 3 things you can touch 2 things you can smell 1 thing you can taste i’m sorry i know i was ok but now i’m sad at least i’m breathing take my hand be patient with me.

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